SHE'S YOUR MOTHER, NOT MY WIFE.
TOO HEAVY, TOO HEAVY,

"His canadian darling, Mommy. Thirsty and laper, son.. Here's the mimic first.." I carried Edwina to the lactation room.

Mas Gaga and Freddy greet each other Om and Aunt Abraham. Edward accompanied Mikola on a break after a long trip.

"Non, how's Non Clara doing?" asked Auntie.

"I don't know yet, Bi. The doctor just wanted to talk about it with Mas Reza." I'm afraid this isn't a good thing.

"Oh my God, if in the film it is a sign that the patient is in a critical state, Non. Hopefully there is an opportunity, Non Clara and Mas Reza feel the care of their own children yes, Non." Aunty rubbed her chest, worry clearly visible on her face. I wish it was like that too. Hope everything's okay.

"Yes, Bi. We just pray that whatever is best for them, Bi. It's God's will, we can't change it." Aunt nodded.

"Yes, Non. Aamiins. Yes, although this may be a reprimand for what he did to Non and Den Edward, but may they be given the opportunity to repent yes, Non." Bibi's words remind me of the incident six years ago, but I hope they will be given a chance to repent yes, the time I left Mas Reza.

I sighed, erasing the bad memories. "Hopefully yes, Bi."

I have never held grudges or hurt for the actions of anyone in the past. I don't want to dirty my heart and ruin my life with a grudge.

Edwina fell asleep after filling up. I pumped Asiku up for Edwina's supplies while in the hospital. While resting, it is enough to make my body weak due to anxiety.

"Bi, Edward and Mas Gaga have dinner?" I laid down my body.

"Already, Non. This is Auntie's asking for Non's provisions in the hospital." Take the provisions out of the bag.

"Thank you, Bi." I received my provisions.

"Auntie's been eating?."

"Already, Non. Just before the magrib, Non Vienna was still sleeping, Aunt ate a meal." approached Vienna to give my daughter a blanket.

"Thank God." I ate the food.

"Yes, Non. Den Edward came home with his Daddy. After clean clean immediately eat, continued Mr. asked Bibi to make provisions for, Non." he chuckled while wiping Vienna.

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"Mas Gaga, what's up?" whiskey Freddy.

"Not yet, we'll come together." I smile at him.

"Oh yes." she smiled.

"We pray that there will be no excess problems, may Clara and the baby be fine." I pray.

"Hopefully, Mum."

I nodded, "Your wife isn't coming, Fredd?." I did not see his wife.

"Yes, after all we can't do anything here, if there is another need it doesn't matter if it's not present. Most important thing."

Freddy smiled and nodded.

Reza came out of the Doctor's room with a pale and limp face. The path is not powered, I approach it quickly.

BRACK ...

"Reza.." cried Aunt Abraham. I held Reza limp until her body staggered just as I approached her. Fortunately, it has not fallen.

"Sit down, Za. Drink first." I gave her mineral water. Her tears were flowing, she was crying without a sound.

"Pull your breath, Za. Think clearly, Istighfar, cool your mind." I saw from his gaze so heavy. Anxiety, anxiety, worry, tightness and guilt. I don't know what happened, but seeing Reza's condition, I'm sure it's not good news.

"Za, what's the doctor saying? Clara and the baby are fine, right?." Aunt's voice trembled with a pressing tone. His eyes said, 'May not what I think.'

"Tante, wait for Reza to calm down, yeah. Let Reza put his heart together first." I tried to calm them down. Give Reza space to look at his heart and mind.

Aunt nodded, embracing Reza tightly.

"You're strong, baby. You have to be tough." Aunty whispered encouraging words even though it might be impossible to succeed for Reza.

After a few minutes, Reza shed a tear, "Clara had to undergo surgery immediately, as it was not possible to force her pregnancy into time. But even if successful in surgery, the consequences remain the same. Either the doctor can save Clara or the baby, or neither. Clara's body has no response to rise, it causes the baby was in a weakened state, we are asked to foster a sense of enthusiasm for her. In order for one of them to be saved." her tears broke by staring at the bottle of drink I gave her earlier.

It's too heavy, what's the surgery for if both remain unsafe. If there is a possibility of one, it may be a benchmark to determine.

A long sigh could be heard from everyone present, including myself.

Freddy approached Reza and patted her shoulder gently.

"All right, Mikola went inside. I'll have Mikola tell me a story or persuade Clara to get up. Who knows, by hearing Mikola's voice there will be a little hope from inside Clara." Freddy's advice is good to try. Although Mikola is not cared for by Clara, but the heart of a mother will definitely miss her child.

Reza just nodded.

Freddy goes to call Mikola, but some time comes with Mikola and Edward. Mikola, who was only three years old, would indeed be more crowded if she told a story. Hopefully with his cheerfulness, it has a good impact for Clara who is desperate.

Mikola continues to stick with Edward, forced Edward to come inside with Freddy and Mikola. Although Edward seemed reluctant, but he remained silent.

He invites Mikola to continue telling stories, guiding Mikola to persuade Clara. Edward was cold outside, but he was warm in his heart. We looked at them outside expectantly, so there would be little response from Clara. With worry and anxiety, and incessant prayer. Clara's body has been installed in various tools, so that her vitals remain controlled. Her stomach was fitted with a detection device for her baby, looking at it. Maybe my heart would break, if that's the one in there that I love. I hope it never happens.

The doctor accompanied Edward and Mikola, helping to lead them to the funniest dialogue possible. With Mikola's innocent and cheerful instincts, their joking laughter decorated the room where Clara lay. Doctors continue to monitor the progress of Clara's vitals monitor and her baby.

'Oh, my God, if Mikola knew. In front of him was his birth mother, what he would feel. Perhaps because they were separated from childhood, their inner bond is not strong. But if the boy understood what he was doing to encourage his mother's life, how heart-splitting it would be. Always have my little family, O God. Aamiin.'

I saw the reaction of the Doctor's face which had a slight change, his tense face was a little shocked and looked relieved. I hope the vision is not wrong.