SHE'S YOUR MOTHER, NOT MY WIFE.
UNFOUNDED

The plan I had laid out was destroyed.

Hoping that there is a word "Sorry" turns out to be rejected.

Yeah maybe I was too big of a heart to expect that apology from "he" who gave his life.

Without him I would not be in this world.

I'm not a noble good person, but I'm just a human being trying hard to get better.

"Bah, thanks. This wound continues to grow. If you could see it, would you continue to hurt my feelings ?"

The fierce debate made my head dizzy and nauseous.

Brakes.. I hit the table.

"Have you guys finished arguing. If you haven't, dinner is over. Thank you." I put my palms together in front of my chest.

I left those who were staring at me.

Following my husband and Aunt Rina.

"Darling, you need to calm down." Mas Reza hugged me in the car.

"Bell, what exactly are your plans ?" Aunt Rina patted my shoulder.

I explained my true intentions.

Aunt nodded while stroking my back in Reza's arms.

"Here you go, baby, let's wait. People who do not understand and do not like us, no matter how good our treatment they will assume all wrong." advice Aunt Rina.

The heart is a bottomless ocean.

***

Since that incident, Davina has never approached me again. Even those who would usually come home on holidays, but now do not.

The day of my wedding and Mas Reza's is approaching. It's my fate that I may not be with my parents.

Had dreamed in the company of the Papa but what power, until now we have not united even more away.

"Have you fitted the bridal suit, baby ?" Aunt Rina brought some throwing pictures of decorative painting.

"Hmm, not yet Tan. Maybe this week I leave to wait for Mas Reza there is free time." I said.

"Well, if Reza can't Auntie, there is." Aunty handed over the sheet she carried.

"You got married, baby. Your taste is, Auntie time." he said as he stared one by one at his hands.

"Yes, but aunty who chooses later just say Mas Reza is suitable what not. I don't have a problem wearing any style, Tan." I'll take a look.

"Oh yes Bell, have you heard from your father ?" aunt's question made my mood that I just set crumble back. Aunty casually looked at the picture without looking at me.

"Arg makes a sprain ah."

"Bell's.."

"No, Tan. I'll try to find some time and another way to call them Tan."

"alright.. Now just focus on the same wedding decoration."

TRINGS ... TRINGS ...

Cellphone's ringing.

Incoming call from "Mas Reza".

"Attep, Tan. I picked up the phone first." aunty nodded I immediately rushed to move places.

"Pyuh. can finally run away from Auntie."

"Yes, I'm sorry about the old lift" I said.

Mas Reza recounted that today he accidentally met Surya and had a short conversation.

Mas Reza revealed that he asked for permission and blessing and invited Papa Surya to attend my wedding later, as guardian.

"Then what, Papa's response ?" I was pounding waiting for an answer to what would come out of my papa's mouth.

DEG .. DEG ...

"Papa's coming, baby. He blesses us and will be present as, the guardian."

BJN ...

Like dry soil in water. How cold my heart is that tears do not flow.

"T-Thank you dear Mas." I jolted heartily withstanding the turmoil of my heart. The gloom that enveloped my heart momentarily disappeared.

Although I do not know what to do in front of him and I do not know how Mas Reza can persuade him.

But I'm relieved and happy.