SHE'S YOUR MOTHER, NOT MY WIFE.
NUMBER ONE

"I what... Do you hesitate to divorce your wife? you should have divorced him, now he knows even if you haven't told him. That means, she hasn't trusted you as her husband, baby. All this time he's been watching you, you want to live with a woman full of suspicion? Honey. I need an answer as soon as possible, otherwise. Don't stop me from leaving your life again." He threatened to leave me.

Clara's understanding until sulking like this. He never threatened to leave me, even though I told him about my marriage. He was hurt must have been very sick considered a mistress, even though he knew that she was in my heart number one. This gentle and understanding woman is hurting. I rubbed his hair, I kissed his forehead.

"Now we go to sleep, baby. Tomorrow I think about the best way. I'm not going to let you go, you have to remember that you're number one in my heart.

"We don't run away from my questions.. I need an answer as soon as possible" he said, burying his face into my chest.

"Dear, I know. You calm down, I was thinking. Let's go to sleep, baby. Tomorrow we go around the top." I tried to persuade him, this time there was no answer from me.

Although actually I was disappointed with Bella's attitude, it was logically I understood. The question is, she knows where she is, she's not a suspicious woman. All this time he's trusted me a hundred percent.

After returning, I have to ask directly.

But how to initially ask. I feel ashamed to meet him. I felt guilty for hurting her, she was my very understanding and independent wife. I have never been troubled by the problems he has faced.

Maybe if it happened to Clara, I'd be really bothered with her whining. I clutched her naked body, I rubbed her back and into her head kiss.

****

I called Bella in the garden behind the villa.

"Hello, honey. What again?"

There was a sound of him yawning and trying to.

"Awuu new bang gun..What's up, Mas?"

I smile at the face of his pillow as he yawns and raises his hand, which is the habit of waking up. Stretch the muscles, he said.

"I'm at our Mension, why? You're done with the job, yes it must be the night work, or maybe the day too. Continue as you please, Mommy." His words pierced into my heart, "as you like" Yes indeed I have hurt him by behaving like this.

"Do you know anything about that, Clara?" I asked with a heart even though it would, hurt.

"Yes, I know. Your special lover, right, Mas. Marry her, Mas."

Did I not hear wrong, "marry her" means Bella wants to be in honey?.

I thought for a moment, I know Bella hates infidelity. Because that's what he felt as a result of his parents. And that's what I do, too.

I was confused as to how, but I didn't want to take them off.

"You're sure it's okay, baby. You want some honey?" lirih. My heart thumped in fear of hearing an answer from him, heavier than the fight for the billion tender.

"Indeed I said I'd like some honey, Mas?"

Lah, then what if he didn't want to be in honey asked me to marry Clara. What don't-don't...

"You don't think farewell, honey." I asked in a slightly probing tone.

"Of course, we're divorced and you can marry your lover. Oh yes, Mas.I have prepared a gift for you, four days you vacation there. Have fun."

TUT ....

Squeezing my knees, feeling this body. He said divorce was so loud. I know the pain, but I haven't decided anything.