SHE'S YOUR MOTHER, NOT MY WIFE.
HOME,

We arrived in front of a home-based restaurant, a small saung that surrounded a fountain pond. We headed for a small saung in the corner that was in the rose garden.

Wow. not really expecting there is a pile of colorful roses that smell fragrant. It seems that in the garden behind the house must also be added type.

The color is beautiful, from red to yellow. Stacking jasmine flowers that bloom large exhales a soothing aroma. Ah. comfortable.

"Honey, we just sit here, how?" asked Mas Gaga who surely I immediately nodded in spirit.

She knows my favorite, I won't resist with the natural fragrance of flowers.

"Auntie where you're going, just here together." Mas Gaga asked Bibi to sit down together when she saw her aunt holding Edwi to the saung next to where we were sitting.

"But sir, later the meal will be disturbed by Non-Little" said Bibi.

"What's wrong, Bi. We're here to eat together, so don't hesitate. And let our little miss experiment as usual. Aunty has brought food for Edwi, right?" he asked.

"Here you go, sir." Aunt tidied up food for Edwi.

"Bi, choose the food first." pinta Mas Gaga. I smiled at Mas Gaga who treated Aunt like her family. Yes, Auntie is like family to us.

"This is Edwina let me hold it first, Bi. Aunty can pick the food first." I grabbed Edwina.

"Mih-mih.

"Yes, honey. That's Nemo's fish, Dori and his friend. Edwi likes fish yes, beautiful.." My anxiety is the same.

Gaga chose food with Edward.

"What do you want to eat, baby?" she asked me.

"Look.." thrusting the menu list.

Wow, according to the mood. The menu was very home-based, remembering my childhood in the orphanage first.

I choose, stir-fried papaya leaves, peppers, sambal Pete, asem vegetables and of course lalapan.

"Auntie has chosen?." I thrust out a menu list.

"Already, Mom. I miss the village when I see the menu. So I did messen a bit. Hehe" he laughed cheerfully.

"I'm a lot too, Bi." I laughed.

"Thank God, you like my place of choice. Hopefully according to the food, yes." said Mas Gaga.

"Yes, thank you, yes. How do you know there's a place to eat like this in the middle of town?." I put Edwina in the baby dining chair with the waiter.

"Thank you, Ma'am. Here's our order." I handed you the menu book.

"Awhile, Ma'am. Edward, have you ordered?." I almost forgot Edward never ate this food. He chose to eat for her.

"Here you go, Mom." she replied.

I checked Edward's choice, I'm not sure if he'd eat home-cooked food by him.

Oh it turns out, chicken and sauteed kale.

"Alright, thank you Ma'am." I handed you our order menu.

"Thank you, please wait." the waiter left us.

Aunty fed Edwi with fries that had been prepared. I leaned on Mas Gaga who was photographing Edward's origin. Yes, because my son wouldn't want to be photographed if he was conscious.

"Oh yes, dear. The woman sent me another message?." Ask me.

"No, Mas." I gave up my phone.

"Thank God, don't think about it. If he sends you another message, tell Mas right away, yeah." he put my phone down without opening it.

"You are not invited here?" he looked expectantly at the compliment.

"I answered yes, Mas." I said.

"Daddy, Mommy. Keep making out in front of me. I got an idea for the future of marriage" said Edward.

We laughed together, Auntie got stuck drinking.

Uhh ..

"Den was a kid when I thought about the future of marriage. Aya aya wae.." laughs kelakar.

"Sure, Bi. Because all need the right planning, to make my wife happy later. I don't want to be monotonous like, Daddy" he said expressionlessly.

Oh God, this is my son!!! She's only six years old.

"Edward, Daddy's handsome son. You're only six years old, it's too early to think about marriage." advised Mas Gaga.

"Rubber, baby. You're not yet time to think about your wife." I laughed.

"I'll say planning, Mommy. It's not the moment and I don't want my marriage to be first or second" she said, shaking my heart.

The atmosphere that had been cheerful arrived moody. Yes it was my fault, my marriage failed once. Edward has a father other than his Daddy. Edward had a lot of problems before. Maybe the trauma I had put in her heart was too great, so it became her life race.

"I'm sorry, Mommy. Forgive Mommy, baby." Hugged her tightly, my tears didn't drop.

"Why is Mommy apologizing, sorry? This is my goal, because I don't want to be an irresponsible man. I'll take care of my women and children like Daddy takes care of us." he hugged me tight. There was a faint tremor from his body, he held back his cries.

Oh, Son... Sorry, Mommy.

The three of us hugged tightly, "Daddy's son Edward, don't ever be a grudge, son. Daddy's sure, you can do this well. Because God gave you and Mommy this life. Daddy's grateful that there's a time, Daddy can be a part of your life in the present and the future." We're taking turns.

"Son, if Edward's heart hurts, don't hold it. Talk to Mommy, cry with Mommy. Don't be an adult up front, Mommy. You're a kid, baby. Do not hold a sense of responsibility that is not yet the time. Fill your day cheerfully, play with friends, don't force yourself to be strong, son. Crying doesn't mean we're fragile and weak." I've regretted all this time, always thinking my son didn't understand the hurt his biological father had inflicted. He was too smart and understood quickly. I consider him a child who has not had deep feelings.

"Excuse me Mother, Father.. The food is ready." the waiter came with the tray.

"Oh yes please, Ma'am." We took off our embrace. Wiped away Edward's tears that wet his cheeks.

"I don't cry, Mom." she parried my hand.

"Yes yes." I smiled.

Mas Gaga rubbed his head. "Now we eat, we eat full. Okay." take her.

"Yes, Den. When is the holiday to the village. Kite, marbles, hide and seek, swimming in the mall times eating ngeliwet. It's cool, Den. In the city there are no children playing rich that." suggested Auntie.

Ah, really, too. I have an idea.

"Yes, Bi. We're going on our semester break somewhere. I still want the village time

I'm pregnant, Edward?" I looked at Mas Gaga.

Mas Gaga seemed to think for a moment, "Still, honey." she replied.

"Okay if so, we're on vacation there. I'll be told Mpok there." I said steady.

"Yes okay, that's a great idea. We eat now. Later to cool the rice liwetnya." invite Mas Gaga.

"Yuk, Bi. At the meal." take me to Auntie. It turns out that Auntie is eating.. I smile.

"Already from now on, Non." he laughed. Edwi was asleep because he was full. "That's a hell of a deal, that's it." Bibi said.

I nodded, "Here, baby. Rice liwet cobain." I gave rice liwet to Edward. He looked puzzled, curious just this time looking.

"try, Den. Th-deep..." Aunt while chewing.

We laughed at the sight of my ravenous aunt.