SHE'S YOUR MOTHER, NOT MY WIFE.
DO YOU LOVE ME?

I'm numb to him. Why do I keep something that is not worth defending. All my preparations are done, the place where I live with my son will be done. I looked in the closet, clothes didn't seem necessary. Just a few sheets and underwear. I'm pregnant and I'll wear loose clothes.

The power of attorney for the company is already in the hands of my lawyer, Gaga.

"Who in the morning disturbs the sleeping man." I grabbed my phone that rang repeatedly.

"Mas Reza's.. What's he calling.."

"Hello, honey. What again?"

Tumben once he called when from last night there was no news.

"My old man bang gun..What's up, Mas?" I answered while stretching my muscles.

He said it was okay, and asked me where? Oh, maybe her boyfriend told me I already knew about their relationship. And Mas Reza was afraid I'd run away to Papa's house. Why am I going there, there or here. You all conspired to betray me.

In a soft voice she asked about her lover. I know your relationship. Then what do you expect from me, understanding!!!.

You do not deserve understanding, what else is trust. I'm sick of you all.

He said I'm ready for honey?

Honey is sweet, baby. But not honey in relationships. I never thought about sharing, even if I had to lose everything.

After being caught cheating and betrayal, still expect togetherness. That's impossible for me, I'm not your puppet.

"You're not thinking about farewell?"

"Do you love me?" proved no, if so why should there be an affair.

Then I have to think what, garbage should be thrown into the trash. If it is still worth wearing, love the same people who need it. I don't need any trash.

Mama Syarina, Papa Abraham and even Papa Surya as my biological parents, helped you betray. And what else do I expect from you. I'm a kind person, I'll make your wishes come true together.

You don't need me either, I.

You don't care what I'm going through, nor will I, reply.

I came down for breakfast, Papa looked at me softly I replied with a smile. Yes thanks to him I know that the presence of me does not mean anything to anyone.

Mama Syarina looked down silently not daring to look at me.

"Good morning, Pa, Ma." I said as I pulled up the chair.

"Morning, Bell. How's sleep?" Papa answered my greetings but not with Mama.

"Regular, Pa. Why, why are you quiet?" I glanced at Mama who kept looking down.

"Ng - it's okay, say- that." said Mama stammered.

"Oh yeah, we start breakfast. It just so happens that today I have important business to do after this." I said taking rice and side dishes for me.

"What business, Bell?" ask Papa while eating.

"Work, Pa." I said accordingly.

Papa nodded and continued eating.

I know how awkward Mama feels about me. She was silent between the shame and disappointment in her who couldn't behave normally in front of me.

Maybe Papa told me that I already know the reality of Mas Reza's relationship with his girlfriend. No matter what, I have not been here long either. I just enjoyed the last breakfast in the house. Today I'll be ready to go, before that I have to go to the office for a meeting with the shareholders.

Mama stole a look at me, her face was sad when she looked at me. There was pity and pity in his eyes. I don't need that, before you betray, I. Where are your pity and pity?