SHE'S YOUR MOTHER, NOT MY WIFE.
WOMAN, CRAZY

Is he crazy? I've ruined her household but she came as if nothing had happened. Is that happy that his life is out there. Can anyone be more royal than Reza?.

Bella Saphira, crazy woman in my opinion.

He came to my side, helped me take care of my newborn baby while in the hospital. There was not a day he was absent from coming. Bring food, fruit and even baby clothes.

"Hey, Clara. Here I bring special food breastfeeding mother. Vegetable leaves, it tastes good but smells a little pungent. But one you should know, the efficacy is very good to facilitate the asi." he put the food he carried on the table.

"Oh yes, today Mas Reza has recovered. It was also a good rest for two days. Now maybe head over here to help Glen." he's busy himself. Tidying up my baby clothes in the box and rubbing my baby's head lightly.

"I'm sorry, today I can't accompany you with your baby boy. There will be your husband after all. I have some business outside. Tomorrow if I can, I'll be here again.. I'm gonna meet a pretty baby boy."

He approached me and touched my hand.

"When I eat vegetables, I say goodbye."

I nodded he left me staring at him.

If I were Bella, I would never do this. Go to the woman who is considered a mistress by him. Helping to care for the baby of her ex-husband. Even brought me special food.

Whether what his heart is made of, he can be so calm before me. I felt defeated at his attitude. From the first meeting until now, his calm demeanor washed away. How deep is your heart, Bell?.

Maybe this attitude is what Reza misses so much. He was always calm in any situation. Even in front of the woman who disturbed her household.

After Bella left, Reza and Glen went into my room.

Reza's hands are still wrapped in bandages. His face was still a little pale.

He walked quickly towards me holding my hand.

"Clara, I'm sorry.. I did not accompany you when you gave birth. I'm sorry I wasn't by your side when you were struggling to give birth to our child." she clasped my hand tightly.

I got up from my bed, hugged her tightly.

As long as I always underestimate this feeling, but these few days have taught me that appreciating feelings is the thing to do. "I experienced this void for a few days and was not thought to be filled by your ex-wife, Za." My inner.

"Dear, it's okay. You are also in an impossible condition by my side. Oh yes look at our son, he is so similar to you." I raised my chin towards the baby box.

Glen sat on the sofa staring seriously at his phone. I know, Glen didn't like me from the beginning. Because I also know his girlfriend Sisi. She always thought I was a woman with no pride, who destroyed her sister's household.

"My baby, my dear boy. Champ Papa, forgive Papa yes son.. Papa just came today, it should be Papa who carried the first time. Papa is useless, son. Forgive Papa.." Reza hugged my baby's tiny body. He shed tears of joy and regret for not being able to accompany me. Though from the beginning of pregnancy she was always enthusiastic in every examination of my womb. And even promised to accompany me in the operating room.

After feeling the pain for some time, I had to hold on tightly to what I have now. I don't want to feel the void any more next time.

I'm determined to fight for Reza as my son's Papa. And must be my whole husband.

"Mas.." My voice trembled a little embarrassed and scared.

Reza looked at me questioningly. He must have been surprised to hear me call him "Mas". So did Glen who was immediately cynical to see me.

"You call me?" he asked.

"I - yes Mas, I called." I was embarrassed to be brick to heat on my face.

Reza approached while holding my baby.

"I'm. We already have children. What's wrong with me getting used to calling you, Mas. And it's not that we should get married immediately." I looked down embarrassed, only this time I felt this kind of shame in front of Reza and Glen.

Glen laughing.

I looked at him in wonder as did Reza.

"I can't stand being a mistress, okay. You're married, so don't bother Bella again. Live in each of your ways." Glen got up and paid a farewell to Reza immediately left.

I was silent.

Glen's words were not wrong, the wrong my heart that arrived suddenly became shrill.

"Mas.." I looked at Reza.

Reza turned her eyes to my baby. She smiled as she played my baby cheek.

"Alright, Clara. I'll arrange the show. Maybe the party will be giving our child's name" he said without looking at me.

Not that I meant to be a mistress soon. But seeing Bella and the lady in the recovery room the other day made me jealous. They are so happy with their partner. Legal husband and wife like there is nothing that needs to be considered more before acting anything. Being spoiled, loving only one partner and loving each other openly makes me want to feel it too.

"You haven't eaten yet?" Reza looked at the food box Bella was carrying. I shook my head.

"But.. This isn't from the hospital? Who's driving her, Clara." she asked as she put our baby down.

"Hmmm. friend." I lied, I can't say Bella's ex-wife. What is later his mind is chaotic again and raging is unclear.

"Oh well." she opened the food container.

"Now eat yes, you have to eat a lot to recover quickly. And for our son." he fed me.

It's true, it feels weird. The vegetable Bella brought me the first time I ate it. The smell stings a little disturbing.

But I have to eat, because Reza rarely bribes me. Even if I have to eat this food.

I asked Reza to rest on the couch. His face looks pale. I don't want him to drop back. Who's gonna take care of me later, Bella's time is coming.

I looked at her sleeping face on the sofa. With his hands wrapped in bandages, his forehead in a plaster cap. His face was tired, his body looked weak. Even the road is empty. It's so devastating that he lost Bella. Until his usual body is neat, fragrant and fresh. Lost somewhere. Her clothes were tangled, her face was pale and had even grown fine fur on her face.

I can't take Bella's place in your heart, but I promise to show you my love. I'll make sure you love you without another man, Za.

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I was really happy when Glen said that my son was born healthy.

I immediately asked him to take me to see my baby and of course Clara's baby too.

I got him hurt before I fainted. And it turns out she gave birth. I'm really sorry to go crazy and have to miss the opportunity to accompany Clara to give birth and see my baby for the first time.

Arriving at Clara's room, I apologized to her. I've lost Bella and I don't want to lose Clara. What else is my son with him.

I looked at the round face of my baby boy. His body is thick with life. Exactly like me. His lips were thick and his eyebrows were black.

I am grateful that in a broken state, my heart is now beginning to blossom with the presence of my son. I had to get up for her.