SHE'S YOUR MOTHER, NOT MY WIFE.
UNEASY

I don't know why this heart is so nervous. Maybe because I'll be facing a wedding soon.

Mama Syarina and Papa Abraham have arrived from *LN.

Party preparation is 98%.

The dress for Davina and Sisi is ok.

Why do I feel like this.

Tomorrow is a historic day for me.

Accompanied by Papa and my sister, pinang by the idol of the heart. Mas Reza's.

Tonight Mas Reza has a job, he works hard for this party. Get the job done early so we can enjoy the honeymoon later.

Ah happy this heart, yes I should be happy but somehow the heart feels something is wrong.

"Mas, not finished yet ?" I sent a message to see if Mas Reza was okay. My heart was worried unclear.

"Yes, honey. Why ? it's over soon." he said.

Tonight I stayed at Papa's house so that we would meet later when Ijab kabul at the hotel. During this time our marriage was kept secret, to be more perfect then we separated during the wedding preparations.

"Don't be too late tomorrow you are not fit, Mas." I asked.

"Yes, baby, sleep there so that tomorrow your face does not pale sleep less."

"Yes, I slept first."

I fell asleep after I found out my husband was okay. Even though my heart was still pounding, I tried to divert it by installing earphones on my phone.

****

REZA

"Tomorrow I'm married, why did you come." Yeah a me.

"Lantas, if I don't come, will you continue your marriage, Za. Why are you lying to me." His face was grim with tears. Clara.

"I'm getting married tomorrow, Clara. I beg you to come back." I embrace his weak body.

"Are you going to leave me Za." sobs her in my arms.

"Clara, please don't think that no. Go home, I'll explain to you later." rubbed his back hoping he calmed down.

"When you want to explain, can't you cancel Za. Marry me, you love me, don't you Za ?" ogre.

"Clara, baby. Ilove you. There's a reason for me to marry her, you don't worry that there'll be a time when we'll be together, baby." I'll talk to you.

I wish no one would come into my room right now. Clara is my lover, who I've been hiding for a long time. She was different, her condition was not the same as other girls.

Whether love or kasian, I accepted his love while his body was dying. At first I thought it was going to be over, but I didn't know we had to be together for 4 years.

Accompanying him who limp back to the hospital, following all his wishes. I haven't been able to take it off because of my promise to her and her parents. But I can't let Bella's family know this either.

I had to persuade Clara to come home.

I called the driver to take him back to the villa I had set up. To go home his journey was too far, considering it was already night.

Clara understood and returned to the villa.

I'm glad I don't know if anyone sees us together right now.

I've spent a long time with her until I met Bella. The love that I grew for Clara could be displaced by the presence of Bella in my life.

At first I wanted to introduce her to both of my parents, and soon marry her.

I love you, Clara, but I love Bella too.