SHE'S YOUR MOTHER, NOT MY WIFE.
DISINTEGRATED

The meeting I longed for, I dreamed of and always imagined. It turns out so painful. She came with her new husband after a son among them. The world has not stopped holding me accountable for my sins.

Why did he forget me so quickly, didn't I love him first?.

Why should she marry a man like Gaga, whom I can't compete with in any way.

"Bella, why are you doing this. Why your reply is so painful. What pain I'm giving you is more than this, Bell. My life is ruined without you. A little hope of meeting you makes me able to survive, but now to live even I don't feel like."

I roared, crying somehow again the way I vaped this pain.

He was so happy with his new life. Have a funny husband and son.

Treated gently and warmly. I'm really sliced, Bell. Heart's broken. Remembering the memories of us, I didn't do that sweet thing to you, Bell. Kissing your forehead, rubbing your hair, hugging you, even I love you.

HICKS ... HICKS ... HYXES

BUGS ...

PRAK ...

I vent my emotions on anything.

Looking at the pictures on the wall, our wedding photos. Your happy face was with another man.

"Why isn't your face that bright when you're with me, why do you show that you're happier with her than I am, Bell!!!." I shouted in front of her photo.

Why did you let another man touch your body, wasn't it just for me, Bell. Didn't you say, I am the person you love the most. Why are you lying, Bell, why are you with him now.

I threw the photo until it broke apart.

"BACK TO ME, BELL. YOU'RE MINE!!!!."

I squeezed the broken glass in my hand, hoping that the pain from this wound could overpower the pain in my heart.

"I don't want to meet you.."

"I don't want to meet you.."

Blood mixed with tears soaked my cheeks.

BRACK ...

"You're crazy, Za. Look at all this, what?." the curse of Clara who saw me destroyed. Glen glued to me. I smiled sweetly at him.

"Glen... Was he, Glen. Is that true, my wife." I wish Glen had made me realize that I was dreaming. Bella hasn't been owned by anyone else, she's still mine.

Glen approached me and nodded.

I laughed out loud, laughing at this pitiful me.

"Already, Za. You have regretted it all along. And we see now, Clara is pregnant with your child. It's not good that this is all happening." Glen pointed at Clara's distended stomach.

"Didn't you want to be together all this time, now is the time, Za. Release Bella. He's happy and you've chosen Clara, haven't you. Surely you are happy. Is this not what caused you to betray her."

I don't know what Glen meant, he was advising what was devastating.

I pushed his body, "Enough Glen. I know I was wrong, I hurt Bella. I don't deserve him."

"You're right, because Clara hurt me, Bella. Because of Clara I let go, Bella. Because of that woman, my household is destroyed!!." I shouted.

"What did you say, because of me? You're the one who won't let me go, and I know you were married before the reception. And why should you blame me, you yourself know very well why you defend me. Reza, I can't accept you blaming me."

He left us, now I smile wryly looking at his disappearance.

It was my mother who held him back, because my momentary lust destroyed my life.

That woman is venomous, otherwise how would Bella let go of me so easily. After he met Clara.

I foolishly kept a poisonous snake in my life, so now I feel the venom.