SHE'S YOUR MOTHER, NOT MY WIFE.
RESULTS

After talking about my problems with Doctor Syifa. Finally he let me go but did not use an airplane in other words I had to get out of town instead of out of the country. Because of this result obtained for the sake of all of us, I agreed and immediately asked Mas Gaga to re-prepare my residence and all my accommodations in another new place.

"You can go, Bell. But not boarding the plane, because the vibration of the plane is too risky for the fetus. Use a vehicle whose speed and movement can be adjusted to your condition. If your stomach is cramping or there are spots, please stop and check it immediately. Maybe I won't be able to fuss with you again later, but I'm sure any doctor would be as good as me." Grasped my hand tightly. It gives me calm and warmth. I nodded and rubbed his hand.

"If you need a consultation, you can call me. Whatever you feel in the lower abdomen, you should immediately consult, yes. Don't continue your journey until your condition stabilizes." he advises.

"Thank you, Syifa. You never force the will even if it is to be forced. I'll remember all your advice." I said full day. I know maybe other doctors will ban me and won't hear any excuses. But unlike him, he was in my position and also as my doctor.

"I don't want to ask you to stay, Bell. But psychic conditions are also important for growth, the fetus. I pray whatever is best for you, healthy until birth yes." her eyes are glassy looking at me.

"You don't worry, I'll remember all your advice. Thanks.." I said.

***

I'm relieved to hear Mas Gaga's report so soon, I can leave tonight. Now I'm at Mension with a carry-on bag and a medium-sized suitcase. There's not much I brought.

"You're leaving, Bell?" asked Mama Syarina to see me dragging a suitcase.

"Yes, Ma. There's business at the branch office. In a moment, Mas Reza also has not returned from his service" I said as I approached him.

"I'm saying goodbye, Ma. Pa." I hugged Mama and Papa, strangers who were once so important to me and are now back strangers to their betrayal.

"Have the same permission, Reza?" asked Papa to me, I nodded.

"All right, heart dear. Take care of yourself." he rubbed my back gently. Though it hurt her, but Papa was a little on my side. By telling me about Clara.

"After all this is done, I'll go straight home, Ma." I rubbed his hand.

He nodded weakly, "Alright, heart over there. Mama always pray for your health and safety." Mama hugged me and cried, I tightened my arms at her.

"Have it, it'll just be done. Some days I will also be home. Let's just pray for the best for her, Ma." said Mama rubbed Mama's crying back.

Maybe Mama was forced to hide it from me for her son's sake, just like I am doing right now. Healing his presence for the sake of his life, I understand now. But my heart still hurts when I remember the traitor from all of them.

I left quietly, my heart relieved to be able to leave that Mension. Armed with vitamins and some emergency medicine that Syifa gave me. I stepped out of the place that once gave me warmth and betrayal.

***

"Why do you think Bella's gonna be gone so long, Pa." My wife hugged me tight. My heart ached when Bella came out of Mension and waved her hand at us.

I feel like Bella will be leaving us for a long time and a long way. I know his heart right now, maybe it's the best for them right now. I hope whatever it is, son, you'll be fine anywhere.

"You go, Ma. Don't think about it, just pray that our daughter-in-law is safe on the trip and fine there" I told my wife. I know he feels what I feel. But I don't want to make him feel more anxious. I know very well our mistakes with our daughter-in-law. We who are weak cannot give her peace and happiness.

"I'm wrong because I can't be firm with Reza." My mind hurts to remember her tears.

"Blessed wherever you feel, baby. I'm sorry Papa can't give you happiness."