The Destiny
Special episode: Miya and Yohan (Goodbye love)

Being with you is the most beautiful wish of my life, but forgetting you is my greatest wish. Be happy with him — The destiny \(eps. special Yohan Miya\)

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The blue sky soared high up there, the white clouds were slowly walking as if they were circling the world. The sun shines brightly, shining a light that seems to symbolize a cheerfulness.

However, it's all just like when we open our eyes and close our eyes. The world appears bright when the eyes are open, and the world appears dark when the eyes are closed.

That was how it was now, the white clouds passed away, changing with the black clouds greeting. The blue sky was no longer visible, the sun was covered by a cloudy cloud that began to emit flashes of lightning light.

Things like this are an example of life. Sometimes life shines brightly, where happiness and laughter always say hello. But also sometimes, life becomes gray and dark, where cloudiness is always present at all times.

A dream is a dream that never sleeps. Sometimes, however, hope is a nightmare. Expecting too high, striving for hope, hurting for hope, and disappointed with hope.

That was what this girl felt, crying over the tear of hope that she had long knitted. Her tears even dried up.

Breath and breath, as if it had been his meal lately.

Miya stared at the vortex of someone's tomb that meant so much to her. During this time he spent a lot of time with the person who had been away for those two years.

"Mother Anjani, I thought, I can't keep my promise to stay by your son's side. Because he—he wasn't made for me. Her heart now belongs to another woman, and to her, I was from the beginning just a little sister to her." Said Miyah.

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After Yohan's mother died two years ago, Miya would have to find another job to connect her life.

He now works at a university hospital in the city. She works as a nurse in the emergency department.

The days feel bland, every day just do the activity as usual without any other color.

"Miya, can you get these drugs at the pharmacy?" Pinta a doctor to him, the doctor gave a piece of paper containing a list of drugs on Miya.

"Yes of course." Answer Miya.

"Thank you." Said the doctor who was answered with a smile by Miya. After that, Miya went from there towards the pharmaceutical section.

Miya walked through the waiting room, some patients who knew her were seen greeting the woman, throwing a lot of smiles towards her. There she became known as a kind nurse. Many patients come and ask Miya to take care of them, Miya's patient-friendly attitude, making the patients feel comfortable and happy.

Arriving at the pharmacy section Miya entered with her identity card, then she handed a piece of paper containing a list of drugs to one of the people in the pharmaceutical section.

"Just wait outside, when we've prepared everything, we'll give it to you." Said one of the pharmaceuticals.

Miya nodded with a smile, she then went out of the room, waiting at the waiting chair available there.

"Yes." The girl immediately turned her head when she heard her name being called by someone with a very familiar voice in her ear.

"Sister yohan? What are you doing in the hospital?" Miya asked, she stood up as the man walked over to her.

"I'm taking prescription drugs." Reply Yohan.

"No fever." Miya said to herself.

Yohan held Miya's hand still on her forehead, the man lowered the girl's hand.

"I'm doing fine. It's medicine for Nana, she's got a fever." Yohan.

"Nana? You mean Rachel's daughter?"

Yohan nodded her head,

"Ayeah, you're working here now?" Tanya Yohan shifted the subject as she caught the sad look on the woman's face.

"Yes." Yeah." Miya replied, the girl sat back in the waiting chair.

"You—looked amazing in that nurse uniform. There will be many men fighting over your heart." Said Yohan who tried to cool the rumbling that hit Miya's heart.

Miya smiled wryly at the words coming out of the man's mouth.

"You're asking me to forget you, right?" Miya asked still with her head down.

Yohan was silent, she felt bad to see it.

"Miya, you know, heart problems can't be forced. I apologized to you a few years ago. Are you still not able to forget how you feel about me, too?"

"Because it's—because matters of the heart cannot be forced, you have no right to tell me to quickly forget you. Even if you have rejected me and have another woman you love. It's not an easy thing for all that, even if I want it, I still have trouble letting go of all of you in my heart and head." Miya replied, now with a face that looked at her softly.

"Sorry." Said Yohan who could not speak anymore.

Miya bit her lips, holding back the crying that was about to come out.

"About how I feel about you, don't mind that. Because it's my business. Although my heart and mind are still yours, it does not mean that this self should have you. Don't be afraid that I'll ruin your life with her. Because of me, I'll forget you, I don't know when that day will come, but trust me, right now I need time for all that." Said Miya.

"Nurse Miya from the ER?" Call someone from the pharmacy room.

Miya stood up from her seat,

"Yes, I'm here." Miya replied to the pharmacy man.

Before leaving Yohan's presence, she looked at the man she had loved for a dozen years with a face forced to smile.

"I am a sister to you, right? In that case, a sister would also be happy when her brother was happy. Sis, may you be happy with the one who has succeeded in having your heart. I—I go first, goodbye and see you." Said Miya, she left with a smile of sadness on the man.

"Sorry, Miya." Yohan muttered with her sad look.

Love is just a word described by a person's feelings. Therefore, no one ever knows, what love definitely means. The definition of love, having many branches of understanding, all depends on the destiny of the love that greets them.

The pain caused by love that has broken one's heart is a learning, a learning, that love does not always lead to happiness and also— if indeed a loved one today causes such pain, then it means that God is saying that he is not your destiny. Because there is another fate waiting.

Just open your mind and expand your heart, move forward with a smile, greet the past as an experience, then greet the future with learning from the past. Will be seen in front there someone else, who is waving his heart at your—, Miya.

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