The Father Boy

The Father Boy
ALA104'S CHAT. A Flower


"Udah first, take it forward first." The notification on Flower's phone saved me from this temptation. 


"Well, Brother."


This flower, coupled with my status that there is a problem like this. Sure, if there's anything I'll blame. 


I brought this food inside, because the flowers were no longer on the terrace. Unfortunately, I can't leave right away. Biyung held me back, so that I could taste this dish. 


"How else, Dek?" Biyung focused on looking at the flowers. 


It seems they are talking. I focused on eating, not intending to listen to the curses. 


"I didn't know that pregnant women shouldn't drink jamu. Time there was routine to drink herbal medicine, so he said his body was good. At the roadside jamu stall at night, which is immediately brewed, Biyung. There's raw eggs, there's honey, there's lime, there's old man's wine. But I always refused, because my understanding was that alcohol was bad for a fetus. Really don't know, if herbal medicine is not allowed for pregnant women." Flowers paused to chew their food back. 


"Last come here is given medicine, a grain. He said sleeping pills, because I have a sleep disorder. I believe it again, so right I'm drinking it's a great stomach ache. At that time, time was here. The flight, the night I drank because I couldn't sleep. But that night, I found out that I was pregnant. Long story there, I still do not know if he is married. He is still a college boy, Biyung. His age, two years different from me. His son one, his wife again humming. I know, it's time for Dad to drag him here. I'm going home to Cirebon, find her whereabouts. So tuh, his wife in the village in Indramayu. He's in Cirebon, he's doing it himself. He's open all if he's married, he's got kids and his wife is humming too. A lot of emotions there, let alone his wife to spam my number. I'm a victim of her husband's violence! I didn't know he was married, I didn't know he had children. Continue to say Umi, yes it has been singled out to cover up disgrace if my child is born. Because his wife doesn't give permission for polygamy, Biyung. I don't want to be married, I know the problem is so. But he asked me to marry him, so he wouldn't be ashamed. So I asked for it, yes it is straight away divorced. For what is siri marriage, but the permission of polygamy from his wife was still not down. In that instant, after my contract was divorced because I really did not want any more relationship with him. I was just in shock, Biyung. Because I didn't expect, my story had to be like this. I can't get any information, if my fetus is finally removed. After curettage, new dad told me all. But is it like this, Biyung? How should I try? I remember my father's message, let it happen and focus on improving myself. Yeah, what else? Want me to swallow my fetus again? I also did not know that my son has a congenital disorder that is so complex, I just knew everything after the curette. The chance of his life was small said the father, the choice of removal of the fetus was because he had died a few days ago in my stomach. Maybe after I took that little medicine, which Algi said was sleeping pills. That was an unbearable stomach pain." 


Aih, I'm refreshing. 


"Before there was talk to remove the content?" Biyung until he stopped eating. 


"Nothing." Flowers shudder. "Nothing at all, Biyung. Even our words, giving birth to a newly married. You see, he has an understanding, if married during pregnancy it is our cake to marry the baby in the womb as well. I already understand, I explained. But he still believes, if married during pregnancy it can't."


I've heard Kyai say similar things. But of course for a different reason. I have also heard about a wedding being done in front of his mother's body. 


"So that plan he set everything himself huh? Bad isn't he this?" Biyung until the head bobble. 


"I don't know anything, this is all he set himself. Having sex too, she has no fear I'm pregnant. I told you, you can throw it outside to keep us safe. But he said it was opium, here it is, that is. So even there is a risk, so it seems I can't take care of myself then."


From what he said, Flowers are like experienced. 


"Do you know the water the man was in to get pregnant?" I reflexively asked like this. 


These little bastards are women. 


I became suspicious instead, that he was a plain male destroyer. 


"Why do you keep your routine?" I got carried away in this chatter. 


"Yes how? That's a hard one to get out of, Bang. That is why women do not get adultery. Because an adulterous woman is like an addictive sin."


The point is just addictive, he all draws sentences and brings sin. This player was apparently this little brother. Plain lie, b*** facial expression was then it was really, not a lie. 


How can it get to like this? 


"How do you want to go ahead? To repeat? Or do you want to be a better person?" Biyung completely postponed his meal. 


"Yes obviously do not repeat again, I also have to be more careful with men. Because young men, not necessarily bujang. The cake of the case he married, because pregnant first too. His wife was small right, the kekumuran still umuran SMP. But the cake she's aged is so, Biyung."


I thought instead that he would use KB, to be safe to do this kind of activity again. 


Remember the face of the flower man while there. They are small, dense and tend to be short. I thought it was om-om, because his face was extravagant. 


"It doesn't matter that. Now, how will you go ahead? Biyung embarrassed Biyung's upbringing so thorough, must Biyung be wronged by your father, your mother's family too right?" Biyung baperan like me. 


Ah, I remember being bullied a lot. Because he said, every time someone called I would cry. Ridiculous again is a Chandra, a little Chandra who is said to be full of drama. 


"Biyung don't think so dong, Biyung is innocent here. I thought, if I hadn't been brought back to Cirebon, I wouldn't have been like this." He looked down at his food. 


Like this how? In his words always make new speculations about him. Damn, I was curious about a Flower and her track record of adventures. 


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