
"Yes, it's just that." It's hard if people don't want to believe it.
I and Nahda are legitimate, too. What else should I make noise?
"I'm going to take care of the laptop first, take care of the report." I left my father in the room, not forgetting the tote bag perched on my doorstep.
I quickly finished my work and work. It's not long if you're focused. Incidentally once the work is done, I get a payday notification already in. For some reason, I'm just happy to see that information every month.
Adzan Ashar was already reverberating, I took some clothes for Nahda's house. Had not had time to shower, deliberately so that dirty clothes were there, I moved back to the house of Nahda.
Like before, the house is still quiet. I remember your affection, maybe you're still in your armpits right now.
Hifzah and Hasna were in the living room, they were accompanied by a nanny and lots of toys on the living room table. Papa's house is more luxurious than father's house, but the building area is smaller than father's house. Because the building of the papa house is high, it has a second floor. While the father's house does not have a second floor, even though the roof has been concreted.
"What's the other day, Ma?" I asked Mama Aca who was in the kitchen.
"Take dinner." Mama Aca looks really busy.
Yes, I was just talking too.
Up in front of my wife's room, the password was as she had said. However, the person was still slumbering like his initial position. I want to touch him.
His sleep was easily disturbed. When I laid down beside her, her hands moved like a shocked baby. But after that, he returned. Nahda kagetan it turns out, despite sleeping.
"Movie sacrifice! Husband and wife, brother husband, I wife. It's not wrong." I chuckled a little by tidying up her hair that covered her face.
Beautiful son of Mama Aca.
I clasped his waist, my hand rising to sneak in the middle of the two split twin brothers. Then, I pulled her body back. So that Nahda was closer to me, we were barely a distance away. I did it outside of her clothes.
Like a little cat, Nahda looked for comfort in my chest. As was his custom, he gasped in shock afterwards.
"Wake up yuk, take a walk." I spoke softly, so that he would not be surprised.
"Heem." He rubbed his face and nose. Then, it evaporates off.
If left unchecked, I'm sure there's an adult scene. Because the one in the middle of there had started to rise up and move up, he knew that the one in front of him was the back part of a woman who was my own wife.
"Come, Deck." I rubbed his chest, pulling my hand back to not continue hugging him.
He seemed surprised, maybe he only realized if I was so close to him. My shoulder was kicked by him, maybe he accidentally did it.
"Remember…." He's edged away from me.
"This is my brother, why?" I reached his hand.
"You want what, Bang?" His eyes immediately bloomed perfectly.
"Nahda, the brother. Want any physical activity between Abang and Nahda, if it does not violate religious rules, it is allowed. Don't want anything, you want anything, your brother's offended, Dek." Wanting to get angry anyway, I could only gently advise her.
A little later in my voice, she cried again. He was afraid to clash like him, probably because since childhood educated men who softly speak like papa Ghifar.
"I'm just shocked, Bang."
I feel like he's lying. Not only did he look surprised, but he felt terrified at my touch.
"Here ngedeket, hug Abang. Adek know who is Abang, Adek tau religion Abang, Adek tau seedlings bebet weights Abang. Brother is not a new person in Adek's life, why should it look foreign so?" I gently pulled his hand, until his head was wrapped in my arms.
"It's not because of whose brother, but I'm surprised to be touched by the same men. I'm the same Kaf not too close, hug him if he's sorry just after Lebaran." Nahda's breath hit my chest.
Maybe he can smell my body now.
"Don't be surprised, biasain. This is her husband, Dek. No need to panic, panic, fear and so on. Try Adek imagine, if Adek married a stranger who does not know how his true nature and religion? What you have to believe, every brother touches Adek, does not mean to hurt. There is no intention to hurt, Abang just wants to interact with Adek, channeling his affection to Adek. That's it, you know what?" Worried, I'll have to run away tonight. Afraid again, he'll cry.
"Promise yes, Bang?" He looked up, until his nose clenched against my chin.
"Yes promise." I slightly lowered my head and carved a smile.
"Yes, Bang. Just a minute, Bang?" Nahda took herself away from me.
"A bath yet?" ask after he sat down.
"Not yet, will you be sure?" I have to hold back the laughter of saying this.
"No, Brother." The answer was very quick, he was afraid I was reckless like him.
"Next time, okay?" I also sat on this bed.
I could be sober, if I keep falling.
"Do you have to?" He frowned.
"It doesn't have to be, but it's okay. Sometimes, not every shower. Cepetan gih, keep changing. Perhaps you want to pray, yes wait for your brother to take a shower for a while." I took out my face wash soap from the bag containing some of my clothes stels.
"Yes, Bang." Nahda stepped into the corner of the front room.
Apparently there is a bathroom door.
We actually pray the congregation, then get ready with our performance this afternoon. As usual, I was in the mood to use a plain T-shirt with comfortable material, combined with jeans this time. When pulling pants, sometimes chinos or cargo.
"Ma, let's go out?" I got off first from the room.
Nahda still adorned her face.
Mama Aca smiled at me. "Cabarin if you take a room? Let's not worry about waiting for the door."
I'm the embarrassed one. "Yes, Ma." I sat in the dining chair, watching the food that was ready.
Amazing, the fish is huge.
"You eat ya eat, Bang." Mama Aca directly thrust a plate at me.
"You eat out the same Nahda." I was tempted to see the fish.
"Oh, Papa.." whine Kal, who was in the sling of papa Ghifar.
"There's a disturbance, I'm old." Kal was lowered in front of the dining table.
Oh, so usually papa Ghifar's asking Nahda.
"There was her husband, Kal who had not. Come on, accompany Papa to eat." Papa Ghifar hugged Kal to sit in a chair he had prepared.
Seems sad, being a father who was left married by his daughter.
"Whoever marries Nahda, what husbands." Kal took an empty plate in front of me.
Papa Ghifar chuckles amusedly. "Who really? Men's family allowance for your marriage is reduced huh?"
"There is none! I do not want to marry my own family, because if the family itself is angry it is not responsible. Same problem husband, later parents husband follow also because his own family." Kal with the rest taking rice and side dishes that have been provided.
Kal became my sister-in-law so? I'm a brother, even a sister-in-law.
"Secure line, Deck," chimpal mama Aca who was joined in laughter by papa Ghifar.
Hearing their laughter, I'm sure this is just a joke. After all, let alone your own family, the child of the person being cared for can be part of the inheritance.
Speaking of inheritance, I remembered Jessie's words. The message is still on my phone and I haven't deleted it. I said no, if the chat with Izza in the courtship era was still there, so I was the one who never deleted the chat.
However, now I have a wife and Jessie is the one who was once close to me. Do I have to keep Nahda's feelings in check, by removing traces of messages from Jessie and hiding about Jessie being close to me?
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