The Father Boy
ALA254'S CHAT. Speak queen and concubine
"I won't divorce her, Ma. Just, I feel irresponsible because I can't handle it." I'm downcast embarrassed.
"Sorry before, do you have a lot of experience before marriage?"
Lah, this again?
"Where have I been before marriage." I glanced at Mama Aca. "The very night after Izza's marriage contract, I only really saw the original form of women. That's why I doubt it, go out to Dad again. I'm afraid he's in pain, continuing to be traumatized by me." I'll be a nag.
"Givan's son, is that it? Cool the hell." Mama Aca held up her two thumbs. "You're cleaner than a free bachelor, even if you have traces of ever getting married."
Haah, I'm not proud of this either. The proof, with the virgin I broke up a week ago I was overwhelmed.
"I don't need a compliment, Ma." I slowly spread my body.
It's so nice that my back is straightened out like this. Though last night both move, but my bones like loose all this.
"If Nahda becomes a widow, she will be more uncontrollable. It could be, he's more than the Flower's behavior. He knows it's good now, like his brain is contaminated." Mama Aca helped me cover my legs.
"I wouldn't double my longevity, but I couldn't fill her mind. He's lacking me, Ma." Sad to be me.
"No, Bang. He won't be lacking, if you know how. You didn't change your mind with your dad? He didn't give you tips?" tanyanya.
"Udah, you have tips. But right practice there Nahda, yes difficult to apply impromptu tuh. I py boro-boro can think, I'm busy holding back so as not to break down." I'm like a man with no self-respect, even to the point of being frankly like this to my wife's parents.
"You played him, Bang. Don't you follow him, you give him a release, he'll run."
Whoa!
"Where's go? He's craving, he's asking to be persuaded himself." I was confused trying tips from everyone.
"Can you?" Mama Aca knocked on her chin.
Yeah I don't know! I don't know why his son could do that either.
"Sister-in-law…. Hello, excuse me, assalamu'alaikum…." There was a cry from the next room.
Incidentally, my room and the living room were next to each other.
"Anything playing no, Sister-in-law Cendol?" Papa Ghifar's full call.
Yep, that's papa Ghifar's voice.
"Hey, Pa." Mama Aca got up and left the room.
"Ma, cook yet?"
Are all men like this? Looking for his wife, for things to prepare his food.
"Udah, but Canda again make a vegetable asem. I'm not fucking around, Pa."
They were speaking in front of my wide open door.
"Yes, help Canda cook." Papa Ghifar's head peeked into my room.
"Hey, son?" sapanya later.
"Later to take it home, ready." Mama Aca's voice was like moving away from my front door.
"Yes, Ma." Papa Ghifar responded by stepping into my room.
"What pain?" He sat on the edge of the bed.
"It's sleepy, it doesn't hurt." I leaned towards him, hugging a pillow.
I could have slept back.
"Yes time? Puck is right." Papa Ghifar tidied my hair.
"It's okay, Pa." I'm pretty embarrassed to open it again in front of Papa Ghifar.
Mama Aca already knows, Gavin's father and uncle also know if I can't keep up with Nahda.
"Still around the household furore? Usually, women are shocked. Papa doesn't want to know too far, worried you're embarrassed because your pride is as high as your father's. But Papa just gives me advice, you need time to understand everything. Whether it's economic problems, bed, wife obedience, Nahda discipline. Because even before, Nahda follows Papa's rules. Keep married to you and she'll follow your rules."
I deduce all now, that I really need time to understand everything. I have to be observant, looking for Nahda's weak spot. I should be able to, give him an understanding so that he does not seek satisfaction outside. I must be able, to match him and conquer him.
"Well, too?" I keep looking at him.
"Yes, same all new couples too. Financial arrangements that are still morat-marit, say it's a matter that takes a long time if you are undisciplined. That's why some people say, if the biggest financial test is five years at the beginning of the marriage."
Fortunately, this conversation does not congeal to sensitive things like that.
"How long has Papa understood everything?" askaku.
"Maybe, two years. After the marriage did not live together, pregnant Hifzah aja LDR. In fact, it's complicated. Papa was in shock, because the mother during pregnancy was developing her body right. Massive physical changes, even textures as well. Although he is diligent care for you too, but does not love meaningful change. Shocked, because Mama Kin is not that. In addition to trying to nerima, Papa also tried to be self-aware anyway. Realize, because Mama Aca's efforts for us together are not kidding. The perfect time we can be together, Papa even avoid? It's a sin, Papa, not knowing yourself, not knowing thank you."
The test about the male eye turned out. From the beginning, Izza's stomach was a little bit of a shock, I never made it minus for her. Because by far, his most loyal friend is himself. He even panicked, if I hadn't finished schoolwork.
"If Papa knew Mama Aca, how long would it take?" I asked back, paying attention to his jakun who went up and down when he spoke.
He is also my role model. I have many role models, but the main thing is the incarnation of the demon that is my father's form.
"Mama Aca said nothing anyway, so it's easy to understand. So cake, I don't like you leaving without permission. That's as easy as Papa understands, because he doesn't use code, but uses direct speech, so there's no drama. Papa doesn't have to learn to be sensitive, because he's frank. Papa will bring two children as well, Papa tells us that children eat fish should be rested first, Kaf likes soupy food, Kal likes dry food, for example so. Yes Papa frankly, have told you at the beginning. So there's no children's drama hunger strike, side dishes don't fit. Most Papa's cake, because often it's lunch outside the food, at home is fed it again, so be bosen."
Oh, means Nahda's frank nature from Mama Aca. Good, even ask to be persuaded as well.
"S**s take a bit of time and are arguably confusing as well. Because she could be a concubine, could be a queen. Suppose you are speaking queen, said your father this too. Yes mama Aca can be both, so sometimes there is a lack of communication and make us less. Less in the sense, Papa like less giving, Mama Aca also felt like less getting."
Loh, how confused am I this? What's more, concubine talk, queen talk? Are they not the wives of the king?
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