The Father Boy
ALA242'S CHAT. Distinguish feelings
Didn't get his nephew, so he attacked his uncle? It would be crazy, if it were.
"Sir, is there any play?" I kept watching uncle, when Jessie was gone.
"Main what?" Pakcik still pay attention to the activities of his son, even he ate star fruit from his son's harvest.
"Women together?" I asked carefully.
"Well, he told me that he was close to you, but you married his brother." Gavin's uncle's eyebrows go up next door.
Aih, so Jessie's out of curcol?
"If I'm closer, I'm closer to the flower." It's not me defending myself, seeking justification for yesterday's marriage.
"Yes, it's called Chandra bird, right?" Uncle Gavin was holding back a laugh.
What the hell does that mean?
"What did Dad say?" I thought, the rumors about me and Nahda had intervened before the marriage spread to the family.
"You know for yourself, Bang. No need to talk, disgrace." Uncle Gavin lowered his voice.
So, this father's brother believes that me and Nahda were dirty before marriage?
"I'm not so loh, Uncle." I want to dispute everyone's statement.
"People's faith, nobody knows, Bang. Even if you are the offspring of good people, or vice versa. You're a pesantren graduate, or you're not in school at all. A person's faith, does not set the background of the person. Uncle weak faith, so dare to take religious marriage, because Pakcik has knowledge of understanding. It is also wrong, not worth emulating because it even makes a long problem. It's up to you, Uncle won't judge. But after Pakcik and as long as Pakcik same you, yes safe and Pakcik do not teach bad."
Uncle seemed not to want to participate in the family drama that plunged me into marriage.
"Baby believes I am?"
Uncle put his shoulder. "Defident trust, this is about lapse*****, Cuy."
So, what do you mean?
"If Uncle were me, what would it be?" I don't understand his thinking.
"Sir doesn't like dating, s. Fitting close to your aunt, Pakcik's hands nosy. Close to familiar though, not statusin. If Uncle was you, yeah probably broke a lot of people. You're near Jessie, near Bunga, near Nahda too."
Uncle's answer made me gawk.
"This crazy Uncle." I shake my head.
"Because of the interval*****, that's why you're talking. Hence the anxiety is right, Pakcik invite siri."
It must be about Cali's birth mother.
"There is no wife, Uncle. What is the intention for siri marriage too?" I'm afraid he's tempted by Jessie.
"No, Pakcik is not a sling. Have a hose******, yes enjoy. It used to be right when Cali's mother came again, yes Pakcik focus on your aunt alone." Uncle evaporated wide.
"Ohh, if Pakcik is not the same aunt Ria. Would you go back to Cali's mom?" I'm afraid my uncle is tempted by Jessie, so I ask the question.
"No, Pakcik has a girlfriend in Lampung. If it is not the same aunt you, yes the same Lampung even though Pakcik does not like his father. Because it is likely to be carried by Uncle, so there is no business with his father even though it is also direcokin. Yes the most risky, Pakcik will be yes."
Why did I even find out the facts about Uncle Gavin?
"Sir has a girlfriend, but marries aunt Ria?" I stared at this surprised young uncle.
Why are men so bad?
"Yes, Uncle doesn't want to mutusin. So let him get tired himself and mutusin Pakcik, before I've broken up. That guy, pick that candidate is natural anyway. After all, no uncle-chips or anything."
"Keep Pakcik noisily? Uncle bastard too." I clucked in wonder.
"Not a bastard either. You're horrified, aren't you? Men, have heritage, have business, young, clear income, yes targeted. That's his father he who mojokin Pakcik with his son, he's RT in Lampung there. Uncle is not good to refuse, because he got a business license and all sorts of things through his hands. Newcomers, regional designers and suddenly bosses, it's hard to get approval and definitely have to enter big money as compensation for local people's permits. The eviction of land for housing, suddenly the price of the land becomes expensive because aji mumpung driven by the housing. Taking care of the permit is also that difficult, not to mention compensation funds and citizen agreements to be able to work in Pakcik fields. So the cake about the citizens so prosperous no, with the Pakcik farm there."
So, uncle took the opportunity so that his business smoothly?
"Sir-love with RT's son?" This is my uncle.
"No, Bang. Kasian, that's sympathy. Dating is also not the one to which, most schools, pick up school, play to his house just to chat haha hehe aja. Still in High School, she's still a kid. Actually it's not much different either, Uncle twenty-two at the time was the cake."
How can you tell the difference between love, compassion, sympathy, and so on? How can I not?
"How sympathize is that?" I started looking for insights, so I could filter my own feelings.
"Sympathy is a sense of interest to the individual or group, because his attitude, his obligation or his actions in such a way. It can also be about respecting someone. So because he's in love with us, we try to be nice and appreciate his feelings."
Aye? I'm into Izza what dong?
"Pity anyway?" askaku.
"Pity, pity, no heart. He wants to be left but he will be without us. Want to be left, afraid he did so recklessly. Actually, in the household there must be love. But it's different if it's just pity but without love." Uncle lit his cigarette.
Whoa, I don't-don't just feel sorry for Izza?
"What about Nahda?" ask Uncle Gavin, because I just kept watching.
"Eummm, don't know yet. Go ahead, Uncle." It was like my own sister, but I dared to fuck her.
"Sound, weird. You are the same cake as a newly known woman, he replied alain aja first. Your wife that way, Bang." Uncle looked at his own feet.
"Bung anyway, Uncle. Cake to Ra, Cani, but there's a ser-ser. Sometimes it's awkward too, I want to fart still embarrassed." I chuckled small.
Uncle Gavin laughed. "You're weird, Bang. Though there was an incident before, so remember the story about your father."
Well, this must be about the father who married Biyung because he was the perpetrator of biyung rape. It must be awkward for a father of two like me to Nahda, when he was still a new partner.
"I didn't rape her, Uncle." I don't want to be accused of being worse than Dad.
"Oh yeah? How can you be confused about your own feelings, when it was close yesterday?"
Confused already.
"Yes, maybe it's too soon, Uncle. But husband and wife cake in general, I love money, he fulfills the obligation." Despite not making breakfast, Nahda is now making lunch.
I thought, too, he is washing clothes now.
"You're fulfilling your duty, too?" tanyanya.
"Oh, yes. I'll fill it, Uncle. Yes although…." Yes, even though his inner desires are not fulfilled.
"That's a thick eyebrow?" Pakcik laughed amusedly until he held his stomach.
Do you also understand about leaks from books studied in the pesantren?
"Unclearance?" I raise one eyebrow.
"Understand, overwhelmed? But… ..
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