The Father Boy
ALA143'S CHAT. Eating meatballs together
"To whose house, Dek?" I stepped on my cigarette butt. Then sit straight facing him and exhale my cigarette smoke.
Accidentally, the cigarette smoke hit his face. I used to smoke in front of my little brother, because he was an active smoker.
"Or not, exhale cigarette smoke in front of the face or side of the face that means it is not getting so?" He put his meat spoon.
I round my eyes. "Seriously?" I don't know much and know much insight from him.
"Seriously, Bang. The sign invites, it's a sign that is often used in association or at night entertainment venues," he explained softly by looking around.
I'm a beard, another insight so that I'm not reckless.
"Keep, so ask who's home?" I returned the topic, while stirring this half-serving meatball.
Satisfied, but embarrassed to go into the meatball shop and only buy one bowl of meatballs. When I look and pay attention to the flowers, it will be thought that the bakso I can not pay two bowls of meatballs.
"To Ria's house, I don't want to go back to my father." The flower picks up the meatball with a fork and bites it slowly.
"Uncle Gavin is young, you're growing up. Don't you worry about being accused of cheating on you with him? Not that I think negatively of you, but this is how you're not a child." It's hard to explain to get delivered.
"If we stay in the area, we will be in question. How do you keep trying, Bang? I'm really stressed living in the same house mom continued me. Ken's father knew I smoked, drank occasionally. He who does not know that fact, maybe Ken's father did not tell. Continuing to return home from college at four in the afternoon, I was scolded and told to leave because he knew in my room there was a cigarette butt. I don't know, so I don't have anything to believe. Yes it means well, my sisters are in trouble as well. But the delivery's not good, Bang. That's the problem for me, I'm hurt with good intentions. Go really, I'm on the bus. But think again on the road, where am I going? I can what? Who am I to charge? What job? Where just got into college. I looked at my grip too, apparently not enough to escape. So I asked the conductor where it was, kept fitting until the destination I found another bus to get back here. Maybe I can ask dad, let me go, or I'll stay with another brother. By Allah, I will do well and I will take care of my actions. I won't be shy yesterday, I'll focus on my education." His eyes immediately watery saying that.
I'm a little grateful I haven't had a child with Izza, so my son doesn't have to live with his mom. Not all connecting mothers are evil, many of my cousins are included in my family who have a connecting mother and become a connecting mother. But there is no story like Flowers, thankfully they get along and there is no problem whatsoever.
"Udah, eat first. Later I'll talk to your father, your father panicked this afternoon. Later you rest first at the home biyung, Abang later talk to Givan's father first good how. Later I will tell that story to your father, so that your father also has advice for you. At least, you should take a break and clean yourself up at the biyung house. Although I doubt your promise at the end." I chuckled small.
"Ihh, Brother! Do I have a boyfriend? Do I have a story of sleeping with men again? There's nothing, Bang."
Yes, there is nothing, but maybe he does not intend to tell a story. Yeah how do you know, he's covering that up from me.
"But, Bang. Don't tell dad if I'm noisy. Later fear mamah scolded father, father hands light, fear mamah become a target and mamah do not accept. Could be father imprisoned, if sued and report the police following evidence of his visa."
I don't think he wants his mother to be scolded, but he's afraid his father is in jail.
"Yes if angry like to destroy goods. Ever since I was there they often fuss, thought my father's father belain me aja. So, dad was often in his own room. Yeah, I don't know if you need it, but I've noticed that the house has been tenuous ever since I got back to you." The flower gnawed at the large meatball using a fork.
He was like a child eating meatballs.
"Yes maybe that's their house, we don't know either." I tried positive thinking, although I had other suspicions since I exchanged my thoughts in the man's private room.
"There is such a thing, the widower brought the girl it feels like the cake to live at home with his young wife," he continued later.
To be honest, I was confused by it.
"What the hell are you talking about?" I got my hands on the table, waiting for an explanation from the Flower.
"I mean, it feels like having a stepdaughter in the house, it feels the same cake living together with his second wife husband. So polygamy cake, cake two wives in the house stay together."
"Ohh, I just got it." I'm laughing a little.
"That, Bang. The child continues to be the problem, especially I am already big. My father was on my side, because I used to say that he never wanted to understand so I. But anyway, my dad is neutral. Which means, not so on my side, but not on my side as well. I mean, yeah don't be so angry and tell me. Not so the way of delivery, but my father did not justify my behavior. I know why you didn't tell me that I was an active smoker to mom, but you did tell me to stop later, especially if I was pregnant she said, let not the cake happen yesterday again," said Bunga slowly.
For that matter, sirwa no story to me yet. I don't know what the reason is, I never understood what I meant.
"So what if you don't tell your dad the truth? Your brother's time to lie?" I tasted my sweet iced tea.
"Yes tell Givan's father, the rest just tell Ken's father if I'm at home biyung. Let me figure out why I'm later if you ask me directly." Flowers do the same thing with ice.
"You sure you want that? Just now Abang had been pulled by the collar of his shirt as pakwa, already angry and angry he." I can't imagine his anger if he came to the Flower.
"Let's be my business, Bang. I've never hit me this far."
Hearing the nature of the pakwa who said light hands. I remembered the blow to the wall of the ICU room when Izza died, it turned out his emotions were so messed up huh?
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