
"Can't be alone, Dek. There's brother, there's biyung, there's mama too. Just giving birth, it's impossible to take care of the child yourself." My patience should be broadened and deepened.
"Next night don't get impregnated huh, Bang? I'm not ready to have a child." Nahda rubbed Dayyan's head.
"Yes, not impregnated. But, that's how it is?" Just this time I'm looking for a deal for you.
"Ouch…. Ati-ati tuh later huh?" His worried face was very clear.
"Yes, slow down. Here's the Day, the weight of not the lap?" I approached him.
"No, Bang. Just sit around." Nahda smiled at me, then kissed Dayyan's bushy black hair.
Hadi's son looks like Hadi. Even without DNA testing, it still caught Dayyan whose child.
"What is payday, want to be transferred or want to hold cash?" I sat on the back of the sofa, because he was sitting on a single sofa.
Dayyan looked up at me, he smiled and showed off his teeth. He is an expensive boy smile.
"For what?" Nahda styled Dayyan's hair.
"For snacks on campus, buy vegetables, eat us, our needs, giving the same to mama to biyung. Anyway money to hold for a month, until you see payday again." Nahda doesn't know about money either.
"I'm not given a personal ration? Money bandage? Skincare?" His eyes blinked like a puppet.
Smart.
"Yes, just gini. Ten million, for a snack handle, a meal, a snack. Five million for Adek's needs buy skincare, buy pads." The same is fifteen million.
"OK, sip. Ask for cash, Bang. Let's not mix with my money, I have one account for that." Nahda mangots.
"Okay, you'll withdraw the money." I poked Dayyan's chin.
"Money for a month, right?" I just nodded at Nahda's question.
Shortly thereafter, Biyung appeared and replaced Nahda holding Dayyan. I say goodbye to Biyung, all of you saying that I'm sleeping tonight at papa Ghifar's house. Biyung allows, he said also later alternating so that I bring Nahda to sleep at home biyung.
Like taking my sister shopping. Nahda always asks for permission, when wanting to put something in the basket. Nahda also advised, so that the expenditure this time using the monthly allowance. Of course the ten million, because the five million was for his personal purposes.
Rawon is disappointing, because neither I nor Nahda know the place of the famous ramen and delicious to eat. While the rawon that we just ate, the flavor is less pronounced.
"Ah, forgetfulness." I patted my eel.
Back at the supermarket, I was forgetful about buying lubricants and sarongs. At least I should have.
"Not opened the envelope yet, Bang?" Nahda chuckled small.
"Not, uh yeah. That envelope's still in your bag, Deck." I was looking for the nearest minimarket.
"My guess is that there is not only money, because there is a thin right, there is a thick. It's also impossible, uncle, auntie, to give fifty thousand envelopes to us?" Nahda plays her phone.
He often looks excited when playing his phone. I don't understand what privacy is in a husband and wife, because our secret stuff alone, the couple knows. Izza and Izza no one mind if each other checks the phone, maybe I'll do Nahda too.
"Brother's wedding time is also on transfer, Dek. Most kind of Kal, keep Rere that, who gives gifts. It will follow, tomorrow." I pulled the vehicle into the minimarket parking lot.
"Well, yeah. Brother hasn't taken me to Izza's grave yet, it should be before the wedding cake that permission first." Nahda rubbed my arm.
I'm upset, I shouldn't have told you about my marriage to Izza. But Nahda's response was unexpected as well, I had thought she would be angry, but in fact she wanted to ask permission instead.
"Sore later huh? Wait here, right? I want to buy something." I pulled the handbrake.
"What cigarette?" tanyanya.
"Yes." Yeah." I carved out a smile, before leaving it in the car.
Not to forget, I bought two packs of cigarettes for stock one day. Now that I have a wife back, I will think about how to stop smoking so that later have children, I am not surprised to have to stop rushing.
"Wow, what kind of newlyweds are you?" Someone who just came in, greeted me who was queuing at the cashier.
Jessie.
"There's." I glanced towards my bed.
"Well, whoa, whoa." Jessie looked up at my basket.
"Good luck, huh? The crocodile!" He grins.
It's terrible that this woman whose brain is likely criminal. Not to mention he rubbed my arm, until it twisted to the inner arm.
He's crazy!
Jessie walked to the milk formula shelf, and now it was my turn to go to the cashier to pay for my groceries. I'm moving fast, because Jessie's been queuing at the cashier. I did not want to say hello to him, because I felt threatened by the look in his eyes.
"Old, Bang?" Nahda turned her phone away, when I got in at the wheel.
"Yes, queue." I gave her my groceries.
"What's this?" Nahda immediately looked into the plastic with a minimarket logo.
"What's this?" He took one of the items out of the plastic.
"Read it." I'm sure he understands it when he reads it.
"Huh?"
"Huh?"
"Huh?"
It keeps coming out of Nahda's mouth when reading the product.
"Safe and for safety, let's not scuff." Although it still has to be a holiday first later.
"Have a big brother, no, Bang? He said, if it's big, isn't it ruined?"
Mostly said.
I glanced at my left hand. "Udah nine o'clock more, then look only right until the room. But you parked the car at Dad's house first huh? Adek entered first to the house is okay, later the groceries Brother who brought." Tomorrow we'll share the shoot, because it's time to go to bed at night.
"What should I be prepared for?" Nahda even tidied up her hijab.
"Cebok, that's it." I smiled, then ran my car again.
I don't know how big the size of a man in Indonesia. But looking at the shape of the baby from the outside of the pants, it looks like mine and Zio's are no different. But with the property of the parents, such as pakwa or Zuhdi's ashes, it is clearly much different. It's the size before it develops, because it's visible from the mound of pants.
"Before and after having to cebok, after doing is recommended for ablution, just sleeping. But you rarely sell, Izza too. Because of the tepar hunt first, able to fallow even luck." Because the energy feels drained, even though both move.
"Then did Izza nangis? She's not shy?" The question seems to have no jealousy, it is like looking for information about the taste.
"No cry, but tears come out on their own. Although he has done so often, his tears are still unbearable if they come out. She's not shy, you know it belongs to her husband. At most wear your hands, continue if pulled." Do you understand if her body belongs to her husband? I was thinking.
"Where to go?" He looks stupid.
Hmmm, would my emotions be like this.
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