The Father Boy
ALA111. What Izza will feel
"Dad contact yes insurance person, Izza data tomorrow prepared. Let the insurance guy come, Dad can directly apply. Possibly, a new month can be used, not directly active and indirectly can be used. So, you're gonna use Dad's money first." I didn't say anything like this in the room.
I'm getting bad at you, I'm getting too troublesome. When can I change his services? I've since childhood troubling old people only.
"Yes, Dad. Counting it later, Dad. I'll change it immediately." I have to be responsible for my debts.
"Not to think about it, focus on healing your wife. Father when accompanied biyung struggle because of such diseases, the period of pregnant Cala it. His mental support is amazing, because he thinks he's dead. Likely, Izza must have thought badly of going there. About how you'd be if he died, how would you be without him again. Negaco his mind, make us worry more excessive. The one I ordered to you. You have to have a positive thought, let him feel your positive air. You convinced him that you were his, that you just wanted him. It's a little bit okay, the important thing is conveyed to Izza. I love you, I miss you, I'm taking it all out to your biyung. Because basically, women need words from us. Like, lying isn't what's important he can be sure of that. But you don't lie, either, Kasian Izza. Father was late to realize, fortunately still able to convey to the biyung. Biyung used to be worse, Bang. Big pregnant, big belly right. Veins of the stomach until it looks all, thin body. Pipi biyung you so much as the cab, until kempot. Deep sunken eyes, pale lips continue. Most were brought to sleep to fight the pain, eyes until yellow color. Cakes have a very fatal disease. That's all, for the sake of waiting for Cala to be ready in the world. He was born forcibly to be rude, to save your life. After Cala's birth, I focused on the biyung because the biyung did not wake up. The adzanin Cala papa Ghifar, who takes care of the Cala administration, needs Cala ya papa Ghifar as well. I'm just sure Cala, who's as big as a five hundred-milli bottle of mineral water, must be strong and healthy."
Ah, yes. I know, I know. I was there, when Cala was born. The boy was really small, only as big as a medium bottled mineral water. The bones are so prominent, only Cala's stomach looks big.
"You must have high confidence, that Izza can and can get through it all. You also have to be sure that Izza can be healthy again." My smile is calming.
He looked down at his cell phone, maybe he was contacting the insurance guy.
"Did you really believe that you could be healthy again?" tanyaku carefully.
Dad snapped his finger. "Dad not only believes, but I love the choice of biyung let him get well soon. That is, you don't have to get pregnant again at that time."
"meaning?" I frowned.
"There is an option, where the cyst is removed, operated on. But sure enough, baby biyung also lifted." Dad lowered his voice.
"As soon as you want to be healthy for a while, until you offer that choice. I don't want to biyung why. Thought Dad, the Powerful One must know that Dad is willing to lose the Father's child who is still in the womb, for the good of Daddy's wife. A difficult choice, very difficult. But if biyung why-why, Dad must be why-why. And yet, our son is much. Responsibility Big father, dependents big father. If Dad gets there why-why, what about the kids? That's what's on Dad's mind. From the beginning of this father, Bang. I was willing to be divorced, rather than be left for dead. Because being divorced can still see how you're going. Biyung is in trouble, I can help. New husband biyung troubled, I can join ngerecokin and kawini biyung you again." Dad chuckles a little. It was just a little joke to relax, I understood and I laughed.
"Dad will be why too, because Dad is not ready for it. Biyung that, live Daddy. You live every day look who, besides seeing your kids? Yes see the biyung from open the eyes, until the molor again. Then, what do you have to see when you're gone?" Jakun daddy up and down.
"You don't have the toughest choice. But…." Dad hung up his sentence.
"But what, Dad?" I wait for that sentence.
"But if Izza's condition is severe. Then you were advised that Izza lift the womb, with the record that you will not be able to have offspring. Yes, if you must have made the decision to agree with the doctor's advice. Because I thought, that kid doesn't have to be born. Yes, my mind is now, not the past."
I look like I'm refreshing my brain.
"Because that means, your biggest test is to accept your partner for who it is. Dad used to find it difficult to have offspring, is the position of Dad, not the position of Biyung. Even if you talk a thousand times, it's okay. But I'm sad, I'm disappointed in myself. Because of the fact that the man impregnated his wife. Dad, a man, can't impregnate his wife, damaged his self-esteem. Thought Dad was so old. Because Father was on his infertile side, on his sick side, arguably on Izza's side at the moment. Well, Izza's point of view is more or less the way I feel. Your job, can't you build confidence for Izza? Can't you, to make a big decision without Izza's pain? Can't Izza be mentally safe? Can't you protect Izza from the irresponsible mouths of the irresponsible? Biyung is able, in a way always there beside Dad. The presence of Father, because the biyung is used to process cooking that is just cooked so that the nutrients are not lost, who are accustomed to cooking half-cooked vegetables so that the nutrients are not damaged by heating. Plus, your eyes often lyrics to papa you just. Mentally safe, but vandalized with suspicion. Well, you don't sample your biyung options. It happened that the uterus was lifted, yes you do not need to give abstinence to Izza. You can take care of the eyes, because we who have this deficiency must be very sensitive if our partner glances at those who are perfect. You won't understand how hard we are, so get used to it as we expect. At a minimum, take care of yourself and take care of our feelings." After saying that, Dad spoke to his cell phone.
Along with his conversation with someone who seems like an insurance person. My mind rewired my father's point of view.
Even now, Izza was on the weak side and he must have been so sensitive. Fortunately, Bunga has been picked up by Pak wa since the last three days. A slight lyric error, can be fatal Izza interpret.
I have to understand Izza a lot more, I do not demand much because the circumstances do not allow to be prosecuted this and that. Izza is healthy too, I have to be thankful for that.
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