The Father Boy
ALA161'S CHAT. Expensive child
"Jes, Jes, Jes. L'm…. I don't like to be dominated like this, let me be in control." I withheld p****l Jessie from moving again.
"But tell me that you're weak, right? Short of it must be kel…." He brushed his front teeth with l.
It's so beautiful.
"Down, Jes! I don't want you to get pregnant out of wedlock." I lifted up his body as I could, for I was in that second also spitting out my seeds.
I was panting instead of playing, until finally my breath brought me to my senses in my true state.
Shit, I had a wet dream.
I looked flat at the ceiling of the room, then I felt mine to confirm the liquid. Very weak in my faith, not yet sanctified by throwing seeds in the toilet. Now, that sticky liquid is wetting my pants.
Sounds a little weird. "Then n******t until the dream apparently. How's it? It out?"
I looked up quickly looking for a voice. There was my father who was the most annoying, who was sitting on the couch with a TV remote in his hand. His face sucks, but he's still my father.
"Udahlah! Don't play with Jessie anymore, I'm worried you're okay. Go home, go straight to the WC. Out WC, straight lemes severe. Sleeping, even wet dreams. So, how many times do I have to go out again to get the tank empty?" Dad's face turned flat.
"No, Dad." I tried to ignore this sticky feeling, I sat down and covered my pants with my shirt that I had just taken off.
"Not what? DJ look at him, Bang. Cabo elite, although not all. I keep thinking, even if you leave soon. Udah ketar-ketir you play with Flowers, explained Bunga, according to Dad it's okay to be married. Instead of you being trapped in adultery, I'll be right. Flowers have been to the child's own cake, so Dad was sure he could lead him together. As for Jessie, we don't know for sure who she is and she's clean. Not that I'm limiting, but you're taking it right. Model Izza aja, you nyosor just don't know the place. This is again the female model of the city, the trick is more terrible. You know, I'm worried about you, Bang. I don't want you to finally get your asses."
I don't know Dad's expression, I can only look down because I feel that weak in front of Jessie. But, that doesn't mean that my father forbade me to be friends with him again. Jessie needs someone who brings change in her, needs someone to lead her into a better person.
"Maybe Jessie's an exception, Dad. Dad said it himself just now, not everything is like that." I still don't want to look at his face.
"You love her? Just a few times he's been here, you've drugged his effort like that? You won't understand how free cities are. In the city, the hostel is free to live with anyone. Mother boarding is not much money, which is important smooth payment." Dad was sitting next to me, the difference was dad leaning on the couch.
"Not in love, too, but why not make friends?" I glanced at him, then looked back.
The small pat I felt on my shoulder, I ventured to look at my father's face for a moment. Serious mode, plugged in his face.
"Dad, I'm not adulterous." I feel like you have that accusation against me.
"Now, it's not adultery. But what tomorrow? What next meeting? Yesterday's dad allowed it, because look at you strong with the charm of the city boy. But look at you today, I'm worried about you. You understand, Bang. Who knows, if you have to be careful with some company and friends." Dad embraced me.
"Keep, what's the difference with flowers? Roughly, they're both broken." I kept my head down, because I understood that this question could anger my father.
"He's your foster brother, he's our family. Instead of you straightening people's children, better straighten out our own families. We don't know how she's going forward, but I'm sure Bunga's under control in the hands of our family and yourself. He just needs affection, then he will be able to become his true nature. Maybe I'm too conservative with you, Bang. But you should know that you're your young son. Biyung you are religious, good with religious norms and far from adultery. If you don't rape me first, then you won't feel s*s premarital. That's also the victim, forced."
I looked quickly at my father. So, is this the reason why papa Ghifar's girlfriend was married to him? So, this is why papa Ghifar can't unite with the biyung?
"Dad you know, if Dad's some kind of demon?" I was angry with my own father, for he dared to do evil to my mother.
My ears were straight out. Then, dad raised his chin. "The male demon, does not want his son to be a demon as well. Many demons want human gauli and sow their seeds in the human womb, hoping that their children can become human beings who are clearly holier than him. What's on your mind? You think your father's past is cool, until you want to taste that dark time? Please, don't be stupid."
"I don't want to, Dad." I was just shaking and getting my father's anger.
My mentality can't be pitted against my father.
"Keep wanting to be what? Between Flowers and Jessie, I'm just taking a comparison. If you really want to get married, yes, I will match you with the good woman in our village. But if you really want to get damaged, yes already Flowers. Poor thing, he needs attention and affection." His tone was a little firm, but still soft.
"Well, I didn't dare commit. I want to be as successful as Uncle Gavin and Dad." They're my closest role models.
"Is that???" Dad gave me a sitting distance.
I nodded faintly, I persevered to stay down.
"Then don't always tell Jessie to come. Friends can be appropriate, not routine streets so. S**s it didn't take long, five minutes to finish. So you're the reason for going out for a while, that's still Dad's suspicion. But with you saying this, I won't be much of a negur anymore. Please, you're free to play. But one condition from Dad, you have to put some distance with Jessie. Tau, you're just friends. But Dad and ex-Dad were friends at first. Other times, it's not reprimands that I love, it's about your consciousness. I don't want you to be a demon, even if you call Daddy a demon. I don't want you to be good at adultery, even if you have a child by Zina. I don't want you to get the wrong relationship, even though Dad fell into an unhealthy relationship. Stay halal, Bang. Not very strong with b***** you, please tell Dad that you need a wife. I'll find you a good woman, to be the mother of your children and so the place where you spilled b****you're halal. Dad's gonna find her, but you shouldn't insist that the guy should be Jessie. I object, Bang. The DJ network is very extensive, not only about pros*****i, because it could be him who is the bookie as well. Today, DJs do not know appearance, because music is art. Many are also now YouTube DJs who hijab, but it is different association. Where he came from, learning where his DJ came from, not to mention in the environment how he exported his DJ talent. It's just a subjective assessment of Dad, I'm sorry that Dad's assessment is different from the facts in Jessie. But from the association of Dad first, I know how the night world works and the activities in it. Not only about k**** and liquor, but I also know narcotics there. Daddy loves you, I don't want a son to be a son of a bitch. You're expensive, Bang. You're precious and you're our hope, remember your sisters are all girls and I'm old." Dad grabbed me and leaned on my shoulder.
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