The Father Boy
ALA32'S CHAT. Future view
"Copy yuk, Dad? There, in the tent." Chandra has a goal to chat with four eyes on the reason of the coffee.
"Make it, wait for Daddy there." Givan nodded faintly, with a look watching his brothers chattering around each other's efforts.
"Don't you take long, Dad?" Chandra's getting up.
"Yes." Yeah." Givan was still focused on his brother's chat.
Chandra immediately struggled in the kitchen, then brought the two coffees with a glass tray. Her sisters who were taking pictures together at the pelaminan without a bride, became a scene of Chandra sitting while waiting for her father.
His younger siblings have become girls, he also thinks he will be a substitute parent for his sister who still hugs the doll. Calandra Sheeva Luna, her sister who is still in the third grade of SD, Chandra is already dizzy thinking about her adult life without her parents. But behind his worries. He prayed for the safety and health of his parents.
Not to mention her mother's niece, who was her own cousin. Calinda Chakra, Cala's age child who was born one week after Cala. It is recommended to read the story of the novel Dream Crack, in order to understand the story about Cala and Cali.
Chandra thinks of Cali, because the daughter tends to be closer to their family, rather than to her biological father and mother. In fact, his mother was no one else for them.
How will it be about Cala and Cali, further adding to the complexity of Chandra's mind. He wants to handle everything himself, but he feels that he must also be able to have a purpose for his own life.
"Dream of it." Chandra got a pat on his shoulder from his father.
He looked up and smiled at his father who was sitting next to him. "This is the coffee, Dad." Chandra picked up a cup of coffee that he put in his front seat.
Givan took it and sipped it a little. Then, he gave again to his son to be put in his place again.
"Where's Izza? Come or say goodbye, he usually says hello to Dad." Givan dyed around looking. The assumption is right, with his family alone the hajat event feels very crowded. Not to mention on the terrace of the house, there is a group of Zuhdi family who just came an hour ago.
"He won't come." Chandra swallowed his own bitterness.
"Why?" Givan turned his head and looked at the face of his son who had returned moody.
Chandra rubbed his face, then he looked back at the bustling crowd with his sisters. They seem to forget, if the bride and groom are even the tinkerers who guard the guest list table.
"He's envious." Chandra has a hard time digesting why her lover can envy her own sister. Then what, if they have married and his sister more he loved because of the circumstances?
"Iri because she wasn't married immediately, Ceysa stepped on her instead. She doesn't know Ceysa's story, but she envies Ceysa's runny state" Chandra explained, looking down at her dry palms.
"Not jealous of Ceysa's circumstances, she envied Ceysa's happiness, Ceysa's glory. Izza wants to be quickly memorized. Anyway, that's good marriage. You can stay with him, you can see him every day. Marriage is not a way out to achieve happiness, marriage is the next phase of life. But, it will feel beautiful if lived together with loved ones. So far he has become a holder of home furniture, many office employees that he holds this approach him. I'm silent, doesn't mean I don't pay attention. Only I want to know the response, in fact Izza is jutek to others. Just like you, he kept mepeting, near and near. Yes I let it go, Izza can take care of himself and his heart from other men. Lah you who became her man, even back and forth continued her marriage until her mother died first. Kasian loh so he's this, Bang. Every Sunday he comes, plays, gets along with our big family, your sisters, your cousins. Naturally, he was envious. Humanely, you don't have to be angry. After all, you also did not visit for her love of happiness. You should be mad at yourself, for not being able to fulfill Izza's one wish." Givan paused his speech for a moment. "What's the reason that you can know? You don't love her? You bored? Or do you have another dream woman there?" he continued by paying attention to his son who was still down.
"Dad always said I had another dream woman there." Chandra glanced at his father, then he bowed back.
"Who? Doesn't it?" Givan held back his laughter in cornering his son.
"No, Dad!" Chandra whines to reject her father's accusation.
"What are your activities there?" Givan was always watching his son who was still bowed.
"Going to college, Dad. Go home, go to sleep. Ngabarin Izza for a moment, keep it cool." Chandra told me a bit of his boring activity.
"Ohh…. Then what's your excuse?" Givan looked back to see the bride and groom enjoying their time with them.
Seen the happiness of Ceysa and Hadi from the look on his face. The interaction between the two is very friendly and happy.
"I thought about how it will be." Quite an ambiguous answer from Chandra.
Givan turned back to Chandra. "What does that mean? Your house after marriage?"
Chandra shakes. "Where are my sisters after I get married. Ceysa's married, doesn't mean I'm calm. Not yet Ra, Cani, the other sister." Chandra ruffled her own hairdo, looking so frustrated.
Givan knitted his brows, he felt confused by the thought of his son. "How are you? You're thinking of waiting for your sisters to grow up and get married? You think you're not getting any older? You're getting older too, Chandra! You hunt old, you hunt no longer charming! If you marry longer, your children are still small and you are old. You don't think, which cake will your children be? Meanwhile, you also do not have a little adult firstborn to take care of small children. I once tipped your brothers, because let us take care of them together. Not that you'll be Dad's replacement later. You're his guardian, you're his guardian. But you have your own life, you have your own future. Who knows about this concept of life, Chandra! This life is not about your responsibilities, but about your life goals as well. Don't you be stupid! Think of yourself too, besides thinking of your sisters. There's nothing you need to prioritize, but it has to be balanced. Balanced between yourself, your partner and your sisters. After I completely let go of Dad's efforts for you, your responsibilities increased. Where, you also have to think about how the progress of the efforts of Father who moved hands to you. Everything must be balanced, you can't just think hard about your sisters. Your romance can be ruined, your future ruined, your efforts for you destroyed, if you just lean for your sisters. Problems can be more complex if you don't have the material. Can't make your sister hungry, and you just give her a comfortable hug. At least, you should have ten thousand, to fill one stomach of your sister at a time. Meanwhile, how much is your sister? Ten thousand times a day, times the number of your brothers. Sell your kidneys to feed your sisters, it'll be even more trouble. Because the hospital fee when you live with one kidney, can't be free. You will also be limited to chasing your sister here and there, when your life is not balanced with that one kidney. Your material must suffice, for everything you wish to give. Think smart try, Bang. Don't just be smart, life needs to be smart." Givan patted his son's shoulder repeatedly.
Chandra listened to his father's advice through his right ear. He looked at his father when he finished talking.
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