The Marriage Tragedy Mixed
Chapter 46. Curhatan Risa's.

Risa looked at Joshua who had just walked into the room with a vexed look. Two nights left by the man because he went home to Jana's place, making Risa jealous not playing. They often do deal. However, Risa's heart remained unwilling.

"Why look at me like that, honey?" Joshua who was slightly affected by the alcohol seemed to be caught off guard with a suspicious look by his lover. "Don't start, Risa." He raised his hand sign of surrender or did not want to discuss anything.

"Have you been with Jana for two days?" ask Risa ketus.

"Darling, we've agreed we won't talk about this."

"So you slept with her?"

"No."

"Lied!"

"ah! It's up to you, Risa .. I don't want to argue."

Joshua threw away his jacket. "I slept in the living room." He stepped out of the room. He thought, he was not going to argue with Risa, with the same problem, when he had just returned from Jana's place. Risa will not listen to her reason, and her emotions will surely be provoked.

Avoid that, tonight, it's better they sleep in a different place.

While Risa exhaled her breath deeply. Lately Joshua's attitude has been a little cold on him. Usually he will do everything he can to make her no longer angry or sulking. But this time he didn't ignore it.

Joshua falls in love with Jana. Risa tried to think clearly. They've had a falling out in relationships, and it's hard to get back together. A lot has happened, and not a little drama. The worst thing they've been through. Joshua promised not to fall in love with his wife.

Risa felt that it made little sense. Or it was just his thoughts and his jealousy that was so great because he loved Joshua so much.

And now, Joshua was getting bored because he always accused him for no reason. Yep. Joshua may be overwhelmed by his attitude. The problem is, sometimes he can't control himself not to feel jealous of Jana.

He feels guilty about it. Ah is indeed Risa who thinks too negatively without seeing much more positive things.

Risa breathed heavily. He wanted to apologize to Joshua but felt he had the prestige of admitting he was guilty. Then he should how. Lowering ego. Isn't that what's been outrageous.

***

It had been a few days that Risa and Joshua had been quiet with each other. They don't eat together and don't sleep together.

"Why else, anyway?" ask Ningsih. Women from Gunung Kidul who became the only friend from Indonesia. Ningsih was visiting Risa in her apartment.

"I think I'm stressed, huh, Ning."

"Why?"

"My mood is bad sometimes. I've been so jealous of Josh's wife. I agree with Josh. But sometimes I can't control myself. Angry is unclear and accuses Josh of sleeping with his wife."

Ningsih narrowed her eyes. "You should have known that Josh could have slept with his wife."

"Yes, um, anyway. But, I'm really jealous, really."

Ningsih sighed. He shook. "Yes, how else? His wife Josh also holds your finances here indirectly."

"Yes, understand, Ning. But, his name is love. I must be jealous. It can't be."

"Yes, go on, how do you want?"

"No idea about me, Ning. I feel like Josh is getting bored of me."

"No, Ris .. he's not bored, he just avoids fighting to keep going."

"That, huh?"

"Yes is ... Josh is in love with you, Ris."

Everything Ningsih said was true. He agrees with everything. That is, the problem is with himself. He must always be introspective to not get caught in a severe swing mood.

Risa is smiling too. He looked at Ningsih with sparkling eyes. His best friend is always there when he needs to be. But, he only realized, if as long as they were friends, Risa never told about her personal problems. It was always Risa who burdened Ningsih with her problems. In fact, sometimes he saw the face of Ningsih moody.

"Yes?"

"How are you?" ask Risa.

"meaning?"

Risa chuckles. "Yes. You've never told me about your problems before, Ning."

Ningsih was shocked to hear Ningsih's words. But soon the woman threw a glance in the other direction, trying to hide the sadness on her face. "I'm .. not papa."

"You sure?" tanya Risa put on her serious face. "You're okay, right, with your husband?"

Ningsih smiled faintly. He was still trying to hide his anxiety, but in the end he could no longer hold it. "I'm .. There's actually a problem with my husband."

"Oh, Ning ... Why don't you ever share with me?"

Ningsih smiled wryly. "It's okay. I'm fine, Ris."

Risa beckoning. He squinted his eyes at his sabahat. "Come on, Ning, tell me what's your problem?"

Ningsih looked up at the ceiling of Risa's apartment. "I fought with Richard a lot." She mentioned her husband's name. "We've been married for two years but have not had any children."

"Continue?"

"We've tried all the methods to get pregnant because I'm in trouble."

"You sure you're the one with the problem? Not Richard?"

Ningsih nodded weakly. "Yes, I checked, Richard did too. But Richard's fertile."

"Baby tube, surrogate mom, or ..."

"I'm the same Richard tried it all. Baby tube, failed. And also other natural methods, still fail."

Risa stroked Ningsih's back gently. "Patience, yes, Ning."

Ningsih smiled wryly. He has been patient enough all this time. But it was Richard, her husband, who seemed to be unable to be patient.

"Last, we're trying to rent a woman's womb to deliver a baby."

"And? That work?"

Ningsih. Between successful and not. Because, what happened afterwards, was beyond suspicion Ningsih. "We met a girl who could help us. We pay him. Love the facilities that are. She's pregnant."

"Certainly? What's problem?"

"The problem ...." Ningsih bit her lower lip. "Richard fell in love with that girl."

Risa cupped her face. He was surprised not to play. Gosh darn. It turns out that the problems experienced by Ningsih are so strange. Where he had been so far could not detect if his best friend needed his support. He felt so guilty about Ningsih. Even Risa considers herself very ungrateful to have a lover like Joshua who adores her so much.

"Richard now lives with that girl. She devoted all the same attention to the chick because she was pregnant again."

"God ...."

"I can't do anything, Ris. I am a not perfect woman. Richard wanted a child."

Risa hugged Ningsih who in the end could not hold back her crying. The woman was crying in front of Risa.

It turned out that Ningsih's problem was much heavier than her. His life is much luckier.

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