
"So...?" Helena did not continue her words, she chose not to ask further.
"What?" Ask Josh who is focusing on driving his car.
"Forget it!" Helena smiled back at the road ahead.
"You decided to stay here?" Ask Josh.
"Yes, for you." Helena replied teasing Josh who was staring intently at Helena even though he was just joking.
"Why? You still haven't found it?" Ask Helena. Josh shook his head.
"What about his family?" Ask Helena.
"I found no trace of him. Neighbors used to say that the girl had been taken by her father somewhere." Josh looked desperate.
"If you guys are going to meet someday." Entertain Helena despite feeling tight in her chest. Josh shook his head again.
"No. I've given up." Answer Josh.
"Why?" Ask Helena.
"Maybe he's happy with someone he loves." Answer Josh simply.
"So she can still wait for you." Helena made Josh shake his head.
"There's something else that should be my focus right now." Josh is still focused on driving.
"It's good that you've decided to forget it. And so I really don't stand a chance anymore?" Helena turned her head to look at Josh with longing eyes make Josh look at a glance looking at Helena who looked at him expectantly.
"You'll get someone who really loves you and accepts you." Said Josh.
"Huff. whereas I wish it was you." Helena answered, looking back to the front.
"I just think of you as a friend. You know that, long ago." Josh answered while shuffling Helena's hair.
"Hey.you're ruining my hairdo." Hindar Helena because actually she likes the treatment of Josh who shuffles her hair, it looks very like it. But Helena knows she can't win a Josh's heart.
"Haha.." Josh laughed when he heard it. That was when he showed his laughter in front of others.
Half an hour later, the car was parked in a luxury apartment in the Alensio family-owned hospital.
"You live here again?" Josh asked to look at the luxury apartment he often visited first when Helena graduated S1.
"Where else are you going? This is my only apartment. I don't want to live in a mansion without my parents." Helena answered while getting out of Josh's car.
"Thank you for dropping off." Helena stood by the window of the car.
"Come in!"
"See you tomorrow." Josh just waved his hand looking at Helena's back who had already entered the elevator.
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"You okay?" John asked when he arrived at Alexa's apartment.
"Hm. I'm good." Alexa tries to avoid John's eyes.
"But you look pale? Is there something wrong with the food?" John asked anxiously looking at Alexa's face fixed.
"Really, I'm fine. Maybe I'm just exhausted because of this pregnancy factor. Maybe soon rest will be okay." Entertain Alexa trying to suppress her feelings.
"alright. Watch yourself! And our son!" John smiled gently while stroking Alexa's stomach made Alexa suddenly retreated to feel guilty seeing John's sweet treatment. For a moment John felt disappointed and tried to shake him off.
Ting
The sound of the elevator clinking indicates that it has reached their floor destination. Sontak broke the silence between the two that was suddenly awkward.
"sorry. I-i..."
"What's wrong. Come on!" Said John linking their fingers to Alexa's apartment unit.
"Come in! Rest up!" John delivered Alexa from the door of the apartment unit that had been greeted by the maid who accompanied him while in the apartment.
"Good night." Say hello to Alexa while closing the apartment door slowly.
Think of it as your own redemption John. John's inner voice left the Alexa apartment.
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"Sister just got home?" Josh asked to see John enter the mansion still dressed in a formal suit.
"Bright, Josh. You're home yet?" Sapa John most while kneading his temple that feels pulsating.
"Aren't you okay?" Ask Josh worriedly.
"You make coffee? Can you make me all?" Pinta John stared at Josh's unbrewed cup as it waited for the water to boil.
"OK."
"I'll change clothes first. We drink in a normal place." Said John.
"OK." Josh answered while showing his right thumb.
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"Miss is okay?" Tanya Maid saw Alexa had only been silent since she was ushered young master earlier.
"I'm fine." Answer Alexa briefly.
"Miss needs something?"
"No, thank you. You rest!"
"Then, excuse me, miss." Alexa just nodded her head while closing the door to her room.
The flashback
"Son't gonna love that kid later." Josh said at the restaurant. John and Helena did not return from the toilet.
"of course. I'm sure John was a loving man even to others he didn't know. He is also a romantic guy. Not cold on people." Answer Alexa still continues to feed the steak slices without looking at the face of Josh who tried to look at him.
"I find it hard to express myself to others." Josh's response made Alexa feel guilty for her sarcastic attitude just now.
For some reason after seeing the closeness of John, Josh and Helena make Alexa look frantic and want to vent it out on who. Josh was the target this time. But when you see John's closeness to Helena, Alexa does not feel anything. Alexa only thinks it's a factor in her pregnancy.
"I'm not talking about you." Answer Alexa still with a tinge.
"But it's like you're pointing that at me." Josh enjoyed his steak.
"But I didn't tell you!" Alexa exasperated until unconsciously staring at Josh sharply. Josh who just saw the Alexa treatment that is not as usual makes Josh look at Alexa sticky.
"I'm sorry if that offended you." Josh replied, giving up on looking at Alexa gently. Because she can guess that Alexa is under the influence of her pregnancy hormones. The changing emotions.
Alexa immediately realized with his behavior, he also cursed himself in the heart.
Stupid you're Alexa, you shouldn't vent your anger on her. Inner Alexa tries to dampen the shame.
"I-I'm sorry too. I shouldn't be mad and yelling at you." Alexa's speech made Josh smile at Alexa gently. Inexplicably, Alexa's face flushed in embarrassment at Josh's gentle smile aimed at her.
He felt big head admired by the father of the child he contained.
"May you be happy with your marriage." Josh's last words make Alexa feel dropped from the height of the cliff. After being smelled sweet and soft, Alexa's heart paled to hear congratulations from the father of the baby she contained.
"You happy?" Ask Alexa again to be sharp again staring at Josh.
"of course. Isn't that what you want?" Ask Josh and the two of them were silent staring at each other, making Alexa immediately decided the gaze when she heard the door of the private room open.
Flashback off
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TB