
The two sat quietly facing each other on the private room table of the restaurant. Their orders had also arrived but both were still silent in the dead. As Josh tries to break the silence, Alexa turns to take him to lunch together first before talking about a call to meet him.
Josh was instantly only able to agree and participate in lunch according to the invitation of Alexa lunch. Josh's mind was full of bad-mind questions but was soon pushed aside. He tries to think positively if their conversation leads to better. Considering the last farewell they met was not good.
Josh was done with lunch. Alexa has not thought about ending it. The waiter is still in and out in the private room of the restaurant where Alexa orders bring various types of dishes and desserts in small portions but many types.
Josh just looked at her with a sense of wonder and wonder. Somehow Alexa looks to eat voraciously, not only greedy but more greedy. Alexa didn't offer him to just share the food for him. Josh was more than enough with his lunch.
Remembering the appetite of a pregnant woman who changed the mood made Josh feel calm. Because of the news he heard last time. Alexa's appetite is just a little. Though it is past the early tri semester of pregnancy which should have normal appetite. But now he saw Alexa was so eager to eat all the food that was deliberately ordered and all spent.
Josh gulps his saliva roughly seeing the last meal also devoured by Alexa. Not because of the infile to the greedy and voracious way of eating Alexa. But worry and worry if his stomach hurts. However, he as the biological father of the fetus conceived Alexa feels anxious if after this he hears the state of Alexa is not okay for sure he will feel guilty for not being able to control the portion eat the current Alexa that looks out of bounds.
Josh secretly contacted the mobile phone number of doctor Mira asking the portion of the pregnant woman's excessive eating and know what Mira's doctor answers. Of course doctor Mira asked him to let her. Because it is good for pregnant women and their fetuses. Especially before the first quarter of the condition of pregnant women is a lot of nausea and lack of appetite.
Doctor Mira suggests to support him only. Josh was a little anxious about Doctor Mira's reply. Although he was also a doctor, he was only a heart specialist not an obgyn. Which of course only know a small part about pregnant women. Or rather the basics about pregnant women are not in detail.
"Why do I always feel good when I eat with you." Say Alexa suddenly after finishing her last meal.
"Eh... oh.. really?" Josh replied that he did not think Alexa spoke with a sweet smile continued to be imprinted on his lips to hear Alexa's words that made his heart feel warm.
"Before my appetite still does not bus much even though it has passed the first tri semester." Say Alexa again sipping avocado juice.
"Is that so?" Josh replies increasingly showing his million-watt smile. Alexa stared fixedly at Josh's face and inexplicably she got a comfortable calm in the recesses of her heart. The fetus also feels comfortable not much activity. And Alexa wants to keep staring at Josh's face longer. Though he also often saw the face of John who was very similar to Josh. But the feeling felt in the recesses of his heart was different.
Could it be because Josh is the biological father of his fetus? Alexa's inner still staring at Josh fixedly. Josh who was stared at like that since then looks nervous and misbehaved. Even his face was now blushing red for nothing. He is fascinated by Alexa.
Uh...Josh immediately dismissed his feelings. Feeling inappropriate and should not have more feelings for his sister's future wife. But just this time Josh felt his chest was different when dealing with a woman. Even with other women. He's not like that. But why should with the woman he loves his brother he feels the wrong feeling.
It must be because she's pregnant with my son. If not... Josh's mind did not continue his heart even more challenging the gaze of Alexa's eyes that deepened on him. Somehow he felt happy getting that intense gaze from his future mother.
"Josh!" Calling Alexa the second time feels soft in his hearing makes Josh smile but has not responded to Alexa calls. Somehow it makes Alexa blush and calm also comfortable.
"Josh!" Shouting Alexa fiercely makes Josh jerked shocked and misbehaved and excited.
"Eh .. oh.. yes?" Josh answered nervously making Alexa laugh.
"What if we get married?" Ask Alexa makes Josh speechless feel dazed by Alexa's question.
"Yes?" Josh asked once again to confirm his hearing. It seems like he's fantasizing too much to get a question that Alexa couldn't possibly say a while ago.
"What if we get married?" Say Alexa again clearly and firmly.
"I thought you were happy when I asked you to get married. Though I'm a woman who's been humbling herself to propose to a man." Alexa blushed in embarrassment and hurt to hear Josh's answer.
"Eh.. ja-so you're serious?" Josh's gaping disbelief that he heard earlier was serious not just a joke.
"Huff. I know what it's like not to be with biological parents. It's so unpleasant and feeling excluded even if our parents aren't real parents." Alexa replied at length bowing her head feeling disappointed and sad.
"You're serious?" Josh said enthusiastically widening his eyes.
Alexa nodded her head making Josh's big smile even wider. Isn't it some time ago that Josh was still sent off not to see him?
"You sure?" Josh asked once again still could not believe what he was hearing.
Alexa looked up at Josh's face that looked sparkling.
"Shall I marry John?" Alexa stared at Josh's face.
"Eh?" Josh was speechless he again lowered his head feeling dropped from a height.
"I thought you were kidding. I should have known myself not to be worthy of your company." Josh replied weakly dropping his shoulders that had been excited and enthusiastic.
"Josh!"
"Yes?" Josh replied not excited.
"I've decided to marry you and take care of our baby together as a parent who loves her child. Although our feelings are not yet in love with each other. I promise to love you after marriage. Will you fight with me?" Alexa clarifies and reaffirms her heart. Josh was dumbstruck again to hear the explanation that was really clear.
"I'm serious and I'm not kidding. If you refuse me.."
"alright. Let's do it!" Alexa's speech was cut out by Josh.
He had previously considered his brother. But because this is a direct invitation from Alexa, she felt the need to say yes without guilt to her brother. Alexa wants to be with him. Although everything is for the sake of their children who are in the womb of Alexa now.
Alexa's smile looks excited even though it looks a bit of a sense of force. But he has decided that this is his best decision.
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