The Untold Story
Star

- B's PoV--

*Jakarta:2003*

"M-mama can... Feeling my attitude? Excuse me... I... make mama... become careless..." My words huffled because of the sobs that accompanied it.

"Mama is not a psychic who can know how you feel dear...." Mama Rita rubbed the top of her head and stroked my broken hair before continuing her words again.

"Your eyes imply everything. That's why mama knows you haven't received Aditya completely." Mama Rita explained to me slowly.

"My eyes?" I frowned. Is it true that eye-light can reveal everything?

"Yes, son!" I felt Mama Rita's head nod back to affirm her answer.

"You look at Aditya differently than the way he looks at you...." Mama Rita paused her words again.

Huh huh? What does this mother mean? L'm.... Not understand. Mama can't possibly want to say that Aditya loves me right?

Mama must have misunderstood. From the beginning Aditya was a dominant who used to get whatever he wanted. I was actually just one of the wishes he had to get.

And after he had successfully bound my body, the man realized that at any moment my heart would not belong to him. Aditya knew that my love for Indra was so great that there was no place for others.

That's why he's disappointed. That's why his pride was hurt and then intends to let me go now. He let me go because there is no term 'begging for love' in the dictionary of a dominant.

"Adit's look at you is very rare, Bella!" Mama Rita paused for a moment.

"Only two women have ever had such an eye." I straightened my body then looked at Mama Rita's face with curiosity.

"Two girls?" I spoke again while wiping away the rest of my tears.

"Yes... The first one is Nareswari and the second one is you, Bella!" Mama Rita returned my curious gaze with a gentle look.

Nareswari..... Is that.....?

"Wait, Ma! Waita minute..." I ran away leaving Mama Rita alone in the dining room. I was speeding up my steps, climbing up the stairs to get to the room.

The photo... Yeah, that photo. Is the woman in the photo named Nareswari? I have to make sure. It's nothing, I just don't want to let my curiosity keep haunting.

I just opened my door knob. I immediately looked for the book that I read a few days ago and I put it on the nightstand after I finished reading it.

"Where did the book go?" I spoke to myself when the book was no longer in place.

Vina.... Yeah, this must be Vina. He had already moved it while rearranging this room.

Aaaarggh!! What shit!

I'm not giving up. I kept looking for the book in the room. I unpacked every nightstand in my room. Checking the drawers carefully, until I finally found the book I meant and a piece of photo tucked inside.

Gotch!!

"Bella!" I was a little surprised because Mama Rita was already standing behind me.

"Mama!" My body was slightly jolted when I realized the existence of that middle-aged woman in this room all of a sudden. Maybe Mama Rita felt strange with my attitude earlier, until she followed me to the room.

"Sorry, Mama surprised you! You suddenly ran away, leaving Mama alone in the dining room with curiosity." Mama Rita spoke softly while chuckling.

"Sorry, Mom! I'm looking for this." I showed the photo tucked in the book to Mama.

"What is this woman named Nareswari?" I asked with high curiosity.

"Cari... Where did you get this picture, son? Mama thinks Adit burned it all." Mama Rita asked me as she continued to stare at the photo.

"Sari?? So he's not Nareswari? Or?" I was a little disappointed to hear the name called different.

Who is the woman in this photo? But... Is it possible that Sari is a nickname from Nareswari? In a moment, so many questions came to my mind.

"Sari and Nareswari are the same person. You're right, she's the girl." Mama Rita's face suddenly turned cold. No more soft expressions radiated on his ayar's face.

"That woman is the woman my son once loved with all his heart. The woman who once made my son oppose his own parents in order to maintain their relationship. A cunning woman, who really only wants our possessions." Mama Rita was breathing out violently.

His eyes were implying a wound. Perhaps this time the middle-aged woman was remembering how much her heart was so hurt when the son ignored her advice.

"But... Lucky my son found out about the wicked woman's rottenness immediately. Aditya dumped Sari exactly on the wedding day designed for the woman. Isn't that a proper revenge?" Mama Rita smiled at the end of the story and a satisfied expression was clearly imprinted on her face which only showed a slight frown.

"disappeared.. On the wedding day?" I thought hard to digest this story.

"The whole story, baby. The point is Aditya is not a stupid man who will let himself be hurt. He avenged betrayal with treason...." Mama Rita touched my chin gently.

For a moment my body stiffened. I'm really scared right now. Seeing Aditya's drastic change in attitude towards me, was all this part of his game to avenge me? Is he planning something by pretending to do good?

Why is my heart not calm? Is this a bad sign? Oh, myGod... What am I supposed to do?

"Honey.. What was? Why is your face suddenly pale?" Mama Rita touched both of my cheeks with her palms.

However, I cannot tell you that I have actually committed treason. Wasn't my feeling towards Indra while bearing the status of Aditya's wife also a betrayal?

"You sure?" Mama Rita asked once more to be sure and I nodded my head in response. Now I even try to close the lid on my fear and worry expression.

"Listen to Mama, baby! Aditya may not be the romantic type. But when he had given up his heart, it was hard for him to turn away." Mama Rita smiled back while looking at me.

"You know? Even if Sari betrays him, Aditya still needs a lot of time to forget the cunning woman. She did hurt Sari, but she also hurt herself for hurting the woman she loved." Mama Rita's eyes are now glazed. I don't know what he went through while accompanying his broken-hearted son at that time.

"But.... Now Mama is happy because you can fill the empty and cold heart of Mama's son. Now, Mama can even see from the look in her eyes that your son adores you so much." Mama Rita suddenly hugged me tightly.

"Ma....." With hesitation, I finally returned Mama Rita's embrace.

"Remember B! When Aditya has given up his heart for you, then he will definitely do anything to make you happy, therefore learn to cultivate your love for him. Okay, babe?" Mama Rita loosened her arms and looked at me deeply. Maybe he was looking for answers from my eyes.

"Yes, Ma..." I replied with a smile to reassure Mama that I would try to love her son.

Yet...... Deep down in my heart, from the depths of my heart, I was cursing myself who had dared to lie to a mother, who trusted and loved me so much.

"I'm sorry, Mama! I'm sorry!" I speak in my heart.

My eyes have even become foggy as they continue to shed tears. Actually, I would love to cry while shouting loudly. But I have to hold myself back.

"Yes, Already! Don't cry anymore! It all takes time. Importantly, Mama's daughter-in-law did not give up easily. I'm sure you'll love your husband soon." Mama Rita encouraged me while rubbing my shoulders and then grasping my hands tightly. While I was, I could only reply to her attitude with a sad look.

"I'm sorry, Mama!" I again cried out in my heart.

"Yes, I'm honestly a little tired today. From morning until noon, there are many meetings that you should follow. Mom wants to go to bed early. Can you show me Mama's room?" I saw Mama Rita yawn a few times after finishing her sentence. The middle-aged woman honestly did look a little tired.

"Come, Ma! I'll take Mama, "I said while holding Mama Rita's hand and taking her to another room.

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And here I am at the moment. I was inside the Aditya mansion library to calm down.

After taking Mama Rita to rest in her room, I who returned to feel afraid, threatened, and not calm then stepped my feet into the library. I was hoping I would find a book that would make my mood improve in that place.

Unfortunately, this method does not produce results. Several times I changed the reading books, in fact there was not a single book that could divert my anxiety. My thoughts and logic constantly brought me back to Mama Rita's explanation of her youngest son's character.

Has Aditya been pretending to be nice to me for planning something that would ruin me? Does he want to trap me? Yep... Is it possible that he wants to find Indra to hurt her in front of me?

Bad thoughts about Aditya are becoming more and more every second. My mind kept wandering. The thought was unceasingly seeking answers and identifying the possibilities behind the gentle attitude Aditya has been showing me lately and making me even more uncomfortable.

Until unconsciously..... This wandering exhausted mind finally entered into his subconscious.

I closed my eyes and fell asleep. I fell asleep holding a book and half-lying on the sofa in one corner of the library.

I lay there long enough to feel someone approaching me. A man with such a strong masculine scent. A man who scares me, worries and feels threatened all night.

The man took the book from my hand and placed it on the floor. Her hand had gotten rid of some of the hair that covered my face before taking me in her sling.

Don't ask me why I know! Of course because I was awake at once when I felt all the touches. I realized, but I chose to pretend to sleep.

The man kept holding me with both arms. Take me through the hallways of the mansion to our room. The room that Vina had just conjured up this morning.

I kept my eyes closed. Even when he had trouble opening the doorknob and turning his back to close the door, I still faithfully closed my eyes.

I tried as quietly as possible so that he would not realize that I was awake. Although it felt like my heart wanted to jump out, I tried to dampen the turmoil.

"Eeehh...." I heard him make a little noise as he put me slowly on the bed. The man then covered my body carefully and gently rubbed my head back a few times.

At first I thought that Aditya would leave me soon, because we were no longer touching each other. I felt a little relieved at that time.

However, my heartbeats were racing back, when I felt something else. Suddenly, I felt the hot air coming from Aditya's breath, touching my skin.

First the heat is so felt on the chin, then turn to the cheeks, then move again and again... So close.... So intimate...

Whatisthis? Does he want to kiss me now? Did he want to do something to me for thinking that I was in an unconscious state?

A pervert demon is still a pervert demon! I was too naive, thinking it had changed. I was even more convinced that Aditya must have made a bad plan for me in the future.

What am I supposed to do? Should I just end my skit and open my eyes?

I'm rattled. I was so confused I couldn't decide anything. I still close my eyes as if putting everything on the situation, until.........

Cup...

"Good sleep..... The star!" I felt something soft and slightly moist touch my forehead, followed by an unfamiliar speech afterwards.

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