The Untold Story
Be Me!
- B's PoV--
*Jakarta: 2003*
"Eeerrghhhh......" My body squirms.
It feels so lazy to get out of this bed. But, just now I want to continue my dream that had paused earlier, I also realized something.
"Italy...." The name suddenly appeared in my mind and disperse the drowsiness that had once been so domineering. I immediately sat down and checked things in a hurry.
"Still complete! Thank goodness!" I muttered in a voice that was almost inaudible. To be honest, there was a feeling of panic that instantly gnawed at my heart so wonderfully, upon waking up this morning.
After a sassy kiss last night, after hearing that he called me by the name 'Star', I suddenly lost consciousness. Yes, I fell asleep like a self-informed person.
You idiot! How stupid of me!
I did not expect that the act of pretending to sleep would lead me to the real darkness. Something that was unpredictable to me, something that was sourced from outside my body suddenly controlled everything.
That refreshing masculine scent.... I was really drunk because of it.
But... How can I sleep when that pervert demon is still awake? Plus, at that time he just kissed my forehead without permission.
Good luck still siding! I'm still intact! I really wish I was whole! Am I really intact?
"Aaaargay!!" A quarter of me screamed while rattling my hair loosely.
"But... Waitaminute! The star?" Again the name slipped in the brain and disturbed me suddenly.
"What did he call me last night? The star?" My mind wandered back.
"What does it mean to call me that?" The next question comes to heart.
Oh, come! Don't be so romantic, Aditya!
Don't tell me that he calls me a Star, because I can give light to his dark life! Or the... Maybe because I was so far away and untouched by it! Really, it's a silliness if Aditya men can think like that.
"But... The pendant that adorns this necklace? This locket is shaped... The star?" I touched the star-studded necklace that was still perfectly circular on my smooth neck.
"Don't tell me that all this holds meaning! Is this really a symbol of something?" I'm still guessing.
Ah, already! Forgetit! Fuck all the symbols, mentions or whatever the name is, because that's not the main point.
Yes, the main point that will be the common thread of the peculiarities of Aditya's attitude lately. The main point that will be a straight line that can be drawn to unravel all the complexities that exist.
And that is...... The truth about Aditya's feelings for me. Mama Rita's testimony further strengthens that conclusion.
Aditya Wardhan.... He's really interested in me!
An attraction can certainly give birth to many things, including a deadly obsession. The obsession to get to me and destroy anyone who tries to have what he wants.
If my guess is correct, then the search for Indra is the only way, because only Indra is a threat at this time. Aditya may have planned something for Indra. Something bad of course.
But... Oath to the content of the universe, I will not allow that man or anyone under this heaven to snatch Indra from my side again. I swear it never happened!
If an Aditya feels he can keep his own, then so does a Bellatrix. This time, I made sure that I could be anything and anyone to protect the one I love. Even if it means that I have to relinquish and follow his game for a while.
Doesn't giving up mean losing? It seems to be the most promising option. Maybe I should take a few steps back and then speed up like an arrow.
Maybe I should let Aditya find Indra. At least the plan has been successful I know, so I can devise a strategy to fool Aditya at the time of our meeting.
I must be patient and must not be rash. Don't let Aditya suspect that I can read his dirty thoughts.
Do not let him feel the need to change the plan, which of course will be more difficult to guess later. I must make the man sure that I trust him until when I sabotage all, he will be unable to do anything about it.
Wh why? Cunningly? Maybe I should pin the word someday in the middle of my name, when Aditya and I were completely separated.
"You're awake apparently? Good morning..... B!" I flinched when I saw Aditya just coming out of the dressing room located next to the bathroom inside our 'room'. The man smiled to see me.
"Just keep your cipher, Aditya! I wonder, who will get the best actor award this year?" I murmured in my heart.
Aditya deserves to be called an actor. His face was perfect, his appearance was alluring, especially if he was in a formal fashion like now.
That guy is very handsome. Especially with the gray suit that he chose and wore himself. Aditya's aura sharpened many times over.
Oya, don't ask why he chose his own clothes! Or the... Don't expect that I'll prepare her needs like a dream wife in a romance story!
No way! I think it's very illogical. Especially if it happens in the context of an arranged marriage like I experienced.
I don't owe him anything. My parents' company is also not in a critical phase. So then... There is no reason for me to humble myself and serve the needs of that man. Logical right?
Right now, I am still staring at Aditya through the reflection of my dressing table mirror. The man was touching his chin and cheek. He must have just smoothed the feathers around the chin and cheeks, so that now he examined them again, just in case there was still something left.
Adityas.... I still look faithfully at his face. I don't know why this morning, he actually looks younger after shaving some of his beard. The man did have a face that was nice to look at, although there was a slight sight that bothered me this time.
"Sorry, yesterday I moved you from the library to this room. I don't want you to misunderstand me and feel like there's something wrong between us, if I let you fall asleep in the library." Aditya returned my gaze through the reflection of the same mirror.
"Oh yeah? You admitit? For that action you apologized. Then what about those weird kisses and calls? Don't you want to admit it and apologize too?" I felt my emotions explode in my chest.
"Ehm... Last night, you t-bed.... Um.. You're......" You idiot! Because of the stifled emotions, I now speak in a choked voice. It's hard to get a show.
Aditya turned his body. The man then walked up to the bed and bowed. It looks like he's picking up something.
"I slept downstairs. Relax!" He smiled gently as if to calm me down, while showing me the pillow and blanket that had been scattered under the bed's feet.
Ah, Right! Here's why. Maybe he couldn't sleep all night until his eye bags darkened. It must be very uncomfortable for a young master like Aditya to sleep in such a position.
Not long after, our eyes were fixed directly. It happened for a few seconds.
I first realized, then immediately averted my eyes, although not completely. I could still catch Aditya's wistful expression as he learned that I hurriedly turned my face away from the corner of my eyes.
The natural! His expression is very natural! Really worth being an actor!
"I'll go first. Sleep again!" Aditya put the blanket and pillow over the bed. The man then took his office bag and went towards the exit.
"See you later, B!" Aditya smiled again before his figure disappeared behind the door of the room he closed himself.
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"Whoa.....Then put the candle on the table, Yat!" Mama Rita was talking to one of her trusted housekeepers on the balcony of my room.
After accompanying Mama Rita shopping for groceries at the supermarket and buying some dresses this afternoon, I was finally able to rest my legs in the room.
Ah, no place in the world is as comfortable as a bedroom. But... It only applies if there is no mother-in-law in your room.
Aditya turned out to be a birthday today. Meanwhile, I don't know anything. I couldn't even look Mama Rita in the face, as the middle-aged woman was astonished, because I didn't know that today was her son's birthday.
Alukaannn!!!! I can imagine how stupid my face must have looked, when he asked what surprise I had prepared for his youngest son.
Please, don't ask what happened after that! For in an instant, the world was under the control of my mother-in-law, a woman who never forgot to carry her hair.
As if hearing the alarm warning that my relationship with Aditya was far from friendly, Mama Rita then took the initiative to prepare a small party for her son. A party that will only be attended by myself and the birthday person. The reason is that we really need quality time in order to get to know each other better.
Mama Rita then arranged the menu, had her assistant cook, and even turned the balcony into our dinner room. The middle-aged woman was really very initiative and very nimble.
"Bella!" Mama Rita walked into the room while calling my name, after finishing decorating the balcony.
"Still hurt his leg?" Mama Rita looked at my feet.
"It's a little better, Ma!" I answered honestly while massaging my toes that had experienced cramps while shopping at Supermatket.
Although painful, but I am grateful, I have cramps. Otherwise, Rita's mama would probably take me around from one store to another without stopping.
"Good! Sana quickly took a shower and prepared before your husband came," Mama Rita asked me before I replied with a nod of the head.
I immediately stepped into the bathroom without saying much. Coincidentally, I was already planning to take a bath early because I felt hot after going shopping. Taking a shower early is also good for avoiding conversations with the mother-in-law who is eager to know about her son's household.
"Yes, Bella! Wear the dress you chose. And one more thing, you have to admit that you're the one who prepared all this." My eyes wide. Did I not hear wrong? I turned around and almost stepped back to approach Mama Rita's standing position.
"But Ma...." I mind Ma. I mind! If only saying that sentence was easy.
"There's no buts. My mom has installed CCTV. So even if it's not in place, mama's been watching you guys, Bella!" Now I know where Aditya's annoying attitude is coming from.
"M-mm..." I'm not done talking yet, Mama Rita cut me off.
"Quality time, Bella!" Mama Rita puts on a face full of seduction.
"B-but the dress... Too s*ksi, Ma! I'm...." I tried to negotiate, but failed because it was interrupted again.
"Why? Aditya, he's your husband. Never dress s*ksi in front of him, without even getting dressed, if he sees you. Don't you guys not even the first night?" Mama Rita looked at me suspiciously.
"Not.... I-I'm just afraid there are male servants..." Not done talking, Mama Rita ambushed again. It seems that dominating the conversation is my mother-in-law's specialty.
"Oh, just calm down. My mom arranged everything. Now, take a quick shower and don't argue! Mama herself will dress you." I saw Mama Rita flicking her arm to tell me to take a shower.
"Ma... I really can't... This party... I-I'm not a roman......" Guess why my sentence isn't finished anymore?
"Just according to you, Bella! Trust my mother's idea. Mama just wants what's best for you both." Mama Rita's eyes started to glaze over.
Damnit damnit!! I'm weakest when it comes to dealing with old people's tears. I was at a loss for words. Be to me according to your wishes, Mama!
"Aaaarrgghhhh!!!" My screams are held inward.
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