The Untold Story
Until That Day Arrives
- B's PoV--
*Along St Street. Moritz Headed To Geneva, Switzerland: 2003*
Road trip from St. Moritz headed to Geneva we spent three hours driving a European SUV, lent by an acquaintance of Aditya, who happened to live in Switzerland. Still half way and I don't know why I pray that this paved land we passed has no end, because this journey is too beautiful to end.
Although today the day is not too late, but the atmosphere of autumn displayed in a colorful blend of the universe from behind the car window, seems to be quite warm to the heart. Not to mention when I turned my face to the calm figure who was clutching her two hands at the wheel. I seemed to find the beauty of the man, from the angle where I was now.
"What's wrong?" Aditya asked suddenly as I was caught observing him.
"Eh.. N-there's no..." My face was red and he still glanced at me with a smile. I who can't stand the glare can only bow my head.
The man then took one of his hands off the wheel and grabbed one of my hands. That thumping feeling came back within seconds. A thumping feeling that I'm starting to like.
To be honest, along the way, I sat next to Aditya feeling shy, awkward, and flowery. Especially when the memory sends me to a warm event last night.
Really am! I can't believe that last night me and him... Ah, I'm actually embarrassed to tell it.
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-*The Beginning of Flashback*--
That night, we looked at each other. We also fell more and more in our own feelings, until finally.....
Five centi....
Four centi....
Three centi...
Aditya brought his face closer to me. While I was only able to close my eyes because I could not see the look in his eyes.
Two Centi....
My heart was beating even faster when there was almost no longer any distance between us. I don't even care if Aditya hears her babble.
One centi....
And......
The cup!!
I felt her soft lips touch mine so fondly. I who seemed ready to wait for his touch was immediately immediately reply to his kiss so deeply.
Our lips intertwined and I let the man explore each side freely. There was no resistance because I was lulled to put my arm around his neck, holding it, just like he who then directly carried my body into his lap to gain full access to me.
Lip kiss that was quite hot and lasted a few minutes it still makes us both feel dissatisfied until Aditya widened the range of touch. He kissed the ears, the neck, all the way to the chest, so much so that I held myself back, unconsciously the strange sounds came out of my lips.
"Ityaaa...." My mouth says his name. I closed my eyes while gripping his body as he clasped the top of my d*d.
Yes, Aditya... That guy is so expert. He never told me that he was inexperienced in these kinds of things. But really I did not expect that the touch of his lips alone could bring me this amateur experience... I don't know! It feels like mentioning the word seems too vulg*r and int*m.
Instead of stopping, Aditya just resumed his action because he heard the chatter, groans, and sighs that came out of my lips. The man is getting bolder and more eager to explore other areas that should be very private. Surprisingly, I was even only able to put myself in as he began to overlap my body and play in those private areas.
"You're so beautiful, B. You're the most beautiful woman I've ever met." His words in the middle of the kissing sound that continues to be produced by his lips.
"I like everything you have. I'm crazy." Aditya continues to adore me with his words. To be honest, those statements made me soar high into the clouds.
If it is like this... What's up with Bellatrix Atmaja being arrogant and selling expensively to her husband all this time? Could it be that tonight he would let himself be possessed and be ready to become a Wardhana completely? Seems like! Because it seems that there is really no more resistance from the woman.
That night, without saying much, Aditya continued to explore my entire body with his hands and lips. He continued to show gentle movements until I was lulled, even feeling like he was about to lose consciousness.
That guy can really make me achieve a feeling I've never experienced before, until.... Getting longer... L'm....
Akuu......
"Aaauu...." My screams with a body jerked. The cramp on my leg again felt painful because my body stiffened.
Together with the shrieking sound from my lips, Aditya spontaneously stopped all his activities. While showing a panicked expression mixed with guilt, he then looked at my face deeply.
"B.....?" Aditya flicked his body to the side in a hurry.
"Aaauu...." I complained of pain.
"Did I hurt you?" Ask again while staring at my entire body which is barely wrapped in anything. This scene was so contrasted with her who was still fully dressed.
"My feet... Cramp again...." Aditya looked towards my calf, as soon as I mentioned what I was feeling.
Without delay, he immediately got out of bed and returned to take the hot oil that was located on the nightstand and then put it on the part of my feet that hurt.
"Eeeerrrgggh......." I groaned again. Occasionally it also puts pressure on some sides of my foot to normalize the clumping and tightening muscles again.
"Aaaarrgghhh........" I hardened my screams even more as he put intense pressure on the soles of my feet.
"Prophey dear...." He said softly while looking at me with a guilty feeling.
"It's been... Had enough.. It hurts.." I asked Aditya to stop everything.
"Aaaarghgh....." My tears just came out without me preventing it.
The man finally understood my body language, which he could not bear with his pain. He then moved his hand away from the affected area and let me rest.
"Is it so painful?" He asked while lying back next to me after washing his hands. While lying down, he then grabbed me without hesitation. I can only nod my head.
"Sorry, I can't help myself. I shouldn't have done something like this to you. I'm totally out of control. I'm sorry, B! I'm really sorry." I could see the guilt in his face.
I paused for a moment to digest her words. Moments later, I responsively confirmed my shapeless clothes and pulled the blanket under my feet. After he had seen it all and almost taken it all, somehow the word was so painful as it came out of his lips, although to be honest I did not know for sure what he regretted.
"Repent huh?" I said those words with a smile.
I turned my body slowly because I didn't want to look at her face. Ever since I was in this foreign land, I became so sensitive to everything related to Aditya. Tears that were only a drop of it then fed the river unbearably.
However, Aditya is not his name if he is not sensitive enough. The man immediately noticed my change and forced our eyes to meet again.
"I'm sorry... " He breathed his breath violently.
"I shouldn't be doing that right now to you when you're injured. It must be very painful, right?" Aditya paused for a moment. Those guilty eyes reappeared.
"So.... Th-that's what makes you regret?" I asked again. He nodded his head and smiled softly.
"That's not entirely your fault. I'm guilty here too. I'm the one who got hurt, I should've reminded you." I said carefully while trying to quell her guilt. Aditya was still smiling looking at me in return.
"Listen to me.. You should be able to feel that I want you. Always wanted you. How could I regret every int*m moment between us?" Aditya said really. While I was instantly blushing.
"That's why I became out of control when I could feel that you were beginning to accept my presence, returning my kisses. I was hypnotized and thought about having you for myself right away until you got hurt." Aditya continued to sing her smile, even though it was out of sync with the look in her eyes.
The man then moved slightly to correct the position of his pillow. He tried to get us both into the most comfortable sleeping position.
"Sometimes I feel weird, B! I always hurt you. Even when I want to do what's best for you, I always hurt you." The man's voice grew longer and more like a whisper.
He gently brought my head to sleep on his chest. Not forgetting that he was dipping his lips at the top of my head again.
"I've hurt you too. Let's just say we're even," I said, recalling the events in Singapore. A small snickering suddenly sounded out from his lips.
"Don't think about it again! I'd love it if you paid a little attention to me like you are now." My reflex is pinching Aditya's stomach.
"Aauu... Pain, B!" Said it in a spoiled tone.
"But I'm right, B? You're starting to notice me. I wasn't really surprised when you returned my kiss. Given how jealous you were of Maya all this time, I can predict that Bellatrix Atmaja is starting to like me, right?" Aditya looked at me while playing both of his eyebrows.
"You....." I pinched him again out of anxiety. So, did he deliberately utilize Maya's presence?
"Ouch.. Ouch.. Forgive B!" He took my hand and grabbed it so I could stop pinching it.
"But really... I am serious about what I said before. I feel like I've always hurt you. That's why then I decided to let you go and get you together with that dancer." I raised my face to look at Aditya's face that looked cute.
I trust. Otherwise, how could the two of us possibly go this far?
"But... Had we lost consciousness and something more happened, would you have let me meet... Indra?" I asked spontaneously.
"So you don't want to go back to her?" Aditya asked back. I was suddenly misbehaved because he reversed my question.
"You're this..." I pinched him again and he just chuckled at my misbehaved face.
The rarity stopped shortly thereafter. Aditya peeked at the top of my head again and again gave a rough sigh.
"I'm not going to do anything more than that, B!" He looks at me deeply now.
"You still haven't determined to whom your heart will be anchored. Our closeness may be euphoric for a moment and therefore I don't want to make things difficult for you." Aditya began to explain what filled his entire head.
"Difficult??" I frowned at me. Again he nodded his head.
"Yes... By making you feel tied up. I'm not supposed to tie you up with something that doesn't come from here." The man pointed his index finger at the center of my chest and gently touched it there. My heart was so touched by his words.
"Not in any way more than we did. You understand what I mean, right?" He brought me closer to his door.
"So... That was..." I was confused to say it.
"I'll stop once you get your peak" Aditya replied quickly.
I was silent too. Really, I don't know what to respond to.
"Easy! Don't think anymore! Rest up! Tomorrow we have to go to Geneva." Aditya came in the same blanket as me. Then he closed his eyes.
Geneva? I don't even intend to go there anymore. But.. Maybe still seeing Indra was the best decision. I have to make sure of my feelings.
"Italy..." I say his name again.
"Hmm?" The man still closed his eyes.
"I think we better not go any further than this. You're right, I have to make sure I feel. Although I have to admit that there are different feelings when I've been with you lately, but there's no harm in me testing these feelings. Can you give me time?" I said slowly, still in his arms.
"You're gonna get it, B!" Aditya replied to me without hesitation.
"Whatever's best for you. I'll give it to you, even if it means that you might not choose me later." The impact again with a deep voice.
I don't know why I felt so sad when I heard the man's words. Adityas... His words sound so sincere.
"But... Until that day comes, let me keep holding you like this. That's enough." My tears drip in a moment.
This guy... Is this how it works? Perhaps this is what people often refer to as loving in silence.
There is no word of love.... There is no seduction... And there's no spoiled shit....
But, what if later meeting with Indra actually hurt him? What will happen to him?
"Thank you.. To everything.. Adityas..." That's all I can say.
After that, I put my hand on her body. It was such a simple feeling of comfort that I needed in moments like now.
"Have a nice sleep... My B's.... My star..." He kissed my lips softly, before we both fell asleep together.
As he said, Aditya grabbed me in his arms. Yeah, in his sleep, he grabbed me. But... Is it only up to the moment when that day comes?
-*The End of Flashback*--
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Happy Reading!
Hello guys. Earlier, I apologize for being late for the update. I was sick for a few days and just felt good.
Sorry, tonight it seems only able to update one chapter because my condition has not recovered properly. But this is 2000 words, my friends.. Hopefully not too disappointed..
Thank you so much and the support of my friends for all this time...