THE WOMAN (END)
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I pulled her hand quickly.The girl looked at me dislike.maybe because I ignored her earlier.

"Where are you going?" approached himself.

"I want to go home! it turns out that all this time I'm the only one who survives our relationship.I only want our relationship to be good.you yourself don't care. won't you!" her screams were accompanied by tears.

If that's the case I admit defeat.I can't if I see a woman crying. Moreover, it's Vina. the only girl who can make me fall in love.I re-awaken, if I lose her. how I would face my life without him.

"Sorry!" I held her body tightly, I kissed her forehead.I calm her down until she completely stopped crying.

•••

"I'm going in first!" Vina let go of her hand grip.I gently rubbed her cheek.

"Let's rest about the problem earlier.I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to make a joke with you at all."

"Hm, um,.." Vina gently rubbed my hands whether she believed it or not with my words, but I had obviously tried to improve my attitude.

After driving Vina home, I turned the wheel and returned home. I walked down the dark-looking street and started drizzling.

My gaze was suddenly diverted when I saw the figure of the woman again.this time with her child.they seemed to wait for the vehicle at one of the stops.

I stopped my car. Should I turn around and give them a ride? but, didn't he recognize me? what if I'm considered weird? or am I even considered to be a criminal?

AISH!!! why do I even think a lot and not just act first. I race my vehicle intend to turn the direction.but unfortunately a public transport has already come in front of the stop where they wait.

"Where are they from?" I felt strange because it was late at night. After Alis and her son, I kept thinking about them. Are they okay? do they take money from the company? Eyebrows must be very sad for the departure of her husband.

I Clucked inexhaustible.why do I always feel guilty to him.when if Thought again, the accident was not entirely my fault.maybe her husband was drunk to not be able to control his motorbike. like the neighbors said yesterday.

The more I thought about it, the more confused my mind was in the end.I drove my car through the rain stubs that were increasingly heavy in sight.

Upon arrival at home, I sat on the sofa and lay down for a moment.just take off the fatigue that had been lodged in my head.

"Mas Sandy's home?" Bi Marni came from the kitchen with a broom in her hand.

I looked listless.

"Yes bi. bi Marni hasn't slept? it's bi's night?" ask me while getting up from my bed.

"Auntie just finished cleaning up in the room of the mother mas. mas Sandy want to make a drink?"

"Don't be bi. better just rest aunty it's night!"

"Yes already, auntie's saying goodbye!"

"Bi, is aunt home yet?"

"Not yet, mas." she hesitated.

"Oh, yes, thank you" I put my body back on the sofa. Why lately aunty Ayu often come home late at night. I thought at a glance.is it possible that he did a job without my knowledge? butwhat? I think the company has no other project other than the work of some factories.it has been held by the contractures.

While daydreaming, I heard the sound of a car in front of the yard.the sound of a car that I felt familiar.I got up and peeked out from behind the window.

And I saw Ayu's aunt coming out of the car, waving at the owner who would not show his face.

"What's Ivan's car?" I muttered half in disbelief, how could Ayu's aunt know Ivan. I have never introduced Ivan to him. Have they met him through Hasan's doctor? maybe huh?

CLAMPS!

Aunt Ayu looked shocked when she found out I was on the sofa and was leaning lazily.

"Sandy! you startled aunty. Since when are you there?" his face looks nervous.

"Since aunty came home to get someone. Who is she? do I know him?" my insistence

"Later you also know.after all, with whoever the aunt goes.it's none of your business, right? you don't even care about auntie in this house!" Aunt ayu breezed into her room leaving me.

"Alright. do what aunt likes" I told her.

I sighed deeply. If it was true that the man in the car was Ivan. I guess this was too much. Did he also try to date my aunt? be careful if I meet him later.

I got up and went to my room. It feels tired in my head is really difficult to disappear and even more dizzy.

•••

Living life like a normal person is very difficult.There are always things that make us can turn abnormal in the end.

My supposed attitude towards Vina in fact turned weak due to a few things.

Also my relationship with aunt Ayu, should be able to improve more, but seeing the reality that might happen behind me. makes me unable to be sweet on her. there is always suspicion in my mind.

Maybe all the evil thoughts that arise are a form of trauma as well as my disappointment towards all of them.

I can't seem to find the calmness of losing the confidence to face the people out there.

Sometimes, at night, my anxiety about some things always appears suddenly for no reason. And it looks like I'm going to have to see Hasan's doctor to check on my sanity.

In the morning, when the sunlight is still a red tinge in the sky. I have woken up to just do a small sport around the complex. after sports I intend to meet my favorite doctor.

"What morning is Sandy awake?" ask bi Marni who looks surprised when she sees me enter through the side door to the kitchen.

"I want to see doctor Hasan bi. so get up early" I replied as I sat in the chair waiting for him to give me a glass of water.

"This is the mas, the drinking water. Is Sandy really sick? what pain?"

"Bi Marni don't worry! I'm fine. I just miss doctor Hasan again." said me while smiling sweetly at him. I do not want to make my nanny become anxious.

"Oh, I think Sandy's sick."

I reached for my phone.I tried to contact Hasan's doctor to make an appointment with him.

"Hello, doctor. This morning I want to meet. Please clear the schedule okay!" lightly door.

Doctor Hasan was just grumbling on the other end of the phone and I didn't take it seriously. I just chuckled at his chatter.

"See you at the doc's hospital," I turned off the phone and rushed to the room to change clothes.

Luckily my family has a lot of facilities that they left for me. At least it's very useful for me now.

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