
Slowly but surely I began to wake up little by little. Bi Marni who always accompanied me said, I've been in the hospital for a week. Sometimes I see aunty Ayu visiting to ensure my health condition.
I was not able to speak clearly yet because my face was probably still swollen and scarred.I just depended on the hoses they put on my body.
"Tomple the hose can be opened!" doctor Hasan answered bi Marni's question, who seemed worried about my condition.
"Alhmdulilah, O Allah" he replied a little relieved.
"Pu-laang bi.." I whispered to him.
Bi Marni looked over, though,
"Yes, I'll be healed! we're going home, yeah!" her anxious face could not be hidden. Fortunately I had bi Marni. the woman who wholeheartedly wanted to take care of me sincerely. left her personal life only to serve my family.
"How does san feel? is there anything still that hurts?" ask doctor Hasan to come closer.
"Injection just die, doc," I murmured slowly.
Doctor Hasan smirked at my desperate answer.
"You don't fret! you should be grateful. God is still saving you from that terrible accident.if ordinary people, would have been killed in that place." he explained.
"Look at how much Bi Marni is worried about your condition.you should be eager to heal!" dream again.
I'm riveted.
Doctor Hasan's words caused a little pain in my heart. Why does God still let me live? a question I still don't get answers to.
My friendship has been ruined, my love story may also be over. What else can I keep? I never even saw those two figures come here?
Remembering that made my body feel like it was burning.
"This morning there will be a neurologist who will check your condition! I have to go for a minute!" Obviously Doctor Hasan left us both.
I lyrics Bi Marni who looks to be tidying up the small towel that was used to dodge my body.
the old woman sat down next to me
I heard a long breath coming from his mouth.
"In fact, Sandy why is this so?" tanyakanya.
"Don't make auntie anxious, auntie is old! if your aunt has a heart attack, how?" complained again.
"Ma-af!" my speech
"Mas Sandy does not need to apologize. the important thing is Sandy's promise must be healed. aunt does not have the heart to see Sandy's bed is like this. aunt wants to see Sandy's strong mas! who is always busy every morning when leaving for the office." cerocosnya.
Hearing the old woman's dignity, it really made me want to cry.This is why God still let me live? turns out there are still people who sincerely hope for my recovery?
I closed my eyes slowly.make the tear drop down my cheek.
Thank you bi, for all the love that bi Marni gave me. I muttered in my heart.
•••
This morning the doctors were gathered in my room. I saw Miss Marni and Aunt Ayu standing in the back row.they watched how every hose that wrapped my body was released. there was pain but also relief, he said, finally I don't have to rely on that little thing anymore to just pee.
"Thank God her condition is stable." said a female doctor who just finished checking me out.
"Don't move spontaneously! just be careful. try to move his fingers so as not to stiff." he ordered.
After all the doctors left, there was aunty Ayu who was sitting in a chair not far from my bed. While Bi Marni was busy in the back of whatever was going on.
"Do you feel better?" ask aunt Ayu. I turned my face stiff.
"Don't be like that, I'm also very worried about your condition" he said.
"PE-RGIII!" expel him.
Aunty ayu was heard sighing deeply, then got up and paid a farewell to bi Marni and asked her to take good care of me.
Bi Marni couldn't do much, she just looked wistfully at me.
Morning, afternoon, night, I passed by quietly and quietly.There was nothing I could do but watch a TV show that I did not understand at all. I want to get out, I want to sleep in my soft bed. I also want to go to the office to meet with my business colleagues.
But I could only sigh in annoyance, imagining all my desires.
"Mas Sandy needs something?" bi Marni awoke from her sleep to perform the dawn prayer.
"I ma-u. go home" I stammered.
"Yes, later if it's healed.we go home mas." he explained
"Dam-grin.ini!" My love with a slightly elevated tone.
"Yes, we'll go home!" saith.
I know bi Marni is just trying to calm me down without trying to realize my desire to return home immediately.
"Sa-yeah, want it now bi...!" Command again.
"But it's mas,"
"Biiii.., "Religion.
"Yes already. if the doctor has been here. later I talk yes. mas Sandy patient!" persuade again.
•••
Waiting is not something I really like. after talking to the doctor, I still can not go home.they reason there are still many procedures that have not been done. I knew it was just their wits to keep me longer in this place.
After I asked doctor Hasan here. I finally forced him to be sent home, and with a heavy heart, finally doctor Hasan was the one who was able to grant my request.
This afternoon after everything was done I was brought home, it was nice that I could go back home. Even though I knew, at home I would only be able to fall asleep just like in the hospital. but at least I would feel more comfortable in my own room.
"Welcome!" mr. Muh and Bi Marni cheered enthusiastically as I was able to return to my room.A nurse appointed by the doctor Hasan seemed to tidy up the medical equipment he brought from the hospital.
I lay on my bed, I felt so missed by the smell of my room. I closed my eyes for a moment to just rest my body.
"Let her sleep" the voice of Doctor Hasan came out of my room.
•••
"Sandy's awake?!" the soft voice of a woman that sounded foreign to me made me gasp.
"I'm sick" I replied briefly but with a gaze that could not be separated from him.
"I'm Mas Eyebrow, Sandy mas must be shocked Dad! why am I here" he said with a smile and tried to compress my forehead.
"Yes, why are you here?" I was surprised of course. when I was healthy, I did not dare to meet him face to face. Then how could he be here now? and again, he took care of me?
"I'll take care of Sandy's mas now!" the woman smiled sweetly.His smile was even able to make my heart beat fast.
"You? taking care of me?!" I screamed softly.
"Of course" she replied sweetly.
Oh God! If this is a dream please don't wake me up in the middle of this beautiful dream.
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