THE WOMAN (END)
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Life cycles are sometimes absurd. There are times when we enjoy the quiet path of life without obstacles.There are also times when we live a complicated and full of obstacles.

Perhaps right now after my husband's departure, I can say my life cycle is in a period of calm.

Calm down Not because of his death,

Calm down because I'm not pressured by his evil behavior.

Am I sinning???

If my heart always felt and remembered the pain she had inflicted on me during her life?

Many times I tried to give her all the treatment as long as she was with me, but maybe the wound was now a trauma for me.

Difficulty in taking care of Andi, I support all the burdens alone. I can't complain, I can't share my grief with anyone.

The husband who was supposed to look after and protect us, it turned out to be just nonsense.

I looked at Andi who was sleeping, a smile spread across my face unconsciously. This son of mine has such a powerful magic that it can turn all my sorrows into likes, and my hateful taste is gone.

"Son, wake up baby!" I rubbed his forehead, fortunately his fever had subsided. It was good to see my son back healthy.

Andi squirms holding my hand, slowly she opens her eyes. I embrace Andi while smiling sweetly.

"Let's wake up your handsome mama's boy! you smell like that?" godaku sniffed his cheeks.

Andi laughed amusedly. His laughter filled his bedroom. If Andi is happy then our quiet house feels so crowded and warm. I don't even feel lonely even though we're alone.

•••

After Andi leaves with Reyhan to school. I was preparing to pick up the bag and lock the door, and it just so happened that Mas Erwin also looked new out of the house.

"Good morning Eyebrow tea. Would you like to be together? let me anter?" Apply first.

"Oh mas Erwin, leaving for work too?" My leg's out of the porch.

"Yes, all of us go to work together. let me memorize also the area here!" Take seriously.

I looked at him confused.

"Well, don't do it. I usually walk alone, but not too far from here where it works!" reject me not feeling good

"Who? you guys haven't left yet?" the sound of the Goddess maam emerged from the house with a bucket containing Yang clothes to be dried.

"It's about to go bude," Sahut mas Erwin with a dislike gelagat.

"Erwin! all of you go between Eyebrows, your workplaces will be in the same direction!" this time, Mr. Yanto said from the inside with a cup of coffee.

What the fuck?

Are they conspiring?

why so Enthusiastic asked me to go with mas Erwin.

"Well, are you tea? before he complied with his request, they would continue to shout like that and make the neighbors splash!" whispered while glancing at me.

I chuckle.

It turns out that Mas Erwin did not like his uncle and aunt to do that.

"So? mending tea Alis nadir!' the door was half begging.

I looked at him confused and nodded and took his bike to work.

"Well, that's dong! you're neighbors, so help each other!" The voice of the Goddess's mother rang out loud from a distance. Mas Erwin immediately drove his motorbike away from home to the highway.

"Sorry tea, my bude is so."

"Nothing, his name is also old man!"

During the trip we did not tell a lot of stories, especially I was not comfortable if in the bonceng by people I just knew. as much as possible I kept our distance so as not to get too close. and it makes me want to get to work soon.

"Stop in front of me!" I pointed to the complex where I worked.

"Oh this is the place, like elite housing huh?" Erwin stared around the complex.

"Well, most people who live here are people who make money!" whispered to him.

"Yes, I have to work first, thanks for the ride!" pamitku.

I walked past the security who used to stand guard at the post, as if they had been watching me since..

"Well, has anyone else done this?" tukas one of the security I know named Mr. Azis.

I speed up my steps so as not to be months of the famous Security very nosy.

•••

Upon arrival at Mas Sandy's house, I rushed to my kitchen to see bi Marni preparing breakfast.

"Good morning bi," I said as I grabbed the tray at the table and wanted to take it to the dining room.

"Alice? you have come! How's Andi?"

"Alhamdulilah Andi is healed bi!"

"It's made at the dinner table, right?" I asked to make sure before I took her away.

"No! Ma Ayu didn't come home last night!" whispered carefully.

"Oh. Who is this for, dong?"

"Make Mas Sandy. You didn't! yesterday aunty hassles no you Lis. Mas Sandy is very difficult to eat the same as taking the medicine.if so continue how to heal!" suluh bi Marni's.

I stared at the tray that contained so much of that food menu.

"Basic big baby!" My grunts.

"Better, you look up!" his orders.

"Yes, Eyebrow up first yeah bi." I rushed to his room.

GECK.. GECK..

"Excuse me, I brought you breakfast!" my sap then entered the room carefully.I saw Sandy still lying in her bed.

But strangely the window curtain looked open, what last night Bi Marni forgot to close it. I approached the dining table. then moved closer to Sandy mas. her face was plain and looks good.

"That's so dumb!" I muttered looking a long time ago at his direction.

"Mas, it's noon?" I tukasku slowly while tidying the books that are held on the side of the bed.i lyrics again mas Sandy who is still flinch.

then I shook his arm slowly.

"Mas Sandy! it was noon!" this time with a slightly higher voice.

But still no answer. I started to feel panic.I close my index finger and then I checked his breath, still normal but a little weak.

"Mas! mr Sandy!" I started screaming.

Is it possible that Sandy passed out? thought worried.

"Mas Sandy, wake up!" I shake his arm even more.

"Awwhhhh!"His voice was half-crying because of the shock I caused.

I glared sharply at once in shock.

"You can't, if you wake up the friendlier employer!" the door is holding the pain.

I still look at him sharply.

What the hell was that? is he kidding? or am I panicking too much?

"Maybe my hand is also following in the Tea Gypsies!" grunts.

There's anger in my mind. Don't like it to be played like that. I've lost it and it makes me feel fear.fear that somehow explains it.

I got up with difficulty holding back my tears.

"Excession!" grunting's upset.

Now Sandy's face looks panicked.Maybe because of the change in my emotions.The young man woke up and sat holding his nape.

"Amaz I can't sleep! so I take sleeping pills. Eyebrow tea don't look, there's sleeping pills next to the nightstand!"

I glanced at the nightstand, and just realized there was a sleeping pill jar lying there. UH! My panic always ends in embarrassment.

"Next time don't do it again! Sandy had no idea how panicked I was!" tukasku.

The young man looked at me for a long time, there was a sense of regret in the look in his eyes.

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