THE WOMAN (END)
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"Sorry doc, I can't!" tukasku refused Sandy's request.

"The reason?!" ask Sandy then.

I looked at Doctor Hasan doubtfully,

he certainly knows why I can't agree to those terms.

"I can't leave Andi!" I should reason.

"That's all?!" ask Sandy again.

This time I looked at her cynically, Sandy said it lightly, as if Andi was just a doll that I could leave at any time without guilt.

"Eem, on that matter. You just calm down Lis! Sandy has even thought things through. She won't rashly ask you to stay without thinking about anything else."

I still look at the doubtful two.

"There are many guest rooms, just choose which one. you can invite Andi to stay there! if Andi has trouble leaving school, the driver will deliver every day." said doctor Hasan explained in detail.

Actually I am a little suspicious, since when did Hasan doctors understand very well the intentions of Sandy. have they planned this for a long time?

"How's it?!" timpal doctor Hasan again.

"For that I can't decide yet doc! I have to talk to my son first, after all it feels like everything that Doctor Hasan mentioned earlier, is too much for me who is just an ordinary worker." Sahutku Doubt.

Doctor Hasan turned to Sandy who had been twirling his Ballpoint.

"Sorry Lis, don't you get me wrong or Sandy. We do all this purely because you see your job is very good.You know for yourself how Sandy is very difficult to trust new people? and again, you're also just alone with your son. isn't that a very easy thing to decide?" doctor Hasan looked at me as if to question why I was still rejecting this good opportunity.

"Yes doc, thank you very much for the attention of the doctor and Sandy mas. but again, I have not been able to accept this offer.I'm sorry!" Sahutku doubt.

Mas Sandy stared long at Doctor Hasan.

"Well, I'm staying for a while! you guys please talk!" the exit left us both.

I stared at the passing of Doctor Hasan, then turned to throw a glance at Sandy who seemed to have been staring at me for so long.

"It seems free too I beg! I prefer if the Eyebrow tea accepts my offer willingly." he continued.

I smiled thinly, though,

"Sorry, I really don't mean to reject Sandy's goodwill.it's just,-"

"Tea Eyebrow Avoid me?!" She looked at me questioningly.

"It's not so,-"

"Or does Eyebrow tea have another reason?!" Urged again.

"The house is the relic of Alm. my husband. and again, if I leave it will definitely be damaged!" my clear.

"If Eyebrow tea were to remarry, would Eyebrow tea still be there?"

I looked at him Strange.

Sandy's gaze even seemed to be judging me for something.

"Drink first!" I put a glass in my hand.

Sandy took her glass lazily.

"Mas Sandy don't make Bi Marni a hassle! kasian the aunt is old!" sindirku.

"Tea touts Alis know, why still refuse my offer? that means Eyebrow tea doesn't pity Bi Marni!" sandy kept the glass immediately.

"Party Why did Sandy not find another ART to help bi Marni?"

"I don't take care of it, all aunt arranged! including my nurse." obviously

"That's why Sandy kicked out all her nurses? because everything was brought by Ayu's mom?" tanyaku seriously.

"I don't trust new people, except you tea. Because I've known for a long time,- I know a lot about you from Bi Marni."

"What time is mas? how do I feel about knowing Bi Marni for a month? I met you here." I looked at him suspiciously.

Sandy was nervous and tried to avoid my gaze.

"Tea Alis don't need to discuss the others, I'm tired! I want a break!" his sergeant ended our conversation which still felt awkward.

"Yes, let me go to the mas room!" I helped her get up slowly, then I got crutches and I followed her until Sandy arrived in front of her room.

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Upon arrival in the room I let Sandy sit comfortably on her couch. I got him some books he used to read, and I kept them on his desk. According to the contract, I am not yet officially a nurse, but my instinct cannot be lost just because our employment contract ends.

"I live first, sir,"

"Teh," she called me to hold my hand.

I looked slowly, looking at his hand holding me back.

"Why else would you?"

"If Eyebrow tea needs something, please don't hesitate!" sure enough.

"Thank you so much, Mas" I pulled my hand slowly, and it was strange that Sandy didn't want to let go.

I avoid as much as possible any feelings that come to disturb me.

I stabbed deeply until the feeling sank.

Not selfish, I'm just scared.

afraid if I can't keep that feeling well.

Because my heart is very fragile, easy to melt and can even make me crazy about it.

Because my life is not just for me, it belongs to my little angel.

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