
Wedding,..
Who wouldn't want it? The sacred events that are predicted in many people only want once in a lifetime.
A true marriage can bind a person tightly without compulsion.
Once upon a time, my dream marriage was to tie a promise with the one I loved. who could get through old age with him lovingly.
But, uh,...
My marriage began with an irresponsible human lust.wanted me only as a satisfier of his desires not his wife.
Sorry, why I didn't run away.
Angry, why didn't I just fight back then..
But I only realized now.
If my marriage hadn't happened then maybe I wouldn't have met her.
The kind-hearted man who suddenly promised me Heaven.
•••
I'M YOUR BRIDE..
I never thought our marriage would go this fast. A week after the departure of Bi Marni. mas Sandy proposed to me, witnessed by Miss Dewi and Pak Yanto as trustees.
Our marriage was held in my house with simple.only attended Rahma only my best friend and also Doctor Hasan from the Sandy mas party.
I hesitated to accept his proposal because I knew that Ayu's mother would not easily accept me in her big house, but Sandy insisted that she wanted to ask for me as soon as possible. He didn't want me to be hesitant and get away from him.
About Bu Ayu, maybe everything will improve on its own.so the words that Sandy mas uttered when I questioned her blessing.
"You are beautiful I swear!" whispered Rahma while helping to decorate me.
"Don't make it harder!" I patted his arm nervously.
Rahma chuckles.
"Why don't you tell Sinta too? let him be astonished to know that his bride is our boss" teased Rahma.
"No ah. don't! I'm still not confident that I'm actually getting married to Sandy!" I mumbled to look in the mirror.
"Mom not ready yet?" Andi leaned behind the door while peeking at us. I looked slowly.
"Wahh.. My mom is beautiful!" Andi came in and approached me.
"Thank you dear" I said as I held her tightly.
"Andi Seneng doesn't want to have a new papa?" Seloroh Rahma's.
"Seneng dong. let alone his papa handsome and baiiiikkkk really" he chanted enthusiastically.
We both laughed at her adorable behavior.
"Alis, are you ready? hurry out!" bring the Goddess Mother.
After tidying up the kebaya clothes I was wearing we finally came out. Andi led me to sit next to Sandy. The young man looked slowly at me. Maybe he was also nervous to not dare to say and just looked at me deep enough.
"Is no one waiting?" ask pak penghulu.
"No sir!" Doctor Hasan answered steadily.
"Yes, we've just started the show."
After some of the requirements described by the ruler, Sandy tried to say a sacred sentence that was first said in front of me,
"I accept the marriage and marriage of Alis Anjani bint Darmawan with dowry a set of prayer tools and gold jewelry is paid in cash!"
"AH!"
The words of Hamdalah full of gratitude echoed in my house. There was a sense of happiness even though our marriage was very simple.
We sat facing each other, and Sandy kissed me on my forehead for a long time, the first time she shed her tears after Sah became my husband.
There were not many words he said, just constantly smiling at me with a loving look.
Our wedding was deliberately in the afternoon title. So not many neighbors know, except the nearest neighbor from our house. Ms. Dewi and Rahma distributed dozens of parcels that Sandy brought to be distributed to the neighbors.
Time passes so fast. It's 10 p.m., and the new guests will be home.
"Rahma, thank you very much! you want to help me here!" I hugged her tight if there was no Rahma I don't know who to talk to about our marriage.
"Yes, remember! now you have to be happier, can't repeat your past" he said looking teary.
I nodded full of haru, and got closer and closer to her.
"Yes already.you rest.you both must be tired.don't forget tomorrow the stories yes!" whispered half teasing.
"Daaahhh. enjoy your first night!" chirped it while chuckling.
Rahma went home first. I went into the house.I see that Dewi ma'am still seems to be cleaning something in the kitchen, while Mr. Yanto and Sandy Asik mas chatting in the living room.
"Mom, let it be! let Eyebrows do the rest. I'm sure you're tired!" I approached and helped her clean up the furniture.
Madam Goddess turned her head and looked at me haru. Even though he intended to match me with his nephew, but he also could not force a soul mate. and Miss Goddess was one of the people who never opposed my choice.
For him, as long as I live life better, he will be very happy.
I held it tight.
"Thank you ma'am. Mom's been around all this time for Eyebrows. Alis and Andi are so grateful to have a family like you." I murmured softly.
"Yes dear. Congratulations on your marriage, I pray that this will be the last one to pass. Don't hold grudges, you have to be happy." he said.
"Yes, thank you, ma'am."
We talked for a long time, until Reyhan asked to go home because he was sleepy.
"Thank you very much, sir, ma'am.. Thanks for everything!" sandy drove them to the front of the terrace.
I sat in one of the chairs.I saw Andi who seemed busy tidying up his toys.
"Here papa help!" mas Sandy squatted down and helped him.
That sentence may still sound familiar to Andi, but he looks very happy with the fact that Sandy is now a father figure who was lost to him.
•••
My body really hurts. Even I feel tight because all day wearing clothes that are too attached to my body.
"The book is tight, yes" jeloroh mas Sandy who just finished bathing.
"Yes, it's pretty crowded!" I answered while trying to unzip the back.
"here! let me help you!" Sandy approached and tried to open my clothes slowly.
Really am! even though I was with her a lot, but tonight felt so different.I didn't even dare to look at her face.
"Why do you look nervous tea?" whispered
"Not so." Sergeahku fast.
Mas Sandy smelled a smile, she must be thinking nothing of me right now.
"Why should I be ashamed? Andi was asleep" he whispered.
I looked slowly and kept my body away from her.
"Well, I'll take a shower!" My boyfriend left her in the room alone.
At 11 pm is not the right time to shower, even though I use warm water.in fact the cold still pierced my ribs. I went back to the room with the usual nightgown I used. I deliberately chose the long-sleeved one.
Mas Sandy seemed to be fiddling with her phone while sitting leaning on the head of the bed.
"Have you finished your shower? here?" let him pat the empty side next to him.
I stared at him for quite a while. Hopefully this isn't our first night.I can't imagine if he asked for it tonight.
"Why?" mas Sandy looked up and looked at me who was still standing.
"Sandy's not sleepy yet?" I approached her slowly and sat down next to her.
"Lumayan. you're alone?" tanyanya lightly.
"I'm so tired mas.My eyes are also sore" I squirm while yawning weakly.
Sandy smiled sweetly.
"Yes already, here! you sleep and I'll hug you all night. Let's get tired of you missing?" just gently.
I let out a sigh of relief.
At least he didn't talk about our first night now.I immediately buried my head in his chest that field.
*The burly hand hugged me very tightly.it felt warm and comfortable.
Sometimes I feel a sweet kiss on my forehead.
He muttered as he whispered softly,
"Good sleep, my wife*.."
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