
"Everything that happens first, I've been sincere ma'am. maybe that's the best for us. Sometimes I feel if I'm evil. because I always felt that this was the best destiny for me and Andi, but Andi really needed a father figure.but, if Rizal is still alive today, Rizal is still alive, I can't imagine how Andi will be able to see his rude behavior later." I muttered resignedly
"Yes too, you are right lis. mother also agrees with your thoughts. Rizal can't be sweet even to Andi, his own biological son, but thankfully Andi has a regular father who loves him very much.you guys are very lucky!" The Goddess ma'am gently stroked my hand.
"Yes ma'am, thank God. God has given a good husband and father figure to me and Andi." I firmly feel grateful.
"Then, you don't intend to tell your husband about this accident?" ask the goddess then.
"I don't think it's necessary ma'am, I'm still strong" I doubt.
"Don't do that, you now have a husband, don't always get used to carrying the burden alone" he said felt so piercing.
I smiled wryly.
All this time I always carry all the burdens on my shoulders alone. Because of that I always feel, that what I experienced I can pass alone. everything can become ordinary because of circumstances.
"It's a small thing, ma'am. I don't want to look whiny, especially I'm used to this." I murmured.
"Mother also so remember when you used to sprain for a few days can not walk, but you still force yourself to take care of Andi alone" he said.
"Didn't my own mother say, God knows I'm strong, so I was given such a trial." I smiled sweetly.
"You're lis, lis.lis, you can always smile when your feet hurt like that." The drill.
"Excuse me,.." The familiar-sounding voice of the woman suddenly made the two of us turn towards the door.
"Eh, Ms. RT. let's go in ma'am!" sahut bu Dewi's.
"I saw the door of his house open and again there is Andi on the terrace.Must be his mother is also here" he continued.
"Bu Ani,..how are you?" I said with a friendly smile.
"Good news Lis.How are you? healthy?"
"Sorry mom, I can't stand!" i grinned.
"Why?!!" rest assured worry.
"Alis has just fallen, for fixing the lights in her room bu RT."
"God, why force yourself? oh, you are" always looking carefully at my feet.
"Yes mom. I'm not careful to be jatoh." I said lightly.
"Well in the balm love? want to be taken or taken to the clinic? it just so happens that mom's car is at home." she always offers help.
"It's okay mom. I'm fine" I smiled reassuringly.
"This article is recalcitrant ma'am, but I also intend to take him to the clinic earlier." timpal ma'am dewi.
"Mom-mom thank you very much, but I'm sure I'm fine." I tried to calm the two who seemed to start panicking.
"Oh yes.Your husband who is the businessman, has been told?" tanya Bu Ani makes me and ma'am goddess interlocking lyrics.
"Ga need ma'am, I don't want to interfere with his work anyway." I'm short.
"Might not bother you. you guys are newlyweds. I also see your news on TV. well, you are very beautiful there. I sampe pangling. is not it Miss Dewi?" chirping.
I only responded to her words with a thin smile.they were indeed very friendly and also 'funny storytelling' to make me a little able to forget my pain.
Telling a lot of things with ma'am dewi and bu Ani makes me able to be a little entertained.we laughed a lot with funny stories that were thrown by Bu Ani. the chatter around food and the little things about the household made me learn a lot from them what it means to build a commitment.
It is not about how long, or how much love we have for a partner, but how much we are able to give trust to him, so that we can make a solid foundation despite many big hits that try to shake the wall of trust. about what Ani ma'am advised me.
"Other times, we eat here. must be rame ya ma'am." take Ani ma'am
"Well, won't there soon be a children's Studytour? we just eat there" as well as the Goddess who immediately made me remember about the school event.
"Oh yes, I also just completed the payment last week because there are so many expenses" he said.
"Where is the studytour?" manya curious.
"There has been no announcement yet, but maybe, out of town." said Ani sure.
If you remember, Andi's school event this time was the first for me and also cost quite expensive.3 million, not a little money. even I had to bet on a contract with Sandy at that time, and I can't wait to know what activities we will do later.
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PINGING!
PINGING!
"It was late afternoon, I said yes. Eyebrows. heal quickly yes. see you again. assalamualaikum!" his farewell to both of us.
"Greetings hallaikum."
"Mother Goddess if you want to cook Nothing kok bu. soon Mr. Yanto come home right?!" my tukas.
"Are you okay living alone?" tanyanya doubt.
"Aman kok ma'am, there will be Andi with Reyhan here, if need something I would have told them to call mom."
"Yes already then. mother just cook for a while ya." pamitnya later.
PINGING!
I wrote my phone again, which I haven't opened.
"*Honey, where are you? still in the old house? same who?"
"Darling.....?"
"Are you busy, huh? isn't there an Erwin*?" writing again.
"Ck, man,"
I clucked in annoyance as I tried to return the message.
"Sorry, I was chatting with Miss Dewi. It's not good to stay." I explained
"Sandy's gone home?"
....
"I'm still in the office.When do you come home?" he was skeptical
"I don't think I can go home yet" I replied briefly
"Huh? you wanna stay over there? do not try to leave me at home alone Alis Anjani" Threatened with emotional tone but looks funny to me.
"Who wants to leave Sandy mas. I can't go home, because it can't walk. My legs hurt," I explained in the end.
.......
Long time ago Sandy replied to his message, until I began to feel annoyed.is she not curious about what happened to me? why didn't he ask? why didn't he reply? is it possible that he is so busy that he can't return my messages again???
ARRGH!
Sandy is a bitch! I should not have explained the reason earlier and let him sleep alone at home.
Almost half an hour after we sent the message, but there was no sign he would return my message.
I shouldn't have married a guy who's a workaholic like him. He's definitely going to forget about me and focus more on his job.
While Andi and Reyhan Asik were running around in the courtyard of the house, they looked very happy after a long time not playing together.
PINGING!
I fast lyrics my phone.must be Sandy who replied to the message. However, I did not rush to open it and prefer to silence it first. Let him also feel what it feels like to wait.
"Basic! all men are the same!" grunting me while trying to get up from the chair because I want to go to the bathroom.
I walked slowly along the wall and also the broom handle that I held as a pedestal.
"Sandy's mutebelin" I growled again.
PINGING!
This time I lyrics cynical my phone and have absolutely no intention to open the message.
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