THE WOMAN (END)

THE WOMAN (END)
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After taking a shower I stood in front of the bathroom door. I saw Sandy was done changing clothes, and seemed to prepare medicine for me.


I'm really scared right now.I guess, this time he won't forgive me so easily.


Sandy looked up and looked at me long enough,


"Come here,." he said slowly.


Whatever happens I have to speak honestly with him because if I lie, it's the same as giving Vina the opportunity to tell Sandy the truth first.


I sat in front of my husband carefully.


Mas Sandy opened my sleeves slowly.it seemed like the wound was quite deep. because I could feel the pain when the medicine touched my skin.


"Well!" I grimaced with pain.


"Hold it! the scratch wound is quite wide" he explained seriously.


I bit my lips withstands the pain.This pain may not be as much as the heartache Sandy would feel if she knew the truth. I've been lying and not asking permission first. My heart thump this time felt so fast beating.


"It's over!" Mas Sandy put on the wound plaster so that my wound is not exposed to dust and such.


I sighed deeply. I did not dare to look at his face which now seemed to be watching me closely.


"So, why are you getting hurt like this?" in the end the question I feared echoed as well.


"Ja.jumbuh mas," I replied the same as before.


Mas Sandy pulled my chin gently to look at him. I blinked my eyes in fear.


"I called Bi Atun.he said you haven't come home. Then I called you, and you closed it. Lucky I got an answer from Mr. Muh. he said you went to the store, and then I called you,and ask to be picked up there. But unfortunately Mr. Muh is sick. so ask you to take a taxi. is that it?" at length.


I nodded slowly.


"Well, why are you going to the store?" dream again.


I'm surprised I don't think the question will go that far. I was silent for quite a while, which part should I explain first? if I'm talking about Vina who accidentally pushed me, isn't that an exaggeration? I feel like a wife who likes to complain...,


"Did Ivan pick you up?" ask again.


I looked up in shock, though,


"Mas, about that. I had intended to go home mas. I even refused an invitation from Aisyah to come to the store,... "


"But?!"


"But suddenly Rahma forced me to come along for a while, because it happened that Mr. Ivan passed in front of the office.so we hitchhiked up to the store," I explained


"So, everything is wrong Rahma ya.." murmured to draw conclusions.


"Not a mas, though,.. Rahma was not wrong at all. which is wrong my step. I just want to be taken away. whereas at that time it was too lazy." I felt guilty.


"So you're guilty? then what kind of punishment do you want from me?" tanyanya seriously.


I gasped in shock.Even Sandy's stare was so cold to me.


"What should I explain once again, if you are my wife, and you already have children. I let you work, not that you can go anywhere you want.more so go have fun with them until late at night." he explained


"I'm sorry, ma'am.." I looked down in a frown.


"Maybe now, you'd better stay at home. don't go to the office anymore, and it feels better that way." he ordered.


I crumpled my hands together nervously.it felt like I wanted to cry, but somehow I couldn't.


"Sleep, it's late. I'm tired too." Sandy got up from her seat.


I pulled his hand fast.


"Mas, Sandy's really forgiving me right?" tanyaku.


Sandy looked at me coldly.


"You go to sleep, I'm sleepy too." Sandy let go of my hand.


I turned to the side, and Sandy was lying behind me. Even without saying 'good night' as usual.


I shuffled and lay down slowly, there was a sudden feeling of tightness squeezing my heart chamber.


"Good sleep mas" I murmured slowly.


I tried to close my eyes, although to be honest the contents of my head wanted to scream. But it's useless I'm sorry, but Sandy won't change her mind.


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I opened my eyes slowly, wiping the blanket that covered my body. I turned around and was about to wake Sandy up, but I was surprised because Sandy was no longer in her place.


I was shocked and immediately got up.


I lyrics clock on the nightstand. still at 6 am, where did Sandy go?


I immediately woke up, but I was suddenly shocked when I sensed that there was something strange at my feet.


It turns out that both of my ankles have been plaster-wound.I recall the incident last night.it feels, last night mas Sandy only treat my hand wound.is he also treat my foot when I fell asleep. until I didn't realize it? my inner


I glanced at the bathroom.


"Mas, what's Sandy in there?" my hatch is pretty tight.


But unfortunately there is no lawhutan from the inside. is it possible that Sandy has gone to breakfast?


I carefully walked out of the room and headed straight for the dining table. I saw bi Atun tidying up the food container.


"Bi, where's Sandy?" much worry.


"Eh, non Eyebrows are awake. You've gone to the office just now." he explained while tidying up the dishes that I believe Sandy breakfast used.


"Did Sandy say something bi?" my search


"No non. the father said only in order to take care of the non. he said the same leg his hands hurt. so must rest. emang non why?" back to asking.


I fell silent lethargic. Sandy left without even saying goodbye to me. I curse my own actions.how careless you are Eyebrows.until your own husband began to not stand with this attitude of yours.


"Non Eyebrow fever huh?" seloroh bi Atun's.


"Not bi. just a foot blisters, but it's already in medicine kok." I said quickly.


"Yes no, sit down! aunty make breakfast, and you'll wake up Den Andi."


I pulled out a chair slowly and sat down with a feeling of unease.


In fact, quarrels do not always have to scream.The atmosphere of silence is gripping, it is more frightening.


I have made Sandy mad at me so much that she is now indifferent.but this has not even been one day.but I feel like I have given up and reluctant to face tomorrow if she continues to silence me.


I should how?


Who should I ask for help? It even seems to be a punishment from the creator, because I didn't ask my husband for permission.


There were no tears suddenly falling on my cheeks.I hurriedly wiped it. Because I heard the sound of footsteps heading towards me.


"Good morning ma? mama came home last night at what time? Andi's waiting for mama!" ketus protest.


I looked slowly at Andi.


"Mama cry? mama why? mama's sick?" just worried.


"Sorry mom, son, last night, mom came home late, mama's work is a lot." I reasoned.


I can't possibly spill my grief on Andi, and I shouldn't have ignored her.I didn't want to be happy with her.but why now, I'm ignoring her.


It turns out that circumstances are able to make anyone change, including me. even this is nothing, but I have almost lost both the greatest happiness in my life.


I'm sorry Andi...


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