
Honestly or not all actions will certainly get the right consequences.the more we lie will be more difficult also we become people who can be trusted.
Maybe now Sandy doesn't trust me anymore, she won't even let me go back to the office.
I glanced at all the files that were in Sandy's study. Since breakfast this morning, I was deliberately looking for a place to be alone. And finally I decided to go into this room.at least some books can keep me busy, and not dissolve in disappointment.
PINGING!
I looked quickly.
I took my cell phone that I accidentally kept on the couch.
"You're not in the office? wh why? last night you took a taxi or picked up a driver?" ask Rahma.
From this morning until 11 pm, Rahma had just contacted me. Maybe she was too busy to forget to ask me about last night when she should have been more worried about my fate. because of his insistence, I finally chose to come to the store.
"CK!" decakku was afraid.why also I blame Rahma.he certainly did not know about this.he also certainly did not want all this to happen.
"I got Sandy's pick-up." I got a quick reply. I'm tired anyway if I have to tell you about what happened last night.
"Huh?! how anyway? mr Sandy's angry, isn't he? he must be raging, is he the same as you? well. pantesan had met in the lobby his face was very tangled." he explained at length.
"Yes, it looks like Sandy's mad" I said again.
"Semalem is not Ivan sir who nawarin to nganter huh? how anyway? did they meet? mr. Sandy is jealous of Ivan?" inquiringly.
"Later the story yes.I again take care of the house" concluded me lethargic.
"Yes.tomorrow you will tell me." he suggested.
"I don't promise. I'm not feeling well anymore." I'm obviously trying to avoid.I don't know, I think now I'd rather spend my time alone.
"Okay well." she looked a little disappointed.
A second later when I was about to save my phone, my phone suddenly rang again. I frowned in wonder, what was suddenly he calling.
"Hello doctor, good afternoon." I said.
"Allies. Ah sorry to interrupt. earlier Sandy contacted me, she asked me to ask about your condition. is it still sick? if you need special handling, you just say?" unambiguously
"No need to dock. I'm fine, thank you doc."
"What happened, I asked Sandy but she seemed to be lazy to talk. Did you guys fight?" tanyanya seriously.
I breathe heavily. Hearing doctor Hasan's question.There is a sense of haru at once confused, how should I answer it.
"Hello, anyway,.. "
"Yes doc, sorry.it looks like Sandy is angry with me. But, I am wrong here." I complained in the end.
"Not to be sad. Sandy is like that, you have to be more patient.after all she does not seem really angry.the proof is that she still cares about your condition, so you just calm down. Rest is enough" he advised.
"Yes doc. thanks for the advice" I said a little relieved. At least Hasan's doctor knew very well how Sandy was.
Doctor Hasan ended the conversation and said goodbye first, as he was still a little busy this afternoon.
After calling, I walked back to the bookshelf and folder neatly arranged.while slightly cleaning the location of the books a little messy because it was read by the owner.
"Hopefully, Sandy Gak was angry again if he saw the workroom clean." I sighed though not sure.
I spent all day in my husband's study, reading a few books from thin to very thick, to make my eyes a little tired, and without feeling like I was sleeping.
•••
"Mama.. wake up ma? mama has not had lunch said bi Atun," suddenly Andi's voice sounded soft while shaking my shoulder slowly.
"Huh?" i'm aghast.
I looked at Andi for a moment.how could Andi be here. shouldn't he still be in my inner school.
"What time is it, son, why are you here?" selorohku.
"It's 2 o'clock ma. Andi has gone home from school.mama why is it here?!"
"Mama abis read and read the book. uh, it's sleep." I said as I closed the last open page I read.
I fell asleep long enough.
"Oh, aren't you going to work?"
"Dear, my feet hurt, so I want to rest at home first." I explained again.
I immediately showed both of my legs that were indeed abrasive.
"Definitely because of mom, keep wearing shoes? so his legs are scuffed." he chanted.
"Yes dear.it's painful.." I scowled lethargic.
"Yes. If so, Andi help mama walk? mama has to have lunch." take it sincerely.
I smiled. A child of her age could be so considerate of me. Andi. All this time Andi was able to make me continue to be excited to live my days.
Me and Andi walked together towards the dining table.it seemed that all the food was ready on the table.
"Bi, bi Atun why cook so much?" I stared at bi atun who then approached the dining table while carrying fruits.
"Say father. mother should eat a lot so that cepet healed, let's be healthy as well" he said.
"That's it bi." I muttered as I sat limp in the chair.
Mas Sandy was cold to me. But why did she prepare everything.Even for food alone, she came to this.
"Let's eat non, this is a good vegetable for health." persuaded bi Atun.
"Andi wants the vegetables bi, can ya?" seloroh Andi held up his plate high.
"May darling. Andi also ate a lot of, son," he said softly.
I look at Andi who looks so greedy when eating. Maybe he is very tired after a day of studying at school.
It felt that even though the food in front of me was so much, somehow suddenly my appetite had gone. It seemed like my mood had still not improved.
Despite feeling lazy, I still devoured the food in front of me.
"When did you eat it, Gak abis?" ask Andi.
"Your mother is full dear." I said lethargic.
"Mama want to go to the room? come on Andi Anter!" bring him.
"Yes already. come on. Later Andi shower abis it learn yes" I ordered.
Andi nodded obediently, and we left the dining table afterwards.
•••
I've been staring at my phone for a long time. It's 8 o'clock and Sandy's not home yet.she even skipped dinner without calling me.
My feelings are really not good right now.Sandy's still very angry with me. And I don't know what to do to make him forgive me.
While daydreaming, suddenly there were footsteps coming to my room.Sandy must have gone home.
Immediately I saved my phone and pulled out a blanket to pretend to be asleep,
CLAMPS, CLOVES,
The footsteps stopped for a moment, then came back closer and closer and stopped at the edge of the bed.
I squinted my eyes slowly, peeking at the figure of Sandy mas who was now behind me while removing his shoes.
Sandy was silent for a long time, her breathing was so slow. Maybe she was so tired that she came home at 7 p.m.
When Sandy turned her head, I went back to being calm and continued my sleep.
Sandy got up and heard the sound of the shower being turned on.
I opened my eyes slowly, he would not approach me at all. Usually if I fell asleep, he would swiftly approach and kiss my forehead.
This feeling is so torturous!
I closed my eyes again as Sandy came out of the bathroom, and this time she sat next to me. Her cold hands gently rubbed my elbows that were still on the wound patch.
Then the soft touch landed on my cheeks.there was pain that made me want to scream right then and there.just a little touch like this alone has made me unable to. I really miss Sandy's warm mas, the attentive Mas Sandy.
Sandy put her hand away and was about to get up.
"Buck,... " I quickly pulled his hand.
Mas Sandy was stunned when she found out that I was just pretending to be asleep.
• • • • • • •