THE WOMAN (END)
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The sky is so beautiful tonight. Even the distant Starlight can be clearly seen from the window of my house.

My feelings can be a little calmer now, especially if not for Sandy who just finished contacting me via Videocall call.

Besides because Sandy already looks fine, I am also happy to see her being able to chat with Andi for quite a while. Andi didn't even want to turn off her phone.

I don't know what our relationship will be like, but for now, I just want to be with her. let Andi get her attention, even though I know I'm too selfish to let Andi be my reason for being with her.

As Rahma said some time ago, I had to immediately find a prospective father for Andi, because basically Andi really needs a father figure.

although I can live alone, but not with Andi.

Not terbesit in the slightest by me, whether I can find the figure of 'Father' for my son later.although I and Sandy have been in a relationship as a couple, Sandy has been in a relationship as a couple, but for such a serious thing it feels too early. I'm also not sure if the two of them can accept each other later.

Such thoughts often make me feel uncomfortable in a relationship. I was too afraid if I was not worthy enough for Sandy.

Because I realized, of all the aspects that exist to me none of which make me look equal to him.

I let out a long sigh, every night there was endless anxiety and it made it difficult for me to sleep in the end.

PINGING!

I wrote my phone lying on the table, who sent me this midnight message, I thought.

PINGING!

I finally gave up and got up from my bed.

#Lis, I'm still curious about your relationship with Sandy!

#Tomorrow we should talk. At lunch, I'll drop by the tavern!"

"Yephhh!" I sighed listlessly at the message from Rahma. I had guessed that she would ask me this.

#Well, I'll see you tomorrow afternoon!

Short reply.

I put my feet back on the bed. It seems I have to rest immediately, prepare the energy to tell a long story tomorrow to my best friend.

•••

"Ma, Andi's leaving! assalamualaikum," he said as he kissed my hand.

"Be careful on the road, baby!" I stared at his passing while focusing on sweeping the courtyard of the house.

I finished doing my activities at home and I was getting ready to go to work.

This morning I walked down the road to a public transport stop as usual.

"Lis, you want to go to work?" the voice of the Goddess mother instantly made me look back.

"Eh, mommy, ma'am, just left!"

"Will you go to the market?" ask me when I see the shopping cart that he usually carries.

"Yes, I want to buy fruits for noon to go to the house of my sister-in-law mother.he is sick again."

"What do you mean Erwin's parents?!" I was shocked.

"Yes right. Erwin came home first two days ago, and the new mom will be there later in the afternoon after Reyhan comes home from school." he explained.

It is only fitting that for a few days I have never seen Erwin mas through my front house, it turns out he has returned to his hometown.

"May Erwin's parents be okay mom!"

"Thank you Lis. You also take care of your health. don't get sick!" mutilate.

Miss Dewi pamit first when the public transportation she was waiting for had come. while I was still waiting for public transportation to the tavern.

"Good morning!" I say hello to some of the workers who have arrived at the store.

"For Bro Eyebrow." Metta waved her hand at me.

"Sister!" seloroh Aisyah who shouted from behind. apparently the girl also just arrived.

"You just came too!" I was waiting for him at the entrance.

"Yes, it was on the road jammed." he lamented.

"Because it's so quiet there's no Eyebrow!" Aisyah was singing her lips lethargic.

"Sorry dad! you must be busy!" I grinned in shame.

I should have been able to **full work in a week. let alone this is a new store.not good taste with other workers because they have asked for a holiday at the beginning.

"Well, we know nothing! if you have kids later, I'll be too. busy here and there!" sahut Aisyah seemed to understand my difficulties.

"So don't pray you don't experience the same rich brother yes.you must be successful first just married and have children!" I patted her shoulder expectantly.

Young people like her must have high ideals. enjoy a happy youth, do not be too hasty to get married let alone become a mother. Because being a wife and mother is not an easy thing.There will be many unexpected things, and if they are not strong to live it. not a few of them end up frustrated even experiencing mental disorders or even worse, can end in death.

"Amiinu. Brother Alis is right! we as women do not want to be just a wife and mother only, but must have the title of wife and model mother.yeah!" Aisyah broke down a sweet smile.

"Tumben once said you are good at hearing Ais." my god chuckled.

"Ais read the book about parenting kak. it turns out that parents are really not easy, brother!" just enthusiastic.

"Already! Talk about his son later!" Ikhsan thrust Apron at Aisyah so that she immediately put it on.

"Oh, we're having a serious conversation!" aisyah ketus.

"Udah-ud. Don't fuss. You're rich cats are just like rats!" my Lerai while walking towards the employee locker room.

•••

This morning the atmosphere in the shop was not as crowded as opening day.made us a little calmer and not rushed.

"So soon, we can still relax, sis.wait for the hour as clear as passing. HUH! yesterday we felt like bawuran. really tired!" metta was busy cleaning the table.

"Patience!" I said with a smile full of enthusiasm.

"I love to see the Work Eyebrows. Rich There is no fatigue!" adjutant

"You're excessive. Brother is also an ordinary man, can be tired of your rich.just the difference, I'm not used to heavy work rich gini!" obviously, I remember how heavy it is to work as a factory worker.

"Where does Alis work?"

"In one of the automotive tool assembly plants, the place is quite far from here."

"Certainly why did brother come out? if such a factory must be a pretty big salary, right?" curious investigation.

"Yes, but the place is too far from home.sister is also not good to leave a child alone at home."

"Sorry brother, if you may know. Husband brother where? he's not working?" Metta seemed to whisper closer to me.

I stared at him long enough.

"God!" Deheman's voice from the direction of the entrance made us both startled.

"Sir Ivan, good morning sir!" greet Metta with a slightly shocked expression.

Mr. Ivan stood there long enough.it seemed that he had heard our conversation.

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