THE WOMAN (END)
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CLAMPS!

I nodded slowly when I heard the door open.

FUCKIN' SHIT! my dream has finally gone.

Who would dare disturb my rest now,

I glanced to the left, where the sound of footsteps approached me.

"Sorry sir, wake you up. I have to change the bandage" the nurse said as she approached my feet.

I looked carefully at the sister's face, did she have a face like Eyebrows? or maybe he was Eyebrow, I looked slowly because I did not want to be discovered. Besides, my head movements must be very slow and will not be seen by him.

The nurse turned to the nightstand, to pick something up. From a close enough distance, I could see it clearly.

WASN'T! he opened the woman, she was not an Eyebrow. Did I want her too much, until suddenly she came in my dream? but how can it be?!

I also do not know where it is now. let alone my condition like this, it is definitely impossible for me to meet him again.

I'm squeezing my fingers.

"Damn," I grunted slowly.

"Why sir? mr. Sandy needs anything?" the sister apparently heard my slow snort.

"NO!" cold answer.

The nurse changed the bandage carefully.Sometimes she turned to me, making me really uncomfortable.it seemed like the sister was very young.maybe 5 years younger than me. She was also very sweet. but that's not what I want, though,

Not even thousands of beautiful women can replace my dream just now.

"Sir Sandy wants breakfast? or need to go to the toilet?" tanyanya doubt.

I did not answer and preferred to turn my face to the right side.

"I'll wait for you here! if you need something, just call me" she said, the nurse went to the corner of the room while sitting and reading a book.

Why did bi Marni instead let her stay in my room. Since when did I give permission to share the room with strangers.

I let out a pissed breath.

I looked up at the ceiling of my room, my memory glaring away at things I honestly didn't want to remember. My last meeting and quarrel with Vina, seemed to be a deadly poison. sick and angry.at least that was how I felt when I remembered her.

"Aargh!" My leg suddenly throbbed pain. The sitting nurse was shocked and immediately approached me.

"Sir Sandy why? is anyone sick?" tanyanya panic.

"Pergiiiii.." expel me to him.

The anger and frustration made me really want to always be angry at anyone who tried to get close.

The confidence lost to this accident, made me reluctant to accept the fact that I was now unable to walk.

Will I be paralyzed forever? inner screaming.

"Aaaarrrgghhh!" I screamed hysterically.

The nurse just looked at me confused, and then she just went out.

Not long after Bi Marni came.

"Buck,.. Why Sandy? relax mas!" the door came closer to me.

I sobbed while clutching her thin body, the old woman finally came crying.

"Please, son, God will not test his servant beyond his limits.Sandy must be strong and can get through this." bi Marni tried to calm down. only those words were able to make me a little calmer.

If mom and dad were alive, they wouldn't let me suffer like this, but, even though bi Marni wasn't my mom, she said, at least his affection was more than enough to treat my longing for my mother even though it was only for a while.

•••

A day and two I was getting tired of the nurse brought by Doctor Hasan. I asked bi Marni to find another nurse who was more motherly. I don't like it when the ones who take care of me are young girls.

They can only show their beauty compared to their seriousness in taking care of me. If this is the case, I might be able to recover.

"Mas Sandy has been almost two weeks, Gonta changed nurses.want to find what Gimana again mas," complained bi Marni while preparing food for me.

"Find it," I murmured slowly.

"Yes, but where are you looking? aunt is confused! mas Sandy just said, look, look, it's hard, '" protested.

To be honest I can talk at length, it's just that my mouth and cheeks still feel pain.Especially now, I have the flu and it makes it difficult for me to breathe when talking a lot.

"You don't use a nurse, later Sandy no one takes care of. right do you know yourself, aunty's work a lot. or this is how a mas, aunty nyari in the village? don't use the nurse from the hospital.later aunt spoke first with doctor Hasan. How, agreed?!" chirping.

"Hm" I hesitated.

Is it possible that Bi Marni can get a reliable nurse in the village? the learned sister alone is difficult to make me comfortable. let alone people from the village.but, what's wrong trying, I let bi Marni arrange everything this time.I hope she does not choose wrong.my mind is hopeful.

With a stiff body like this, I do need the mercy of people to take care of me. despite prestige and also uncomfortable, but what can I do.

•••

Tonight, I deliberately asked Dr. Hasan to add a little sleeping pills for me, even though he initially refused, because it is at risk of disturbing my nervous system which is still in the process of healing but because I feel uncomfortable if I always wake up in the middle of the night, finally the doctor Hasan complied with my request, even with a very small dose, at least it can help me sleep soundly.

Finished giving me sleeping pills, doctors Hasan and Bi Marni pulled out and let me rest.

My body, which began to be affected by sleeping pills, slowly began to get sleepy and finally I was able to sleep comfortably.

Do you believe that a reality that actually comes from an unexpected little dream???

I didn't believe it myself at first,

In the end, that fact almost drove me crazy for a moment.

I dived in a very distant and alien dream.

in the dream, I walked on a very long and lonely road.

Obviously this is a dream, how could I possibly walk this surf if not in a dream, right?

But where am I really going? what am I looking for in a quiet place like this?

There was not even a single human in sight.What was this in the afterlife?

Did Doctor Hasan give me too many doses of sleeping pills, until I hallucinated fatally?

BUMM!

BUMM!

There was a loud bang from behind. I turned in shock to ascertain what the sound was.

"Fire?" I shrieked softly and tried to save myself from the pounding of the fireball which was getting louder and faster rolling towards me.

With great difficulty, I ran bouncing in all directions to avoid the cursed thing.

I was sweating, my body was hot, and my throat was so dry that I could hardly scream.

""A-Aairrrh!" Jeritku.

I'm trying to ask for water who I don't know.

"Well! why Mas?"

"Airrr..Thirsty! Airerr!" again with difficulty.

"Oh, Water drink yes Mas. It's Mas!"

Suddenly my mouth was given a hose until finally the water felt soaked my throat.

"Slow down, slow down. Let's not sprain!" a voice guides you full of anxiety.

"Baweeel.." I spontaneously angered the owner of the voice.

I gasped, conscious and not. I also ventured to open my eyes.

That woman,....

Why, could he be in front of me now? am I still dreaming? but obviously the water I was drinking just now felt real, even when I reguk I could still feel the cold soaking up my esophagus.

I blinked my eyes slowly. Her figure really exists and for the first time, I could have sworn she was very real.

Eyebrow Anjani,

How dare he show up when I start trying to forget him,.

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