THE WOMAN (END)
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After returning from the hospital I immediately brought Andi back home.Give him the food and medicine given doctor Hasan earlier.

"Andi rest yes, let the spit heal!" I compressed his forehead so that the heat immediately came down.

"Mommy sleeps too, ma" she asked, then held my hand tightly.

I smiled faintly, I rubbed my head and lay down beside Andi.

facing this kind of thing alone was common to me. It was even harder, when Andi was sick I did not have the money to buy medicine.let alone for Andi Treatment to eat, we were very difficult.

Depending on a man who is said to be the most responsible man for my life and Andi in fact does not produce anything. Moreover, my husband is more happy to spend time outside the house.gambling to motor racing seems to have become an ingrained hobby for him.

If I remember how I was able to marry her, it's really a disgusting thing for me to remember.

My parents are the old-fashioned, old-fashioned type of parents because my husband wanted me to be his wife, he made and spread false news to the villagers. that I have been stained for what he did.

And without asking me the truth. My father immediately asked him to account for all his actions. I, who was desperate, could do nothing. Slander throughout the village had already spread and made my parents Shame and have no face.

Crying,..

I used to cry, complaining to God for the injustice of my life's destiny.

questioning what exactly is the purpose behind all these tragic events that have befallen me.

The gossip, insults and eye-views of those who consider me contemptible are enough to make my world narrow.

It took a long time for me to dare to voice the injustice I had inflicted on my husband, ignoring his every rude act and making it a whip so that I could endure raising Andi alone.

And in the end, it is death that becomes the arbiter of the impasse of my Reason.when I cannot escape the bonds that bind my life. God brought with him the love of my husband to eternal nature.

I am not a woman who has no heart and is grateful for every disaster that has befallen the people I hate.

There was a bit of concern after his departure, namely Andi.

My son is an orphan, which I regret.

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The sound of birds chirping at the back of the house sounded so noisy that it made me frown several times. It seemed last night I slept beside Andi. until when I opened my eyes, I was still open,the sunlight already looks high enough to indicate that it is morning. But my body felt lazy to get out of bed.

Drrr.. Drrr..

The sound of vibration coming from my phone made me realize.

"Astagfirullah, I'm bad luck!" I screamed and turned to Andi, I touched her forehead, to make sure the fever had subsided.

"Alhamdulilah, his fever has come down"

I get out of bed.

I reached for my phone and I saw who was busy calling me this early.

"Mas Sandy?!" My hiss was shocked when I saw that there were 10 incoming calls from him.

"Geez! I forgot to tell bi Marni that I'm not going in today." I stared at the phone screen and immediately I called Bi Marni for permission.

"Hopefully Mas Sandy wasn't angry" I muttered at the wall clock that showed at 8am.

"Hello bi, I'm sorry I just called!" tukasku hesitated when Bi Marni raised her call.

"Allah Lis, where have you been? mas Sandy came down from the room just for nanyain you have come what not! you're still at Lis's?" he asked in wonder because I'm not usually like this.

"Again sorry bi, today I can not permission? Andi has a fever again, I can't leave her alone at home!" obviously I'm full of regrets.

"Innalilahi, is your son sick? have you checked with a doctor?" tanyanya sounded anxious.

"Udah bi. So now I can get permission, right? please tell me the same Sandy yah bi?!" i'm begging.

"Yes, if your child is sick, your aunt can't do anything!" The cut was not so good.

"Thank you Bi. Bi Marni is the best!" my flattery's relieved.

I hung up the phone and went back to meet Andi. After seeing her so asleep I immediately went to the kitchen. I made her a bean porridge and her favorite warm soup.

Again the regret appeared, until when will I continue to abandon Andi?

When can I give her complete happiness?

I let out a heavy sigh, somehow the future of Andi will be as bright as my Hope?

or can it be as high as my wish?

I did have to work extra hard at it, putting aside people's prejudices that I wouldn't be able to support my son alone. Nothing is impossible for me as long as I try to make all my big dreams come true through Andi.

TING, TING,

my phone went back on, a short message came in from Mas Sandy.

#Tea Eyebrow where? I haven't had breakfast?!"

I stared cynically at the content of the message, spoiled base.A day I take a day off when I can't.

Besides, Mas Sandy has to get used to it without me. Anyway, later I will also leave the house.

I weighed long enough, should I reply to this message? but what am I supposed to say? Do I have to be honest, if I can't work because Andi's sick? Ah, I'm afraid Sandy's gonna prolong the problem and end up with a tough debate. I let the message go, did I not ask Bi Marni for permission. let Bi Marni explain everything.

I went to clean the whole house. When I opened the door I saw in front of the courtyard of the house of Miss Dewi, there was a motorbike that I did not recognize parked there.

"Who's this early in the morning visiting?" I muttered while sweeping the floor.

I saw a young man coming out of the house of the goddess Maam in neat clothes like a person who was about to go to work, followed by the Goddess maam who accompanied him in front of the terrace while talking.

Who is that young man? I just saw him this time.is he the sister of the Goddess mother? I think I memorize very well anyone family mom Dewi who often visit.

"Alis, you don't work?" ask the goddess when she sees me in front of the terrace.

"No ma'am, Andi's sick again." I replied with a smile.

Lady Goddess and the young man came out of the courtyard towards the road.

"Lis, menyein! his nephew mas yanto from malang!" Ms. Dewi looked attractive 'forced' the sweet-looking young man approached the terrace of my house.

"Oh, his nephew, Mr. Pantesan, never saw!"

"I Erwin tea,Bude a lot of stories about the same old me!" He just extended a hand.

I smiled hearing his words. What might Miss Goddess talk about me to her.

"Alis," I shook his hand briefly.

"Mas Erwin's working?" ask him

"Yes Lis, mengumpulin capital for marriage. almost 30 years old but still at home single!" sahut Bu Dewi's.

Erwin seemed uncomfortable with his aunt's words.

"The present time is not easy to find a partner mom. we have to pick. yes mas!" My seloroh tried to help him.

"ah! if you think it's rich it can be single for life Lis" chirped bu Dewi.

"Bude, I'm off to work first. Excuse me for eyebrows!" Tukas mas Erwin left us in a hurry. It seemed like he was uncomfortable with his own aunt's 'Chat.

"Yes, you be careful!"

Me and the Goddess stared at his disappearance.

"Mas Erwin wants to stay here, ma'am?" much

"It seems like the hell that is, Yanto's mass asked.well, who knows here he dapet mate. you also still do not have a companion right Lis?" the Goddess looked at me expectantly.

I grinned confusedly at his chirping which I thought was absurd.

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