THE WOMAN (END)
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When you start to doubt one thing. Believe me, it is a form of your vigilance against a threat!

But what about the doubt about the heart? about love? Is that a threat too?

Understand, in love there is never the slightest threat.

The night sky was so clean after a heavy rain this afternoon. I closed the doors and windows. I approached Andi who was working on her PR.

"Have you done the PR, son?" ask me to check the work.

"Yet ma! just one more!" he said with a focus on his book.

I rubbed his head gently, as I watched his work.

Drrtts... Drrr...

My phone alarm vibrated, I immediately grabbed the phone. I accidentally installed Alarm at 8 pm.

I wrote a short message, though,

#Good night, my,

sorry to interrupt. I just want to ingetin if it's time for Sandy to take the medicine!"

I sent the message immediately, then refocus accompanied Andi.

"Who did you send a message to?" ask Andi who seems to know what I just did.

"Mama sent a message to my mother's employer, who was sick again" I explained

"Mama's master who loves Andi shoes well ma?"

"Yes, baby,"

"Ma, please dong say the same om his, mopping up! let her see Andi wear those shoes!" her door.

"Let's tell ya baby!" Sahutku doubt.

I turned my head slowly as I heard my phone vibrate again interspersed with incoming messages from 'her'.

#I have trouble sleeping! Because of physiotherapy this morning, next to my leg hurts!"

I stared at the message for a long time.Is he really sick? or is it just his wits? but, if I remember the words of Doctor Hasan yesterday.maybe this is one of the effects of the accident experienced by mas Sandy especially he has no parents. it is easy to whine and upset, of course he really needs support. my thinking.

#There are painkillers on the tray I have prepared! sandy's just drinking! don't forget to take your medicine!"

#Oh yes, one more. There is a message from Andi, he said mas Sandy must be cured immediately so he can see her wearing sandy gold shoes at that time. SPIRIT MAS!!!"

I ended my message with a sincere smile Emoji.Hopefully with that mas Sandy so excited to heal.

PINGING!

#Send my thanks to Andi, for cheering me on tea!"

#I'm taking medicine now!"

(accompanied by a photo containing the palm of the hand that is holding some type of medicine).

I smiled. It was easy to persuade Sandy.

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This morning Somehow there was a fairly severe traffic jam.even almost 15 minutes of public transportation that I was riding was unable to move. Some passengers even chose to get off and walk. I watch the clock in my hand.

"Still a long time, mang?" ask the driver in front.

"Wah less know neng, but my friend said there was an accident in the third.so it jammed!" inexplicably.

Me and the other passengers were confused. Should I walk, but from this road to Sandy's mas house quite far. Or am I just waiting until the traffic is reduced? gamang kankaku.

"I am down! the school's bad luck!" one of the passengers in high school uniform.

"Pardon me! I'm down too!" I gave you two pieces of paper money two thousand.

I got out of the car and walked quickly down the sidewalk, and sure enough, the traffic jams were snaking up to a few hundred meters ahead.

Approaching the fork, I saw a motorbike lying with considerable damage while a victim was being taken to an ambulance by several police and residents.

My gaze shimmered watching the people around the scene. But there was one sight that suddenly disturbed me.

The body lying covered in blood, the black leather jacket, as well as the shoes that I was clearly familiar with. I blinked and hesitated closer. I'd love to approach that body, to make sure what I see is true.

A policeman approached his body, then reversed the sideways position of the body.

"Mas Rizal!" Surprised scream.

Instantly my body shook violently and then felt limp, my vision blackened and darkened......

•••

There are not many things I remember while with him. There are only remnants of tears and quarrels.

I hate him, I hate his way of treating me badly, I hate the way he talks to me rudely, I hate the look in his eyes that looks at me like a slave ******.

But I also feel sorry for him, when his body is covered in fresh blood, when his eyes look at me, when his mouth gaping calling my name with a sting. I want to forgive all his mistakes I want to overcome this hatred, I want to overcome this hatred, and if I could choose, then,...

I sincerely accept all my pain as long as he comes back to life.

Even in such a thin time with death, I still pray a do'a, so that he can change and not hurt us again.

A doubt and regret, though,

Two big things are now on my mind.

where should I heal my wounds?

Until when will my wounds continue to throb when I remember about him and all his bitter memories?

I blinked my eyes slowly, so I heard some people talking but I don't know who.

I turned to the side, I saw Madam Dewi massaging my hands with wind oil.The smell was able to pierce my sense of smell.

"Alis, thank God you are awake! god, why are you Lis?!" tanyanya Worried.

I looked at the Confused Goddess Ma'am,

"Say your people shout calling Mas Rizal's name? Istigfar lis, he's quiet down there!" obviously that finally reminded me of what happened this morning on the road.

"Astagfirullah hal adzim..!" Mumamku.

"Drink Lis first!" Teh Ani's voice rang out clearly while giving me water.

"Kok I can be here ma'am?" tanyaku later.

"So Ani tea came home from the market, she was shocked to see people gathering and take you to the edge.she thought you were the victim of an accident!" obviously anxious.

"Yes lis, luckily I got off the bike! and know that you are, because I saw the clothes that you often wear!" Changed again.

"Thank you so much tea!" tukasku.

"What time is it, ma'am?" I gasp, I should be at work right now.

"Udah! you don't have to go to work first! you rest! I called Bi Marni. Mom said you fainted on the street! so take it home!" unambiguously

What about Sandy's mas therapy? Must be waiting for me now? I look around me.

"This..! you're looking for your HP lis? from that sound on! look who knows what's important." Madam Dewi handed me my phone.

#Teh...?"

#Where's Eyebrow?"

#Don't tell me the road is jammed again?"

15 Missed called......

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