THE WOMAN (END)
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"San, please don't misunderstand me!" seloroh Ivan tried to get closer but firmly clasped his hand that tried to reach me.

"You guys are really great!" I smiled bitterly at a sight I did not expect this morning.

"I thought you wouldn't come to pick me up. I'm sending you a message why aren't you answering?" ask Vina as if to blame me.

"If I don't answer your message! is this all worth it in return?" ask me not to understand.

"Darling, don't misunderstand me! we've got nothing!" Vina came closer. I held her body back from getting any closer.

"Maybe there's nothing now.I'm just afraid that one day, everything I'm worried about will happen" I murmured.

Ivan and Vina threw each other confused looks.

"Say when did you meet?" I stared at Vina sharply.

"New now! it was also because she happened to pass by" her face was nervous.His gaze was unfocused.and I was sure that Vina was lying to me right now.

"You can't lie" I said

"San.lo don't have to be rich little children deh. we've known for a long time. I couldn't have taken Vina from lo" as well as Ivan.

"Maybe.if I don't see all this right now.maybe, sometime..!" I shook weakly.

"ENOUGH SAN! I've been patient enough Well the same attitude you're selfish with!" Chirps Vina fiery.

I frowned in surprise. Why is he the one who was angry with me? is this a joke?

"I'm honest now! we've seen him a lot in the last few months. Ivan is always there for me. He always invites me to talk if you again can not nemenin me. You are always busy with cooperation. and forget if you have me! I hate always being in the duet number! especially when I found out you were openly financing a woman in your company because her husband died. I get why you're always so busy with work!" it sounds very sure.

"What do you mean Vina? where did you hear all the news? who has instigated you?!" hisisku.

"Vina already! this is a public place!" ban Ivan when he realized everyone was starting to notice the three of us.

"I'm sick of your attitude! you always talk like I'm wrong.I always ignore you. whereas you alone can not give time for our relationship."

Protest annoyed.

"Not all this time, you who often forget me Vin? you put your work first.You even dared to meet Ivan behind me?!" my tale does not want to lose, because in fact he is the same as me.

Vina snorted holding back her anger

"Our relationship can't be saved! i hope! this is the last time we'll meet!" Vina breezed to leave us both, followed by Ivan who then chased after her.

I just silently stared as the two of them left.

So, am I the guilty one?

And I'm the one who ended up being dumped like this?

The world suddenly seemed to collapse in front of me.

•••

Today was a very bad day for me. I don't want to go back to looking for Vina, but I'm also confused if my relationship should just end.

But, no!

Vina already had Ivan, the man would definitely always be loyal to her. I don't need to worry, my mind smiles with the pain I bear.

There was resentment, disappointment was also anger mixed into one. I drove my car to one of the most famous bars in downtown. Even though it was still midday, I barged in and ordered some drinks.

"But we haven't opened yet sir!" check out one of the waiters.

"Where's your manager? get him here and make me a drink!" I reached into my pants pocket and pulled out the wallet full of credit cards.The waiter looked at me scared. Then ran to call his manager.

"Oh, Mr. Sandy! long time no see!" he knew me and Ivan were regular customers of their bar, so there was no way he could just forget me.

Quickly the fat man provided me with all kinds of expensive alcoholic beverages, allowing me to choose whatever I wanted.

I pulled out a glass of Tequilla that his servant had just put on the table.

"I'll stay a while! you please serve Sandy well!" the manager's orders passed.

"Is there no music here? can't you guys turn on the music to cheer me up?" lolid door.

I sat up straight and looked at a DJ who started playing songs for me.

I smiled. At least there were still a lot of people who cared about me at a time when I was like this.

I spent all day at the bar, I don't even remember where my phone is and my car keys.

A pretty waitress drove me to one of the more enclosed rooms.she let me sleep there.

"Bring all those drinks over here!" my door was a little dazed when I was about to sit. then I had my backrest on the sofa. I think my head is difficult to erect.

Two cute girls suddenly came and sat down near me. One of them tried to take off my suit

"You can go! I just want to be alone!" throw me at both of them.

I circulated my gaze at the entire bar that was still quiet.of course because it was still daytime.

I turned my eyes to the glass on the table. It was empty. It had no contents at all.

I pulled the glass with pity.

"You must want a drink too, right?" I muttered as I called the waiter

By hurrying the woman to rest and then pour a glass of wine for me her distinctive aroma really feels soothing to the mind.

*The world is full of jokes and stupidity.

It's hard for me to keep my relationship, but it's real....

It was so easily destroyed!

Is all this my fault?

Am I being too stupid to let Vina go?

why don't I go after him*?

**How weak I am..

Why do I have to be like this? can't I be tough? aren't there many women out there?

I smile at myself laughing.

I'm trying hard! I try not to cry.

But the truth is, I'm weak.I can't deal with my problems.

The shadow when my parents died seemed to reappear in front of me.

The little me thrashed and cried, and maybe that's what I am now.

Fucking stupid man**!

I'm confused, but I don't know why either? I lay quietly on the sofa with a faint smile and a drop of tears that I had not seen since when to split my cheek.

I closed my eyes slowly, hoping that my body would come back refreshed after waking up.

•••

"Sir! it's late, does Sandy want us to take you home?" the waiter woke me up carefully.

I squinted my eyes slowly.

"What time is this?" tanyaku lirih

"At 9 p.m., sir. I can take you home now!" his suggestion.

"Later on, I still want to be here" I said coldly.

Very quickly time passed.What happened while I was asleep? is anyone looking for me? is anyone worried about me? my inner.

Of course there is no San, everyone will only focus on their world.You are alone and no one will care about your existence.

Half an hour had I sat down and tried to control myself, but it seemed like the alcohol content in my body was already too much.

I got up and reached into my suit pocket to find the car keys.

"Where's my wallet?" I asked a waiter who was busy walking around.

"Your wallet is on the bartender's desk sir!" he pointed at one of the corners that I had come to earlier.

Nowadays the atmosphere of the bar looks very full and boisterous.Cigarette smoke billows everywhere.Many noisy men who scream rough and dirty.

I hold my head tired.

"What is this place? why is it so crowded like this?" grunting me while trying to find my wallet.

"This is your wallet sir!" the bartender was kind and gave it to me

"Have I paid for everything?" I'm not sure.

"Already sir! do I need to call security in front?" suggestion

"No need. I can do it myself." I replied briefly.

I trudged through some people to reach the exit.it felt so cramped inside this damned place.

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