THE WOMAN (END)
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A small family that is built on hope, although limped still must be able to rise and show that the family is harmonious and happy.

A wife's love for her husband, a mother's love for her child, and a father's and husband's love for her family.

Although many pairs of eyes that underestimate the small family, but their hope and desire to continue to fight should get better results.

I was born into a very simple family, which holds the principles and ancestral customs of a marriage. Maintaining my household with Rizal was not an easy matter.Living in poverty who can afford it? having a bad husband who is resistant? but I live everything patiently though I honestly want to get away from it.

But I put my son's future first, what if he doesn't have a father.What do people say?

Living in anxiety and fear for years has left me with a bit of trauma and unsettled anxiety.

And now, my home life has been very much different.it all improved 180 degrees than before.

But sometimes the worry is much bigger than usual. If in the past I could do anything without regard to my image as a wife of Rizal mas. now, I have to think twice in acting because I am the wife of a Sandy Hadiwijaya. the pressure is certainly making my mentality have to be stronger.

All the parents at Andi's school now know who I am and who my husband is. They don't think of me as someone who struggles alone anymore, but their views still underestimate me. They don't talk like that, but their eyes say so. Sneering through the eyes, isn't it more frightening? they don't talk but they can make my mind depressed.

Today is a pretty exhausting day. Sandy and I went back to the room to rest before continuing the next activity after lunch.

While Andi and other children Asik play with the teachers in the Villa page.

"It turns out that the activities are rich in gini, also draining energy ya mas." lamented me while sitting leaning on the sofa.

"I'm just happy." he said lightly.

I nodded in doubt. What did Sandy really say? even though his work in the office is very much every day, but he even chose to participate in outside activities like this? I think he's actually feeling really exhausted.

"Where are things at the office?!" investigate again.

"Back from here, I have to go to the office immediately.there is an important meeting" he explained.

I got up and approached Sandy who was sitting on the bed. It was not until the heart let Sandy tired every day.

"If only,-"

"Sstttt! you don't have to feel shy or unwell because I'm happy to do it" she interrupted me.

I hugged her body tightly.Riding on her chest which field was the most comfortable thing I felt.

"Thank you so much, sir,"

"Hmm, I feel excited after doing activities with you and Andi. and it seems we have to do this often," he said happily.

"really? how can? though Sandy's work in the office a lot.where can often come out like this" I looked at him unsure.

Sandy looked at me.

"Of course you can love, especially if later Andi has a sister. I will be more at home with you guys." he said.

I was wide-eyed, why all of a sudden Sandy was talking about 'Dadik' for Andi.

"Why? are you surprised?"

I looked away and smiled.

"Andi was a child, mas" selorohku.

"Who said? I think Andi is very smart and mature.he certainly will not be jealous if you have a sister." he replied seriously.

I blushed while bowed.

"Other times we'll talk, mas" I unraveled his embrace and intended to rise to the Bathroom.

But at once Sandy pulled my waist until I fell on the bed,

Sandy looked at me.

"Why next time, if you can now?" his god kissed me gently on the chin, then gradually rose towards the lips.

The journey of love that I went with mas Sandy was quite fast, but I still did not think about the presence of 'babies' in our household.

There are many things I think about, though I don't know where all the restlessness came from.

If I get pregnant, will Andi be able to take it easily?

Or maybe, there will be a new problem if later I conceive the first descendants of the Hadiwijaya family?

Although all my bad thoughts are not necessarily true, I still can not get rid of them.

"Yes,..!" my sigh drifted away as Sandy tried to pull me back.

"I'm tired!" rengekku blinked his eyes slowly.

"Alright, then I want to take a shower" he rushed up from the bed.

"Mas Sandy don't be mad!" I pulled his index finger fast.

Sandy looked over and smiled,

"Yes, baby, sorry! have made you work continuously today." he whispered as he pinched my nose.

I pulled our messy blankets to cover my threadless body.

Satisfaction is not the only way to maintain the relationship between two humans, but it can also be one of the strong reasons for some people, why they can still survive long enough in the relationship.

I am grateful, although I used to get rough treatment from Rizal mas, but at least now mas Sandy is able to treat my wounds and pain slowly.

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Studytour activities in the tourist village have finally ended.teachers have been on goodbyes with the managers of the place there.The children also collect souvenirs that they make specifically for the teachers during the activity.

"And I have summarized all the values of the students during the activities here. for the highest grades, it seems that it is very worthy of this very handsome mother student!" tukas ma'am Maryam makes parents curious.

"Who is it!' muttered

"Of course Andi!" sandy was full of confidence.

I looked quickly at him.

"Mas Sandy knows where?" I looked at him in disbelief.

"You see!" pep it lightly.

"Congratulations to Andi,..!" He cried while applauding enthusiastically.

The parents also cried out in admiration to Andi, but all I did was silently staring at the announcement. All this time Andi can be said to be quite good in lessons, but I have never heard of him getting good grades in activities like this. touched of course, he said, it's just that I still can't believe it until Andi advances to the front row.

"Congratulations dear, Andi is very good at gardening. Besides Andi is also compact with papa and mama. and this is a gift for Andi!" tukas pak Ibrahim while carrying a gold charter which he then dikalungkan on Andi's neck steadily.

"What do I say?!" whispered as if Sandy knew what was supposed to happen.

I looked at Sandy mas full of happiness.all this is also thanks to the help of Sandy mas as her father.he has a patient and loving nature.

PINGING!

I write fast mobile phone that I hold.

"Lis, you know what? Vina's in the office today!"

Rahma wrote that instantly stunned me in shock.What did Vina do in Sandy's mas office?

Does Sandy know about this?

I looked at Sandy who looked serious watching my son in front of her.

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