THE WOMAN (END)

THE WOMAN (END)
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Miraculously, God brought us together. Makes me think repeatedly is this destiny?


Even I, Sandy Hadiwijaya, never believed in fate and miracles at all,..


I experienced it myself. Things that I thought impossible happened, in fact came to me without asking.


But there is one thing that scares me when she becomes my nurse.My condition is like this, will she not be disgusted?


When we meet the people we expect, we want to be in the best position of our lives.


Not under such appalling circumstances. Shame, of course, everything I do has to be helped by it, the thing that really makes me nervous right now.


Until now, I don't think Eyebrows ever recognized me. When I saw her working in a factory, during an accident, when she gave birth, even until we met now.I'm sure, she wouldn't be observant to see me.


And that's the only chance I have. I'm not going to take my mask off right now, I'm going to pretend I don't know him.


I don't know, I seem to want to test it. Tested his sincerity in taking care of me.


But that day, my emotions might be unstable. I don't know why I was suddenly curious about my cell phone that was kept for a few weeks by Ayu's aunt.


With great difficulty, I slipped into his room to search for that thing.


I sat on the bed, I randomized all the drawers in the nightstand, until I finally found that thing.My phone probably kept a lot of stories during my sick bed.


But what I saw after I opened my phone.not a single message or call from Vina. only a few messages and phone calls from my staff and secretary seemed to fill the phone screen.


I breathe heavily.


I fiddled with my phone until I found a news from one of the articles on social media.The news really made me finally realize, that I should not still expect the girl back. especially to repair our relationship.


Vina decided to go abroad and started her modeling career there.


'LEAVING HER CRITICAL EX-BOYFRIEND. VINA CHOSE GO INTERNATIONAL!'


News headlines that make my heart ache. My blood boils, until my head feels heavy.


Where did the media get all this news? so everyone knows now? they must be making fun of me out there.


Turns out he knew I had an accident, but what? he didn't care about me at all and just left.


BRAKKKK!


I slammed my phone on the floor and scattered. angry, upset and disappointed.When my condition was like this, he added to the wound on my body deeper and sore.


I got up and was about to leave my aunt's room, but I didn't realize my legs were still not working.


BUGH!


I fell to the floor. The fall this time was really painful.the pain that spread into my body.


Let alone to mend my relationship with him, even to walk I can't afford it!


I can't!


Suddenly the eyebrows came at an inopportune moment.


"GO...!" Shouted instantly.


I even kicked him out rudely when he just wanted to help me. Yes, maybe at that time I was too emotional, until I saw his shocked face clearly drawn.


That's all that's left of my explosive emotions.


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Being sickly for a few weeks with a body condition that is still very vulnerable.also work in the office that must have been very piled up after my departure made me really frustrated and stressed.


I passed each night awake, unable to do anything and not knowing who to ask for help.


I don't think there's anything I can count on if it's like this. I'm alone, and it's getting worse.


And in the morning before only he was able to make me feel alive.His innocent and unpretentious attitude made me feel at home for a long time stealing glances at him.


Many unexpected events that we both experienced often and it made my considerable attitude change towards her.


Every time he cooks and prepares breakfast for me, it always makes me tempted. when obviously at first I did not taste to eat, but somehow, Alis was able to change my bad habits. I was never late for medication, every healthy snack she brought me always ate.


Maybe his presence excited me to get well soon.


A lot of things we talked about about her work, about her age even about her personal life that she was unfortunately reluctant to tell me, and I was aware of that, she said, it wasn't easy for him to share painful stories during his marriage with me. I was just a Patient.


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Day by day my condition was getting better.My face was no longer swollen, the scratches on my body gradually began to disappear thanks to his patience in treating me.


This morning I wanted to have breakfast in the dining room. It's been a long time since I got sick, I never got out of my room and checked the condition of the house.


To be honest last night I was bothered by the sound of a car going into the garage. I didn't recognize the sound of the car, it's just that I suspected someone.


And sure enough, when I tried to get down from the room and go to the ground floor.I saw already there Aunty Ayu and Ivan were talking at the table eating.The scenery immediately made my appetite disappear suddenly.


Sitting all three at the dinner table was a rare and very strange event that happened this morning.


Aunty Ayu expressed her intention why she brought Ivan home.In addition to visiting me they also expressed the intention of Aunt Ayu to make Ivan Manager in the company.


Really, I never even imagined it could happen in my condition like this. Do they not have the slightest empathy for me? at least, can't you wait until I recover and get back to the office?


I ignored Aunt Ayu's desire which obviously made her disappointed and angry. To hell with my tantalizing desire, which is obvious, until I'm not gonna let Ivan take over the company when I'm not there. it's enough he stabbed me in the back as a man playing with fire with my own lover.


Ever since that morning, I asked Nita to get all my laptops and cell phones ready so I could monitor work from home.


And strangely enough, even Ayu's aunt brought the laptop to me. He said, everything related to Vina has been cleared.


Whether it's a satirical sentence or indeed he really cares about me. I don't want to respond to that statement at all. I think Silence is better for now.


Moreover, there are many things that I have to think about, after the news about me and Vina that stuck out and became an uproar in some business news media, making our company experience inflation and considerable losses. Some of my big stocks plummeted and couldn't be helped anymore.


This was the point where I really felt like I was falling down. The big company my parents had built almost just crumbled.


Regrets that I feel will not disappear with just a matter of time.


I feel like a useless fool.


And all I could do was lie in bed doing nothing.


It's very tragic, really,


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