You're Not a Figurant
[POV Alex] Ch 14 - Resisting

I took off my shoes and joined Khansa. I lay down while looking at his face. My tiredness seems to be gone. He is where I come home.

I used my right hand as a cushion, while my left hand stroked Khansa's cheek. Given the flashbacks to our story, it still feels like I really can't believe he's in front of me right now.

Every time I remember it it always manages to make the droplets flow from my eyes. I'm ashamed of myself. I'm really a whiny man when it comes to Khansa.

All I did last night was look at my beloved. There is never a word of satisfaction in my heart. I kissed Khansa's cheek with anxiety. The woman's forehead looked wrinkled, visibly disturbed by my actions. I touched her forehead and tried to relax her.

Then I started playing with his lips. Every now and then I touch those lips, gently going through each part. Staring at Khansa's lips ignited my passion. The flash of the shadow that night came back to my brain. I still vividly remember the taste of Khansa's lips, the warmth of her body, the sigh of her tiny lips... Haaah, I really want it again!!

I try to suppress the desire that comes back. I try to focus on my love and love for Khansa. But no matter how hard I try, I still can't. Only Khansa can ignite my passion like this. Khansa is the only woman who excites me. Just looking at the photo of Khansa has excited me, can you imagine if the object of the fantasy is right in front of us? I feel like pouncing on him right now.

Yohan Alexander, hold your breath. You've been waiting a long time for moments like this. Don't let your stupid lust ruin everything. You guys still have a long time. Enjoy it slowly. Khansamu. Isn't she so sweet when she's asleep like that? Quickly accompany him. And get rid of your stupid lust right now!!

I try to dim my passion. Real hard. But since my love is greater, I try to hold it. I pulled Khansa into my arms and slept in a tormented state.

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I've actually woken up, but I'm still pretending to be asleep. I let that wiggly finger run through my face. Just wait till I catch you wet, baby.

Khansa's fingers began to trace my eyebrows, which ran down my nose and ended up on my lips. Khansa's hand felt like it was carving my lips, as if it was understanding its shape. That simple touch stirred up my maleness. My lower body began to stiffen. Khansa controlled my body. He seemed to be able to control my body and my heart. Just a simple touch can make me nervous.

The longer my lower body gets stiffened. I can't take it anymore. I must stop this torture. Khansa must take responsibility for making me like this!!

"Have you been satisfied to see it?" I opened my eyes suddenly. Khansa was surprised and distanced her body.

"Amaha-hpp!!" Khansa's body jumped backwards. My hand reflexively restrained her body and pulled her to the ground. With lightning-fast movements, I had already managed to take control of his body. Khansa is under my body.

I looked at the face of the woman for a long time. Even when she woke up from sleep, she looked beautiful. Natural beauty, without excessive makeup polish. My passion is rising. Khansa was in complete control of my body, even when she was doing nothing.

In an intense gaze apparently made Khansa misbehavior. It was visible from the uncomfortable movements of his body and the look of his eyes that were trying to avoid me. Seeing her like that made me even more want to tease her.

I began to swipe at the stiffened part of my body. Besides intending to tease her, of course the other intention was because I needed a release. Khansa who makes me stiff, this woman must take responsibility.

Khansa started screaming. I'm amused to see it that way. I want to tease her more. I became more intensely swiping my body parts, while my lips were anchored in the neck of his level. Inhaling its intoxicating aroma and began to kiss his neck. Every now and then I give a small bite to signify possession. Activities that aim to tease it even boomerang itself for me. My passion is growing and needs release. I want Khansa.

"Huh?"

"Kiss Me, or if not, I did..." I'm swiping my body. It's amazingly delicious.

"Let's... Yeah-don't..."

"Kiss Me. Give me a good morning kiss." I dare to give orders. The look on Khansa's face was confused. Seem to think and weigh. Until I finally saw the lightning in his eyes.

"L-yes... Here near..."

Yess!! Khansa is willing to kiss me!! Shamelessly I brought my face closer. Staring into Khansa's eyes slowly. I want to devour it right then and there. But hold on, let Khansa come near me.

One soft swipe of Khansa's lips mambu shook my defense. Impatiently I immediately grabbed and held the lips deeply. It was as if those lips were an oasis in the middle of the desert. I'm thirsty for Khansa's lips. I thirst for his body. I want to drown my body in her body. Make our bodies united forever.

Khansa looked surprised by the surprise attack. But I didn't give him a chance to refuse. I just explored the warmth of her lips. Exploring his mouth. Playing with his warm tongue. I took a sip of that l*dah, warm and sweet. The same feeling I felt that night. I'm getting drunk. My brain is starting to be unable to work together. All my senses were centered on the lower half of my body which was increasingly asking to be satisfied. L'm...

"Mmmmmm..." Khansa's sighs awakened me. I pulled my body and stared at the face below me. Khansa's face was red. Her lips swelled up because of my kiss. His eyes became soft because of passion. I swallowed with difficulty. It was very difficult to suppress the urge not to pounce on him. But I know it's not time yet. Wait for the right time. And that time is not the present.

I tried to catch my heavy breath because of the passion. Smiled sweetly and greeted my beautiful wife. "Good morning my wife." I landed a little kiss on her forehead. As usual, Khansa seemed to blush in shame. Want me to keep her in this room forever, so that only I can see her. Why is Khansa so beautiful?!!

"Why are you so beautiful? So can't wait to eat you..." I said half a daydream. My hands are stroking Khansa's cheeks, admiring her beauty.

"Easter!!" Khansa pushed my body and got out of bed. I held her body and hugged her tightly. Hugging her in this kind of position is like hugging Khansa and my baby all at once. I like this feeling. I kissed Khansa's stomach gently. Repeatedly an apology slid from my mouth.

I'm sorry, honey, for making you like this. But I never regretted making you pregnant. The thing I regret the most is how late I've been looking for you. That would be a regret for the rest of my life. I will try to make amends for my mistakes. Be patient with me, and soon be my love. Just like the love you gave my baby. Pleases...

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NB: Beteweh, part "important lesson" is discussed in a little bit, yes? Cannot yalord type three part content mantab2 again 🤧😂 hahaha