You're Not a Figurant
Ch 57 - Tells a Story About the Past

Observing Khansa's behavior from a distance. And his arrival to Khansa's house the night before his departure to Jakarta. Khansa was so shocked to realize the new facts she knew. Khansa also recounted how she chased Alex back then to the airport. They regret the past things that are unknown to each other.

"So who arranged the reunion was you Mas?" khansa asked with tears.

"Yes. I'm afraid you've received a proposal from the br😒ngsek. Uh, I mean Andre. Despite not being confident, I ventured to meet you. The more I see you, the less I have confidence. I finally chose to drink, so that my confidence would rise,"

"Are you also planning that night, Mom?"

"No dear, I never planned it. Dino did suggest tying you up by doing such a thing, but I had no intention of doing so. That night I was overwhelmed with feelings. I just want to have you, not willing to have another..."

"Then why did you mention Diana Mas? Do you still have feelings for him?"

"Huh? When did I do it?" Alex looked at Khansa in confusion.

"After that night, you fell asleep. Suddenly you mentioned Diana's name. That's why I chose to leave that night. I feel like you still love Diana..."

"Oh my God, where is that thought, baby?! I swear by anything, I have no feelings. Even when I was dating, I doubt that feeling ever existed,"

"But you cried while breaking up with him Mas. You've changed. I think the change must have something to do with your breakup..."

"Darling, I didn't cry because I broke up with Diana. I cried out of sadness, two of my closest people betrayed me. While I can't open their disgrace in front of you. That's too embarrassing to tell. Maybe it was my attitude that caused a misunderstanding?"

"Yes, I think you love Diana Mas. I want you to be the old Alex. For that I went to Diana, begging her not to leave you..."

"Oh my dear God... It turns out your feelings are that big. I'm sorry I made you misunderstand, honey. Suppose that I told you the truth, maybe this misunderstanding wouldn't have continued like this. We won't take long to come together like this."

"Yes, yeah..." Khansa goes into the arms of Alex who kisses her forehead fondly. "Then why did you mention Diana's name in your sleep? Even in your sleep you still remember it..." Khansa pouting. Alex chuckles at his jealous wife.

"My wife, if jealous, is getting prettier. Gems!" Alex bombards Khansa with his kiss. Khansa held back Alex's mouth, telling the man to answer her question. "Yes, I answered. And, the answer is I really don't know, baby. Seriously I mentioned Diana's name?"

"Yes Mas. 'In, Diana, don't do that, Diana', it's like that Mas..."

"Geez, you remember it in detail baby. So jealous of Diana? Take it easy, baby, my heart and body are yours. Let alone this junior, 1000% yours!" Alex takes Khansa's hand and touches her stiffened body. Khansa hit Alex in the chest.

Alex recounted his dream at the time, which was strong into guessing why that night he was calling out Diana's name. Although very unreasonable, Khansa decided to believe it, because she saw authentic evidence of how much Alex loved her, namely in the form of photos taken by Alex when he was a teenager until adulthood.

"That morning I was very upset. I'm upset that I didn't see you next to me. I thought I could see you in the office, but I didn't see you either. My mood instantly took a turn for the worse" Alex recalled the things that made him both upset and sad.

"I decided not to go to Mas's office. I'm sad to feel you're throwing me away..."

"Darling, I never threw you away. I'm looking for you in your office, but you're not there."

"Mas, said Dino you really entered my company because of me?"

"Couldn't you? But I feel weird too. You used to tell Mas, if the family wants you to be a doctor, while you want to be a nano expert. I was surprised to find out you became GH in my office Mas. I thought, is it possible that your ideals have changed?"

"No dear, my ideals have never changed. I keep working in that field."

"Huh, seriously? How can?"

"Yes. After graduating S1, I continued my studies in Germany. Take the S2 and S3 right there in the nano field. Returning to Indonesia, I returned to my college while opening my own company. Now that company is already held by some confidant."

"Seriously Mas? Then why did you become my GH Mas?"

"I told you, it's because I saw him propose to you."

"I mean how did I get that job? I worked six years just to be RMF. Why did you get that position so easily?" Khansa looked at her husband in amazement. I don't know what cunning a Yohan has done to get his position.

"I used the nepotism. I approached your neighbor and asked him to give me that position." Alex said confidently. It felt like Khansa was pulling her hair to wipe that smile off her face.

"What is the purpose of being my boss? Fortunately what?"

"For I can watch over you and rule over you. If you guys have anything, I can separate you by mutating one of them."

"Geez, you are so evil. Why would a bad guy like this succeed?" Khansa pinched Alex's cheek in agitation.

"I might be successful at it, baby. But success is of no use without you beside me,"

"Even, dreadlocks. If it's like that, why didn't you call me after that night? I just found out that you had your brother and sister in Mas's accident, but I mean, why isn't there even the slightest time to contact me?"

"Darling, darling... Ii'm sorry. It was entirely my fault. I know your HP number. But instead of calling you via HP, I'd like to see you in person. I didn't think it would take months. I'm sorry, honey, it's really my fault. Mama said, I'm really insensitive..."

"Yes, you are indeed insensitive. Remember, you're not the only one who wants to know about me. I want to know how you are too. Thinking of you, I almost lost Alkha..."

"Dear, it's all my fault. I promise I'll change. I'll tell you every second, baby. Tell me again what's my fault? I promise I'll fix everything." lamented Alex. Discussion of Alkha has always been a sensitive subject. Alex was very afraid of offending his wife.

That night they spent each other removing their respective uneg-uneg, especially the khansa uneg-uneg. Alex listened obediently. Promise inwardly to self-introspect and not to do things that hurt his wife again.

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NB: Destroyed every part contains unresolved stuff. Maybe there are parts that I forgot, can be written in the comments yes 😚 Thanks for the support. Kechup tayank for everyone 😚🤗