Beautiful Monster
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Ignacia stretched her body, not forgetting to breathe the night air at the top of the hill. One place Ignacia misses so much to spend time with Rajendra. Once again the two will perform the ritual as a complement to the meeting of the two. Sitting on a park bench and eating ice cream are two different flavors. I don't know until when the two will end the habit of eating this ice cream.

When people will buy food warm, hot, and has a stronger taste, these lovers actually eat ice cream cold with so peace. An unusual sight but nothing wrong.

The sky looks very bright, showing the most captivating scenery between the Goddess of the night and her followers. Coupled with the lighting of tall buildings and traffic on the main road that shines beneath the sea of stars, the world in front of Ignacia is twice as luminous.

"Ignacia, what do you fear the most about me?" The girl whose name was just called turned her head, staring confusedly. It took a few seconds for Ignacia to digest Rajendra's question without asking for repetition.

"What am I most afraid of? I'm afraid you're giving up on me. I fear that if one day you will be finished with me, we will never meet again, living with each other's busyness. Just think about it I don't dare." Ignacia looked Rajendra in the eye so deeply, "In spite of that, I'm sure that our relationship won't just end."

The corner of Rajendra's lips lifted, forming a smile of admiration for his lover's earnest reply. Honestly, Rajendra was moved, his lover gave great confidence in himself as well as this relationship. Something Rajendra has never done completely. All this time he was only sure if the relationship between the two would run as it should. Whether Rajendra feels sure or not.

"Why are you so afraid of losing me?"

The girl thought for a moment, "Because I've never found your role in anyone else? You complete the missing part of my life. Rajendra, your question scares me. Is something going on?" Ignacia was now staring worriedly. There was something Rajendra had hidden without his knowledge.

Seeing her lover shake her head, Ignacia's heart felt a little relieved. Now he wants to ask the same question. "Did you also have something you're afraid of about me, Rajendra?" There was a long pause before this thick-browed man beside him replied. Ignacia waited patiently, not forgetting to pay attention to the ice cream so as not to melt.

"What am I most afraid of - if you fall in love with someone else? I'm afraid that there's someone else who can make you comfortable except me." Ignacia turned her body more inclined towards Rajendra, listening to her lover's biggest fear well. He never knew Rajendra had any fears about him.

In this condition, Ignacia feels that Rajendra's worries will never happen. How can Ignacia think of others while the one Ignacia always remembers from waking up to going back to sleep is Rajendra? It's good to know Rajendra is worried about him if he gets to the heart.

"I can tell you that I won't like anyone but you, Rajendra. Somehow I don't want to like other people. I'm not gonna give up on this relationship so easily, you know." Now Rajendra, leaning on Ignacia, nodded in understanding. I hope her boyfriend stays with her.

Silence, give time to take care of each ice cream.

Amidst the silence, Rajendra again opened the conversation with another question. "Ignacia, all this time I felt if you were more why this relationship than me. You seem to be giving me more attention than I do. You're all out to keep this relationship."

What other question is that? Ignacia did not feel that she was contributing more so she could be said to give everything to maintain the relationship with Rajendra. Ignacia has no reason, she just so likes Rajendra who has been with her for years. Not realizing how much he is maintaining the integrity of the relationship.

This man then explained why he could ask that question. Ignacia is always ready to give time to send the news, wait for Rajendra to finish with busyness, and even come to Rajendra's place just to take her home together. Not to mention the attention he gave each of the two was together or not.

Some of the stories Ignacia tells also she says show that the girl is so comfortable in a relationship with Rajendra. Ignacia tells Rajendra many stories that even her own family or friends do not know. Like Rajendra the first person he met to tell a story.

"As I said earlier, I'm sure this relationship won't be easy to end. I'm sure I wouldn't have fallen into the same hole. Even if I suddenly fall, get abandoned, or even thrown away, I've at least had a sense of what happiness people get when they meet people they can trust."

Once again Rajendra was amazed, almost speechless. His curiosity has now been answered. And the reason why he has not been able to contribute as much is certain because Rajendra has never failed in a romantic relationship like Ignacia in the past. Ignacia was the first and last woman for her. First love.

"Because Bagas had suddenly left you, that's why you're afraid I'm going to go like your ex?"

Maybe that was what happened without Ignacia noticing. The incident where the heartless man suddenly broke off the relationship without reason made Ignacia frustrated. Though it feels like he did not make a mistake to be left in an unfair condition.

"I don't want to talk about the past. What matters is that I am happy to meet you. The good news is, since I parted ways with Bagas, I was then able to meet and establish a relationship with you." Rajendra is much different from Bagas. Rajendra will never be like Bagas. Ignacia was very sure of that.

The question Rajendra asked was, is that why he wanted to meet with Ignacia sooner? Is there any doubt in him about this relationship to ask about Ignacia's feelings?

"Rajendra, if there's anything between us, big or small, I want us to talk about it and find a middle ground together. That's how people keep their relationships warm, right?"

"certain. Don't worry about that. We've been through a lot of hard times, soon we'll harvest the results." Rajendra embraces his girl's shoulder affectionately, one brief kiss Rajendra gives at the top of her beloved girl's head. "Thank you for being with me tonight, Ignacia. I feel better."

The girl looked up, her eyes looking as if asking why Rajendra said that. "There's nothing. I'm just exhausted, so I want to see you." Meeting Ignacia brings Rajendra's energy back to full.

Before going home, Rajendra wants to take Ignacia for a walk on the hill for a while. While holding hands, the two quietly enjoyed the scenery around. Some couples also look new back from the direction that is being addressed by these lovers.

"Where are we going?"

Ah pas that's the reason why this section has a rocky road that makes it easy for people to climb. Upon arriving, Ignacia could see several other garden chairs arranged in rows. Make it easy for people to see the city. True said Rajendra, here is wider than below.

Rajendra invites her girl to approach the guardrail. Look further at the corners of the city illuminated by the lights of the house. It might be nice to have a house on the edge of height. When going to sleep, the scenery presented is the lights of the city that look like fireflies.

"I suddenly remembered about your message a few years ago, Rajendra. If I'm sad, I shouldn't come here because you're afraid someone might calm me down when you're not around." Ignacia smiled slightly, "if I'm sad, I'd better see you. So you can calm me down."

Rajendra did not even remember clearly what he said at that time. All he wanted was for Ignacia not to come here alone. Like the girl said. The hands of both of them were still intertwined, it felt tighter and tighter. Rajendra will begin to give full confidence to the relationship of the two.

Ignacia looked over, looking at her lover. One step closer he took, making the one in the approach stare at him. Then it fails Ignacia's plan to kiss her lover's cheek. There was no way he would make out with this man in front of some passersby.

"Why?"

"It's okay." The girl returned to her position. Returns one step that he had taken so that he did not look at Rajendra for long. Moreover, the distance between the two was quite close. Ignacia's cheeks heat up if Rajendra keeps looking at her like that. He looked away, but the man still looked at Ignacia.

The cup!

Quickly Rajendra acted as if nothing had happened after giving Ignacia gifts. Ignacia's face grew redder, redder than a boiled crab. The two have performed similar skinships several times. Why was Ignacia still feeling a strange stir in her chest? His body was limp due to misbehavior, so he leaned his head on Rajendra's arm.

Politely Rajendra held a smile.

Time goes on, it does not feel now Rajendra must return Ignacia back. The feeling of reluctance to go home certainly appeared in Ignacia's heart, now is not the time to whine about refusing to go home. It's best that Ignacia doesn't overwhelm her lover. He also promised his father to return home on time.

Ignacia rested her head on Rajendra's back, hugging the tall body mixed with longing. Not separated yet missed. "Rajendra, can we meet again on our next vacation? I can still see you at the restaurant again?"

Maybe Rajendra didn't hear Ignacia's question, so he didn't answer. Ignacia's voice must have been too small to be heard among the main street crowd. Ignacia's eyes slowly closed as the night breeze hit her face even stronger. The smell of Rajendra's perfume mixed with the wind that passed through Ignacia.

"Rajendra, next time I want to pick you up again."

Arriving home, Ignacia clasped Rajendra's hand with both hands. Regretting has made her lover feel cold. Rajendra who was still sitting on the motorbike could only stand still, looking at Ignacia's face. There was no feeling of unease or immediately pulling his hand back. Rajendra will take advantage of these short minutes while he can.

"Kabari as soon as you get home, Rajendra. Thank you for taking me home."

"By pleasure. Come in, the night air's not so good." Rajendra will leave after making sure Ignacia gets inside the house. His eyes followed the direction of his lover who could still wave before disappearing behind the door. With Rajendra alone, the smile he gave Ignacia disappeared slowly.

Ignacia thought coming home on time was enough to make her not have to talk to her father. The girl was already lying, so her heart felt bad about having to chat with her father again. Especially if his father comes to his room right when Ignacia will reply to Rajendra's message that has arrived home.

Ignacia's father knocked on the door, permission to enter without closing the door behind him. Ignacia was asked to sit on the side of the bed while her father was on the desk chair of her first child. The feeling he spoke to began to feel bad. Will his father be angry? Did his father see the man who had brought his son just now?

"Dad just wants to ask if you can confirm when you will graduate. Soon you will be in the fourth year. I hope you can graduate on time and graduate soon." The talks went a long way from Ignacia's initial guess. His father just wanted to know about college. Thank God his father doesn't know anything about Rajendra.

"Don't feel burdened. If you can't graduate on time, will you be able to go home next year? Dad's planning to have a dinner. Just our family, I'll help mom and Athira to make a special dish to welcome your return."

Ignacia is touched by her father's future plans. He said even though Ignacia could not graduate on time, his family would still be proud because Ignacia could survive so far. Everyone wants Ignacia to finish school and start looking for work as an early life after college.

Something strange, why did his father have to give a little leak about the activities they would do when Ignacia returned home the next vacation? Previously all holidays and surprises were never told first. Did her father just want to make sure Ignacia didn't feel disappointed in herself? The same effort as when he was taken on vacation to the beach at that time?

Furthermore, his father was curious about Ignacia's activities with his friend just now. Just as a pleasantry between father and son. His father wanted to show a figure that is usually called lost by people who he said can only see the figure of his father but can not feel the role of life among the family.

"Then go to sleep. Tomorrow wake up more so that the body feels fresh. I'm going to go to the room."

Ignacia's room slowly began to return to normal temperature. The departure of his father brought a strange atmosphere that Ignacia put out. "Well, I'm lucky you didn't ask scary things. But sooner or later I have to meet Rajendra. For my future."