Beautiful Monster
Bad Memories

"Mom just loves Rajendra! Don't you see that I'm always trying to be proud of you? Why is it that only Rajendra gets genuine compliments?! Why only Daddy loves me?! I hate Mom!" A young girl's voice was like a lightning strike to all who listened, especially the mother she was talking to. The young girl was very disappointed. Judging his mother was unfairly treating him and his youngest sister.

While the atmosphere was getting heated up, there was a middle-aged father who would calm his daughter down. Not even his shoulder was touched by the father, the child had already embraced the father. She hates her mother so much tonight. He has tried his best. It's not just Rajendra who is trying hard to make his parents proud. Amira too!

Amira has been trying to get into the high school her parents hoped for. Unfortunately there are better children to come in. Amira cries as she pleases. She is upset that her mother seems to be more affectionate towards Rajendra who is stepping down from her out-of-town school offer for her first high school. Rajendra is embraced and deeply loved, while he is only asked to be patient.

The context is different, but Amira is still hurt. His mother's attention to the youngest child made Amira too upset. He had long been jealous of his brother. Amira also wants to get her mother's attention. It's not just Rajendra who needs his mother.

"Mom only thinks about Rajendra. You never loved me! It's always Rajendra who can get all of Mom's attention. I don't like Mom! I really hate." Amira kept crying, her shoulders shaking. His voice sounded very agonized. This young girl must have felt very hurt.

During this time only his father knew that Amira did not like his mother's relationship with Rajendra. Despite being this big, Amira still hopes that her mother treats her as well as Rajendra. His father took Amira into his son's room. Separate with his wife who looked very depressed. His daughter said she hated her mother. Which mother wasn't hurt hearing that?

The woman in the middle of the room felt weak. Gafar who happened to be near the woman to run so that the mother did not fall. This young lady cried while holding back a sob. Gafar hugged his mother, trying to provide support. What about Rajendra? The boy who was mentioned by his brother.

The boy was still hiding behind the door of his room. Seeing clearly her mother's painful cries and the sound of her sister's sobbing from another room. The condition of the house today is very heavy for everyone. Little Rajendra was in pain. Every drop of water that fell from the mother's eye was like hundreds of heart-wrenching knives.

Rajendra loves his mother very much. No man can hurt the woman who gave birth to him years ago. Rajendra is still too small, which he captures only his mother should be able to keep away from all the bad words of his brother. Rajendra will make his mother proud and forget all her heartache.

Gafar found a pair of eyes staring at him from a distance. He gave the code to help his mother recover. Little Rajendra was afraid to come out of hiding. It was her that made her mother feel pain. What if her sister comes back and makes things even more stressful?

Her older brother convinces Rajendra not to be afraid and helps her calm down the mother. Her husband is calming his first child, and the job of the boy is to look after his mother temporarily. Finally Rajendra came out, immediately running to hug his mother from the other side. Rajendra cannot cry even if his heart is slashed.

This is not the first time Rajendra has seen her mother cry because of her brother's behavior. Amira fails her entrance exam and cries for a long time in her room. In another room, her mother also cried because she could not calm her first child. All the motivation and hope for Amira to accept this fate has been given. But no one has won.

As soon as her father came home from work, Amira came out of the room only to hug her father and complain. The mother felt neglected. Amira does not seem to consider all the support her mother gives. Her mother also realized that the existence of the husband was more helpful than her in the eyes of Amira. Rajendra accompanied his mother in grief at night when the father chose to sleep with his brother.

"Sister Amira is now very sad, so I hope you can accompany mom tonight." Rajendra will not refuse his father's request. Sleeping with your mom is always best. Rajendra could freely hug his mother until the next morning. But instead of falling asleep, her mother leaves Rajendra in her parents' room alone.

When she was looking, she saw her husband in another room. Amira was already sleeping, so the two chatted. Rajendra did not understand the talk of his parents. All he saw was shortly after his father spoke, his wife crying softly. His mother must have a soft heart like cotton so it is easy to feel sad.

"I was sad to see Amira crying. I've tried to be the best mom, but it's not enough. I must have been too busy taking care of Gafar and Rajendra to not have much attention for Amira." The woman looked at Amira iba. This girl is a good boy.

Rajendra sleeps in his mother's room. He returned to his room with his brother. Rajendra is too small. He can't sleep alone. The shadow of his mother and brother is always twisted in Rajendra's head. The thought of separating her brother from her mother grew from that night.

Many things Rajendra did to take his mother's attention so as not to be sad. He studied hard to get recommendations outside the city. Unfortunately Rajendra had to refuse meksipun very happy. Come to think of it, he was still immature to go far away from home. And if he goes far, what about his mother's fate at home? Rajendra will be worried about the condition of the mother later.

"Mother, I made it into the flagship class." Rajendra appeared before his mother with pride. The class division on the first day to the eighth grade made Rajendra really happy. Especially with the presence of someone who interests him at first glance. "I met a very beautiful woman too, Mom."

His mother caught his son's signal. Someone is in love. For the first time his son was attracted to a girl. Usually Rajendra only sees beautiful girls with ordinary gazes. This girl was different from any other girl he had ever met. "How is this girl? Is he good?"

This girl is nice, but a little shy. He has a calm nature and is easily nervous. That's what Rajendra caught when some female friends came to this girl to get acquainted. He was only close to two friends in class. Maybe because it's new. Also most of the people in the class are Rajendra's own friends from the previous class.

"Then you want to try to get close to this girl? Introduce me sometime if you are already good friends. We'll talk while we eat a snack."

Amira happens to be passing by to grab a cold drink in the fridge. I thought the kitchen was empty. There were two people who shared a smile. It's so sick to see them together. Amira hopes to get married quickly and go far from here.

The girl just walked as if she saw nothing. Even when her mother tried to make amira feel as if she had not heard. Rajendra was very upset to see his brother. His mother was sad again. Even though it was a long time ago, but his attitude was still the same. If he didn't want to meet with mom, he should have gone as far as possible.

After Amira's departure, the father came to the kitchen. "What have you been saying since? It looks so exciting." This middle-aged man clearly knew that from then on his wife and youngest child continued to sit here accompanied by tea. Rajendra's mother is trying to tell Rajendra a little story tonight. So that his son does not listen.

Her husband chuckled softly, apparently his son was in love. Also curious about the beautiful girl his son mentioned. Several times after Rajendra showed a photo of the girl he liked to his parents. Both of them immediately allow Rajendra if you want to date this girl. The reason for that was because this girl was beautiful, so it didn't matter.

Rajendra did not expect a short positive response from his parents. When asked why they agreed so quickly, her mother only replied that if Rajendra liked the girl they would allow it. There is no reason to forbid a child's desire for something. His mother freed her children. Do as they please.

The good news is coming again. Rajendra manages to get close to the girl he likes. Ignacia, the girl accepted her son's feelings last night. Immediately Rajendra showed me a picture of Ignacia who had taken a picture with him this morning. This girl is a little shorter than Rajendra, both of them do not have much different height. What an adorable child.

"Because you've now got a relationship, Ignacia's treatment is good. Can't yell let alone hit when fighting, got it?" Of course, they are just grown children. It's just better to instill a message that every human being should follow while in a relationship. Being upset does not mean you can physically attack. Rajendra nodded, he clearly understood.

Once again Amira must find her mother's only concern for Rajendra. This girl hid from behind a wall, hiding her return from the store. Never mind, Amira gave up. At least he still has a father who will make him feel better. Just let Rajendra get close to his mother. Amira doesn't care.

Why does Rajendra's life always seem warmer than his own? Several times Amira thought why it was as if only Rajendra got all this happiness. Doesn't she need to be loved by her mother? Amira thinks she is too emotional to be close to her mother. Moreover, his mother's heart was easily hurt.

In the evening Amira meets her father who is sitting alone in the guest house. Talk about his day and the curiosity that always haunts. "Why does mom always seem to love Rajendra more than I do? I was the first child born to you." Deep inside her, Amira loves her mother. He even thought about this question.

"Mother is not just a love for Rajendra. You may think it is different, but honestly the affection given by parents to each child must be equally great. You don't worry. If you need more affection, you can meet dad at any time."

Even Amira gets a warm hug from her father like her mother gave to Rajendra. This young father stroked his son's gentle mane, giving some understanding of the younger son. Rajendra is a child, he needs a lot of help because he is still not as big as Amira. Amira is not unloved, it's just that she is considered too independent so her mother is confused about what to approach Amira in what way.

When Amira was about to marry Qabil, freedom seemed to be waiting. How not? Qabil gave some advice on where the two would live after the wedding. There is a place that is a little close to this house and there are far away but have a peaceful atmosphere. Qabil himself had taken Amira there. And of course the one chosen is a far away place.

Amira's mother wants to refuse, it feels strange to be away from her child. Her mother and father were no longer young. It would be difficult to meet his son if Gafar and Rajendra could not deliver. "What if you pick a place that's close? Later if there's something, let me help." The smile of victory was etched faintly on Amira's face. So she managed to attract her mother's attention now?

"No, I'll still choose a second home to stay away from Mom. I don't need any help. I already have Qabil by my side." Amira then moved from her seat. Go straight to the room to rest. Truly this woman had finally made it out of this place. Goodbye unpleasant sight.

In his seat, Rajendra found his mother sitting with a gaze as if full of thought. Rajendra heard little about the house request. Parents should let their children take care of their own home if they are married. His mother prepared herself. But why does it not feel right now?

Rajendra walked up to his mother, bringing her a glass of tea. There is a story about Ignacia that Rajendra wants to tell, so he let the treat so that his mother will listen to it until it is finished. Rajendra's appearance made his mother show a smile. There was a feeling his mother was trying to hide.

"Thank you," his mother received a glass of the test she was given.

Rajendra took his place next to his mother. "Mother, if I invite Ignacia to come here, I don't want her to meet with sister. I'm afraid Ignacia is uncomfortable. So just let brother go far away, so that I can freely bring my lover here. I want Ignacia to meet with Mom and Dad."

There was another feeling that accidentally escaped his mother's gaze on Rajendra. "Your brother is a good boy, Ignacia would have loved to meet him too."

"No, I don't want Ignacia to meet with sister."