Beautiful Monster
Nightmare

"Dad out of sister's room? Is there something you told brother? You can't possibly leak our plans before you graduate, right?" Looking at her father's silent gaze, Athira seemed to already know the answer. Though they had done a lot of food menu searches to surprise Ignacia, even her father leaked the plan.

"Dad only made sure your sister kept coming home if bad things happened to her. Already, now go to sleep. Don't bother your brother. Let him get up early." The father walked away, into his own room. Athira was still standing in his place. Urung already he wants to ask how his sister's date with the lover.

Ignacia was laying in the room as soon as her father left. Staring at the white ceiling illuminated by the main lights. The girl took a deep breath, her heart suddenly felt uneasy. Is this another effect of misbehavior? Ignacia doesn't feel. More like a sense of tightness when going to lose the figure of Rajendra.

Due to contact with a comfortable mattress, over time he felt sleepy. Surprisingly instead of falling asleep, Ignacia was difficult to close her eyes. The plan was to go to bed early, but due to this strange reaction, Ignacia slept an hour after breaking down.

As soon as she fell asleep, Ignacia began to set foot in the world of sleeping flowers. There is only a white sky with the meadow. A bright light enveloped the world of Ignacia, so glare that his view was unclear. She was wearing a long brown dress. The sleeves are similar to the dress that princess Belle wears in the film, exposing Ignacia's smooth shoulders. Then there is a large band of the same color covering the entire chest. Real pretty.

The girl began to step barefoot, looking for a reason why she could get here. He lifted the bottom of the dress so as not to get stained with soil. The longer he took, Ignacia felt more and more tired. His feet feel heavier. His breath gasping, it was not strong to continue the step until he fell into the grass.

When really unable to, Ignacia was like looking at the silhouette of a tall person. The person was dressed neatly as if he was going to attend an important party. Similar luxury tuxedos are usually used by top stars to attend gala dinners. The feeling is that it's Rajendra. Someone he thinks about before going to bed. Quickly he got up, trying to chase after the shadow there.

Like in a fantasy film, Ignacia was finally able to rise again. From the walking limped turned to running. Getting closer, Ignacia could see clearly who was standing there. He spread out his arms as if he were ready to welcome Ignacia.

Ignacia immediately hugged the figure before her. A very tight hold, hoping that the tightness in his chest disappeared. "I finally found you" said the girl. He felt Rajendra's hand gently caress the long letter he had let loose. Ignacia also felt that Rajendra's head was on top of hers, making the softest and warmest crib.

"You're so pretty wearing that dress" Rajendra praised. His voice sounded deep and sweet. Ignacia blushed and chose to hide her face in the chest of her beloved male field. "I'm sorry yes. I'm so sorry" Rajendra said again.

In the next split second, it suddenly rained very heavily. Something as if trying to keep Ignacia away from the man. When he opened his eyes, the figure he had just embraced was suddenly gone. The bright light around turned cloudy, dark. What world is Ignacia in? The clothes remained the same, was Ignacia still in the world just now?

"Rajendra!" call Ignacia half-broken. The darkness around me was very threatening. Plus the rain he couldn't see. Now Ignacia's dress was soaking wet, feeling heavy as she tried to walk. He kept calling her the name of his lover. Walked here and there looking for her whereabouts.

At one point, Ignacia felt her legs begin to submerge in water. He stood beside a well of much darker water. The girl slipped, went into the lake. There was no power for him to rise to the surface. The dark made Ignacia even more frightened. His heart is beating weaker and weaker. Breath out.

Ignacia woke up, her eyes wide open. His forehead was filled with cold sweat. His heart skipped a beat as if it was going to get out of place. His chest felt very tight, his breathing was as breathless as in a dream. Ignacia clenched her hands, she placed them on her chest in an attempt to calm herself down.

Why did Ignacia get that weird dream? Is it because he thinks of negativity before going to bed?

Time shows at three in the morning. Why should the dream come when he should sleep longer? And the more upsetting, the dream of loss that Ignacia could not forget after waking up. When going back to sleep, Ignacia still felt Rajendra's body disappear. The dream had appeared because of sheer anxiety, right? Sure.

Ignacia got out of her bed, intending to fetch some water in the kitchen. His throat felt dry after waking up with uncontrollable emotions. Luckily he did not make a fuss until he woke up the people who were sleeping peacefully.

In the kitchen, Ignacia wanted to sit longer. His eyes stared at the garden outside for a long time. I wish her heart would stop dancing. Should Ignacia tell Rajendra about her dream? To see what reaction he would get. And how his men calmed the uncomfortable Ignacia.

Ignacia is confused to have Rajendra meet how. He had no plans where to go and what to do. Can Rajendra meet without a plan? Maybe just go out for a while while eating ice cream. Ignacia wanted to quickly go to her room, pick up a cell phone to contact her lover.

The girl typed her message inside the room, leaving the door open slightly. He wanted to get another glass of water before going back to sleep. After the message to the lover was sent, Ignacia then rose again to carry out her intention earlier. When he returned, he was surprised to find his phone screen lit up once. A message notification sign came.

How shocked Ignacia was when someone she had just sent a message replied. He said he was willing if it was for the love. Rajendra mana refuses if her lover wants to meet. Since tomorrow he has no plans, Rajendra also wants to take Ignacia to lunch.

Ignacia asks why Rajendra woke up at an unspeakable time this morning. Simple reason. There is a call of nature that demands Rajendra's body to wake up and immediately complete it. It just so happened that Rajendra heard the notification sound from his phone. The man was as surprised as Ignacia who sent him a message.

Fortunately, Ignacia was able to get a positive answer. The two will meet again later in the day. Only yesterday the two spent the night together. Now we will meet again. Ah the dream makes Ignacia unable to take off Rajendra goods a day.

At the time of the meeting, Ignacia hesitated to hug her lover. Afraid that his dream would come back and make him tremble. From the rear view, Rajendra glanced back several times. A clear look at Ignacia's hand held over the thigh. Ignacia usually wouldn't miss the chance to hug her lover, so why would she hold back now?

While waiting for his second order to arrive, Rajendra started a chat, "Why did you wake up last night? You haven't told me what happened. Is something going on?" He leaned over the girl in front of him, giving all the attention.

Ignacia played her hand over her thigh, her dream too silly to tell and underlying the worry she still felt. Rajendra opened his voice again, asking in a softer tone. "Ignacia, why do you look nervous? Is there a problem? You can tell me everything. You why?"

Forget about logic. The girl looked up, looking at Rajendra who was ready to listen to her story. Start telling me about his presence in a bright place and end up in a pitch-black lake. There is absolutely no intention of interrupting the story on Rajendra's side. The man was focused, seriously listening without any restrained smile.

"Maybe it sounds silly, I'm worried that you're disappearing all of a sudden. Before I went to bed, I felt a tightness, probably because that was the dream. Rajendra, we're not going our separate ways, are we?" The girl seemed to be trying to convince herself, hoping that Rajendra would nod in agreement.

"Why do you feel claustrophobic? You need a doctor? We can go check on your health now." Ignacia shook her head, not the physical illness that bothered her last night. He explained that the tightness came when his heart felt very tired and desperate. I don't know what desperation makes Ignacia sad after a date.

It's weird that this woman's body. Short for no reason when just finished dating. Ignacia worries too much and thinks nothing of it. Poor Rajendra who had to come all the way took her away on a date just because of her girl's creepy dream last night.

"You don't have to worry, Ignacia. As you said before, our relationship will not be finished easily. You must be scared because of the nightmare. You could just call and make me accompany you before you go back to sleep. Sorry I didn't know earlier." How could Rajendra have known if Ignacia had not told him. Ignacia just said if she wanted to meet.

During the few minutes of looking at her without saying anything to her lover, something in Ignacia's heart began to move again. There was something inside Rajendra's gaze that Ignacia could not understand. What's the matter now? Ignacia, what's wrong with you? Don't you worry it's exhausting? Came on yourself.

Rajendra says if Ignacia needs anything, she can be contacted right away. Maybe it will not immediately reply at some time, but Rajendra tried to be present and comfort his lover so as not to feel the tightness that he had mentioned.

Ignacia was already satisfied with just seeing Rajendra who was not laughing at her strange dream. Now added with Rajendra who is able to attend, how can Ignacia not be happier in this relationship? This must have been a reply to Ignacia's patience while left alone.

"Is it because of that dream that you didn't hug me earlier? Yeah usually you'll hug me if we drive." Let's just say Ignacia gave it as an answer. It sounds ridiculous from what Rajendra said. "It's okay, the dream won't come true. Unless there's something urgent."

"Efforting?"

"Yes like college and work. Before you get busy, you will need to send a message. So it can't be called disappearing right?" Rajendra smiled faintly, knowing how Ignacia was afraid of losing someone to the point of being carried away by a dream made her realize something. May the bad things that her girl dreams of really not happen.

Before bringing Ignacia home, Rajendra wants to spend more time. There was something he wanted to tell his lover as well. The girl was taken to the town square, where the two could be more comfortable to chat. If you are in a place to eat like a restaurant or cafe, Rajendra is afraid to make the air around him turn awkward.

The two took a walk while hand in hand tracing the refurbished part of the square. Chat while walking casually in a place that is rare to people because today is not a holiday. The sun that is not so hot due to cloud umbrellas makes this place feel different.

About education and his work. Rajendra was asked to focus more on both in order to achieve what he aspired to. Prepare for the future as bright as possible, he added. Despite the focus, Rajendra will attempt to provide news and text messages that could keep Ignacia from feeling lonely.

Ignacia wouldn't protest if it was for her lover's future. When starting to work on thesis and other college demands, Ignacia will also be very busy in order to graduate on time. Think of it as a pause to prepare for the future as well. He said when Rajendra said he could only send a message. He said so Ignacia could see him over and over again.

"And Ignacia, I don't think we can meet next year. I have a big project and I most likely have a different vacation time with you." This one Ignacia disagrees, wants to protest but doesn't know what it's for. Then they meet when Rajendra just comes home, reply the girl quickly.

Rajendra cannot, has not been able to make a decision. Later if he gets a day off, as much as possible he will meet Ignacia. Dating, eating, and walking as they usually do. "Oh yeah if you graduate, call me. If I have a strong alibi, I can come."

Ignacia stopped her steps, making the person she was holding back stop as well. "Are you going to be busy next year? In the last year of college? After that I'm fine seeing you, right?" Ignacia's eyes seemed to sparkle waiting for the desired answer.

It took some time until Rajendra finally gave an answer. Hope and reality can not be in line with what he aspires to be in the future. Good for him and for Ignacia. "Now, I hope so." There Rajendra captures clearly the water change of his lover's face.

"Ah, is that it?" Ignacia was desperate.