Before Divorce
Chapter 10

...-Mission Rescue-...

After successfully holding Shandy back from staying home, Shiena felt that what she did today had worked. Who would have thought that the mother even asked Shandy for help to be escorted to a place.

"Bang, anterin Mommy to the mother dong's favorite cake shop!"

Clearly what Wulan was doing made Shiena's eyes bulge.

"Mother with Mang Pur!" shiena Sela.

Wulan said she did not like the possessive attitude of her daughter.

"You're that again why the hell? Last morning asked your brother not to go, it's been followed. Now you want to ask your brother for help too can't you?" Wulan was getting upset.

"No papa, Shie. I'll take you for a minute!" Shandy followed.

(Duh, what about it? If you leave, you are not necessarily safe outside there. That accident could still happen. And there's mommy anyway. I could lose two people like this)

"I'm coming!" Shiena exclaimed, causing Shandy and Wulan to stare at her.

"Yes, come on!" Take Wulan.

"I'll change clothes first, Mother."

"Will you heat the car first."

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Finally Shiena, Shandy and Wulan left together to head to Wulan's subscription cake shop. Shiena who sat in front accompanying Shandy became calmer as she could keep her sister alive.

Suddenly Shiena's eyes were fixed on the speeding motor behind their car. Shiena felt familiar with the man's motorbike.

Shiena observed even more closely through the rearview mirror. No one seemed to realize about the motorbike because the road was crowded.

(Isn't that Willy's motorcycle? Why did he follow me? Yeah, I'm sure it's his bike. Watch out if he wants anything)

Upon arrival at the cake shop, Shandy accompanied Wulan to choose the cake to be purchased.

"Bang, this brother anterin mom to aunt Mala's house huh. Mother there's this abis arisan."

"Hmm, pantes aja mama dandan beautiful like gini."

Wulan blushed in embarrassment. "Wasn't you been pretty all this time, Bang?"

"Beautiful, Bun. Even more beautiful than any girl in the world."

Wulan laughed at her son's chattering. "You can do it, Bang! Try to choose which cake you want to bring to the arisan later."

Shiena smiled at the interaction of her mother and sister. Shiena accidentally saw that the motorbike that followed her also parked in the cake shop area. Shiena intends to meet the rider whom she believes is Willy.

"Bun, I went to the toilet first!" Shiena Pamit.

"Yes, baby."

Shiena rushed towards the parking lot. He was standing right in front of the bike when the rider took off his helmet.

"So really lo?!" Shiena's voice sounded sniffy.

The rider who was none other than Willy was surprised to see the presence of Shiena.

"Lo follow me?" shiena asked as she folded her hands in front of her chest.

Willy who had been caught off guard became nervous. Moreover, Shiena's face looked unfriendly at all.

"Gue asked, are you following me?"

"I... It's not what you think it is."

"Oh, what trus?"

"I.. i..."

"Why are you following me?"

Willy couldn't have said he was following Shandy's car to make sure Shandy was okay today.

Yeah, Willy remembers if today was Shandy's accident day. Because the one who found Shandy during the accident was Willy. Even Willy took Shandy to the hospital. A promise that asks Willy to look after Shiena when Shandy is gone.

It feels hard to remember that event. Willy felt so guilty that the promise he made only lasted for 10 years. Willy had already destroyed Shiena's entire trust in him.

"Let's answer!" Shiena's voice broke Willy's daydream.

"I'll explain everything!" Willy.

"You are clear!"

"I..."

Willy survives Shiena's sneer as the girl's phone rings. Call from the mother.

"Yes, mother."

"Yes, yeah. Shiena's there now."

Shiena stared intently at Willy. "Gue's gonna bill you a promise to make this clear."

Shiena passed and made Willy breathe a sigh of relief.

"Huf! Congratulations congratulations! Why is Shiena so fierce? Isn't he spoiled, huh? I just found out she could be a lioness, too."

Willy no longer follows Shandy's car. Because he did not want to add to the problem with Shiena. Until this moment Shiena was still being unfriendly to him.

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Shiena and Shandy drive Wulan to her house. It's starting at night and Shandy's still fine.

Shiena breathed a sigh of relief. He continued to develop his smile.

Shiena returns home with Shandy and Wulan back with Prayitno. Shiena walked over to the busy Shandy in her study.

"Dragon!"

"Hm."

"Thank you!" Said Shiena with teary eyes.

"Make what?"

"Because brother is always there for Shiena."

I don't know, suddenly the atmosphere became melow. Shandy got up from the chair and walked over to Shiena.

"Hey, what's wrong with you? How crying?" Shandy wiped Shiena's tears.

Shiena shakes. "Grandfather, Bang. Shiena was just a twilight because brother was still here."

Shandy frowned not understanding. "You know what else? From the morning you're weird."

Shiena chose to hug Shandy. "I'm not papa, Bang. I just want to spoil it with my brother."

Shandy laughs. "Yes, my brother will always take care of you every day."

Shiena laughed.

"That's dong! You're so crybaby, She. I don't think so."

Tonight Shiena could sleep well. Shandy's rescue mission has been successful. Shiena closed her eyes while continuing to review her smile.

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...-explanation Willy-...

A week had passed since Shiena confirmed that Shandy was fine. Even now Shandy is also diligent back and forth to the campus to take care of his unfinished script.

Shiena could see a strange gurgle on Anila when she met her sister.

(Don't Anila like the same bang Shandy?)

Shiena smiled inwardly. Shiena invites Anila to speak with four eyes in the absence of Friska.

"Anil, you like Shandy bang, huh?"

"Huh?! What a look?" Anila instead panicked because Shiena directly asked without making small talk.

Shiena laughed. "Look easy, Nile. I'm not papa."

"Huh? Meanin?"

"Yes, don't you like the Shandy bang. Liking people is not wrong."

Anila smiled at Shiena's reply. "Do you have a girl?"

Shiena shakes. "Bang Shandy where there's time for girls. His job is to take care of me, taking care of the office as the thesis. If you graduate, you will also be busy in your office."

Anila smiled faintly. "So, do you think there's a chance for me to deketin lo's brother?"

"Heh?! No, She. I'm not ready!"

Shiena held onto both shoulders of Anila. "Well, if you are still not ready too, then when do you want to be ready? Love won't come twice."

"We're 19, She."

"It was acquaintance first. Want to get married?"

After some hesitation, Anila finally agreed. Shiena smiled with relief. Shiena was even happy if her sister could be with her best friend. According to him, Anila is a good girl and is suitable to accompany her brother.

(But why can't I remember who Anila's husband was at the time? Is my memory really erased? There are some memories I can't remember)

After talking to Anila, Shiena searched for Willy's whereabouts. These days Willy hasn't seen his nose on campus.

"Where the hell is he? Usually a ghost. I need to know why he followed me that day."

Shiena headed to the parking lot and saw Willy's motorbike there.

"Well, that's the bike. But where's the guy?"

Shiena dyed in search of a figure that had intrigued her for these few days.

"You're looking for me?"

Shiena turned around and saw Willy's figure there. Shiena's heart felt like it wanted to explode instantly.

Willy's 10-year-old younger figure fascinated Shiena.

(God! This is not the time to be angry! I know my dong, heart!)

"I-iya, I'm nyari lo. Where are we gonna talk?" shiena asked as she turned her face away.

"You're coming with me!"

"Heh?! Come where?"

"Follow it! Want to not?"

Shiena clucked in annoyance because again Willy made her unable to dwell.

Shiena climbed onto Willy's motorbike and the motorbike began to drive away from the campus area.

"Where are you taking me?" shiena asked half-shouting.

"You know too!"

"Cke, use the secrets of all!"

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Willy takes Shiena to a crossroads that is now still crowded by motorized traffic.

"Why are we here?" Ask Shiena.

Willy stared at the sidewalk barrier which was a silent witness to Shandy's accident at the time. Willy rubbed the concrete barrier with teary eyes.

"Ck, you actually want to explain what the hell? Not very clear!"

"Side your brother took his life at that time..."

DEG

Shiena's heart beat faster than usual.

"W-what do you mean?" Shiena rounded her eyes to look at Willy.

"She... Whether it is real or not. But clearly, it should have been a week ago that your brother suffered an accident and died. But, it turns out that destiny can change. He is still alive today. Who changed his destiny, I don't know. But back then, I followed Shandy's car just to make sure he was okay."

Shiena gulped at Willy's explanation. It feels almost unbelievable.

(What is this? Did Willy also experience what I experienced?)

"Don't ngaco lo! My brother is still alive because his destiny is still alive!" shiena said loudly.

Shiena turned around and was ready to leave Willy. However, Willy quickly blocks Shiena's arm.

"I know you're going through the same thing as me. We go back in time. The time when Shandy was alive, and the time before we knew each other."

Shiena rounded her eyes.

(Can't be!)

Instantly they were silent with their eyes clashing against each other. We both share the feelings of each other's hearts.

"We are given the opportunity to change that imperfect story to make it more perfect."

Shiena shakes. He let go of Willy's hand.

"No! This is impossible!"

"It's possible, She. Because it's me and you back in time."

Shiena continued to shake. "Gue don't want to see you! I don't want to be fooled by you!"

Shiena stepped away leaving Willy still in his place. Willy would let Shiena take the time to think. It must be very difficult to meet again with the person who has already broken his heart.

"I'm sorry, Shiena. I'm sorry..."

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...-Repeating the Past-...

Shiena arrived home and went straight into the room and locked her up. Shiena threw her body on the bed.

The tears she had been holding back now escaped as well. I don't know what Shiena cried. What was clear at this moment was that he wanted to spill all the feelings in his heart.

After being satisfied in tears, Shiena stared at her phone. The calendar on his phone.

February 2013.

Shiena remembers that day Willy came and offered love to treat the loss that Shandy felt when he was gone.

"Why do I even remember the things he kept in touch with?"

Shiena sighed harshly. "What does this all mean, the universe? Why did he go back in time? Why did he go back to this time?"

Shiena got out of bed and headed towards the balcony of her room. The sky tonight is beautiful. The flashing star seemed to greet Shiena.

"You guys are there? Are you tired of shining? I'mtired. I'm tired. I don't want to be hurt anymore. Please don't find me with him again..."

On the other hand, Willy also experienced the same turmoil as Shiena. His intention of explaining to Shiena was to make Shiena understand if they were to repeat the past there must be an intent and purpose.

Shiena who wants to stay away in fact continues to be reunited with Willy.

"What do you want, the universe? Why did you meet me again with Shiena but I couldn't reach her?"

"I became the person Shiena hated! I just want to change everything for the better. Why does it feel so hard?"

And tonight is closed with a heart that is still not anchored where it should be.

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March 2013

Shiena lived her days as usual. His relationship with Alex is also still good even though the brother still does not give his blessing.

"I'm so good, Bang. I can take care of myself. Besides, I'm the same brother Alex is not necessarily married. We're still dating."

"Good! Don't marry her! You will regret marrying him later," said Shandy in the end because he was too upset to face the stubbornness of his sister.

Shiena simply looked at the elder sister with a flat look.

(Married? A wedding? What kind of marriage do I want? What kind of soul mate do I want?)

Shiena stared at the family photo neatly stamped on the wall.

(I used to really want a marriage like father and mother. I want a good man like Dad. But it turns out that dream was ruined. The dream faded unnoticed with a letter we signed)

Shiena wiped away the tears that had almost fallen. He grabbed his vibrating phone. There was a call from Alex.

"Yes, brother?"

"She, no time tonight? I'm gonna take you on the road."

"By, Brother. What time?"

"Seven nights."

"Okay, I'm waiting!"

Call ended. Shiena sighed.

"Maybe the universe brought brother Alex to be my 'new' mate in this time." Shiena smiled faintly then walked into the room. He'll be ready to go with Alex tonight.