Between Love and Love

Between Love and Love
How is it different from Randy?


In the heart the raka becomes restless and erratic


" Why did everything become like this? Shasa forgive me!"


Raka stands up from her seat and quickly walks over and intends to meet Shasa at the rita stall because she believes shasa must have been there after leaving her house.


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As for Shasa who was on foot, quickly stepped out his legs! Expecting quickly he could get away from Raka's house, tears that tried yes damung from earlier could no longer be so resistant that it fell wet his cheeks


"I have to how? Why does this feel so painful?" Shasa said to himself


Shasa sat on the bench and waited for the bus to stop!occasionally she wiped away her tears that did not stop to flow, due to the sadness in her heart, she looked lethargic and uninspired, Shasa leaned on the back of the bench, while waiting for the bus to stop and pensive


Not long to wait, the bus came and stopped! Shasa also went up to intend to return to Rita's stall, he sat down while leaning his head against the glass wall of the bus that was on the side, he sat down and again pensive while lamenting his fate so unfortunate he thought.


"Lord, isn't there the slightest bit of happiness you've created for me? Why is everything like this? What am I really living for? what kind of life have you really planned for me?" Shasa sighed and continued to look straight ahead, his eyes blank, he no longer knew what to do.


Raka whom she always thought was kind to her, instead made such a painful wound on her, regarding her relationship with Fiona Shasa really could not accept it, what else Now she is one roof with him


"Raka what should I do? You planted the seed of love in my heart, and once it flourished! why are you even making it wither like this? Should I just let it go?" Ask in his heart


Just to wait a few minutes the bus stopped at the stop! Shasa came down and walked towards Rita's stall with a very moody face, but before he got there, he saw that Raka's car had been parked in front of his aunt's shop, Romi Descended and quickly opened the door for Raka who was sitting in the back seat.


Shasa who did not want to be seen by him! quickly hiding out because he had no intention of meeting Raka at this time, Shasa sat in an empty stall not too far from Rita's stall, Shasa sat quietly, suddenly a red liquid was seen dripping from his nostrils, realizing that, Shasa quickly opened the bag and picked up the handkerchief in his bag! He immediately removed it and saw his handkerchief reddened by the blood coming out of his nose


"blood? why is blood coming out of my nose? Am I thinking too much?" Shasa asked himself, and deliberately raised his head to put an index finger in his nostril to clog so that the blood would not come out again


While Raka who was in the stall Rita was seen lowering her head to greet Rita who was welcoming her


"Sore bi," Raka said respectfully


"Son Raka what's suddenly coming here? Shasa's not here, didn't you call her before you got here?" Rita asked Raka


Raka smiled


"No bi, I think he's here!


"He went to the clinic, the antoni doctor, from this morning, and until now has not come home, if as usual he will soon be home, do you want to wait for him?"


"No bi, I'll just call her," Raka said, not telling Rita the truth, if Shasa had just returned from her home


Before Raka leaves the place she suddenly hears the sound of Rita's cell phone ringing, she sees and observes the rita walking and picks up her phone


"Shasa," he told Raka to walk closer to him


Rita quickly pressed the answer button


"Auntie, please don't say anything" Shasa explained quickly! Before Rita says anything to him. Rita who heard it was obedient to what Shasa said


"Bi, just listen to what I'm saying, Shasa doesn't want to meet Raka right now, can auntie make her go from there? Auntie don't ask anything! shasa please, auntie is looking for a way for Raka to leave from there" Shasa explained


"Auntie maybe for today Shasa won't come home, I hope auntie didn't ask why! And going anywhere, just believe in shasa, Shasa will take care of himself" Shasa said again


Rita who was serious about hearing the words from Shasa, could only nod her head


And after that save his phone when Shasa had already disconnected his call


"What kind of aunt did Shasa say? Where is he now?" Tanya Raka was curious


"Son Raka, Shasa just said that the day he won't be home, there's something important he has to do".


"Where will he live?"ask Raka again


"Come on," Rita raised both of her shoulders


"It's possible in Rendi's apartment" Rita replied, but the answer made Raka feel jealous in her heart


"Rendi Apartment? Auntie, why did aunt peek it? The man and woman could not live under one roof, what else there were no maids or maids" Raka said in a protesting tone


"Sir Raka, this is not the first time Shasa is with Rendi from childhood they are both very close, they are like brothers themselves."


"That's according to Shasa, but bi, Rendi has other feelings for her, I can't stay still, I have to go there" explained Raka as she stepped her foot


''no, son Raka you who just knew Shasa already brought your residence Shasa to stay there for a few days! Have you ever had any malicious intentions on him.


"No, it's because I love her, aunt, I can't possibly do anything that would harm the shasa" she explained


"How is it different from Rendi? The feeling of Rendi has grown long before you know Shasa. Nak Raka, Shasa is still very innocent, she will always feel happy if someone treats her well, and instead she will turn away when she feels hurt" explained Rita


Raka was silent to Rita's words, she already knew that she had hurt Shasa


The guilt in him cannot be denied


("I should have told her about Fiona earlier, so she wouldn't misunderstand me" she said in her heart)


"Son Raka, Shasa's heart is very soft and still very soft he's easy to get down on emotions if something has scratched him, all this time he's never known anyone but you, but you can't even keep her heart!" Obviously Rita


"Shasa didn't say anything to me, but I know clearly in his heart it's not good right now, and I know it's all because of you" Rita said


"You should go home, and find a way to persuade him" said Rita again who is trying to drive Raka away subtly