Between Love and Love
What are they doing inside?

"They said, Before aunt found me, I couldn't remember anything else. Auntie told me she found me when I was seven years old, that I remembered her, that's me,

but before that I couldn't remember anything at all." Clearly Shasa who had the look on his face was starting to look sad, shaking his head.

"Truly I can't remember anything! Shasa again

but Raka did not stop there to keep asking her.The curiosity in her heart continues to encourage her to interrogate Shasa until she wants to say everything

Raka stood up from her seat and held onto shasa's shoulder

"Shasa have you never tried to remember it? About who you are and who your real parents are" Raka insisted

"You think the seven-year-old boy was found unconscious with Tampa's browbeat base of someone accompanying him, what do you think? Why aren't his parents there?" Shasa's back question that made Raka frown did not understand what was in the middle

uttered

Shasa smiled, trying to balance his feelings that now felt pain in his heart

"Whatchu mean? Ask Raka who is confused

"A child at a relatively small age, who still needs affection from his parents is found with a worrying situation. And when the doctor said he was suffering from not eating regularly, eating food that was not fit for consumption, found with a lot of scars on his body! What do you think that kid's been through?" Shasa asked who was starting to feel emotions.

"Has the child been thrown away or deliberately abandoned? Or has the child been subjected to torture which has left wounds on his body, gone away with a long time?

"Do you think all of this needs to be remembered? Do those times need to be stored in memory? Is that I should remember everything?

"Where should I start to remember? what when I was abandoned? Or when I was tortured, what do you think? Shasa with his emotions continued to ask Raka questions, and continued to talk Tampa down.

"Actually don't remember! to call it that I feel like I can't breathe I feel claustrophobic, but why do you keep bringing it up and keep questioning it" Clearly Shasa with emotions that had made him angry until his voice became trembling and hoarse.

Shasa could no longer hold back her tears, she turned around and turned her back to Raka who was standing behind her

Raka who kept looking at him, with a gaze that already felt guilty holding Shasa's shoulder from behind.

"Have not thought about it again, I'm sorry for asking you" Raka said guiltily

to try to hide the sadness of her heart, Shasa erased her tears quickly. He did not want to show his sadness

"Why am I trying to remember someone so great to me? Throwing me away means they don't want me, do I have to remember them?" Shasa who really felt angry

"Have not spoken again it's enough, there's no need to continue it again, I'm sorry." Raka said with regret and turned Shasa's body and hugged her

"Sorry, sorry, I didn't mean to make you sad, Shasa forgive me, Please don't be sad anymore" Raka said

"I promise I won't question that anymore, so I beg you to forgive me" Raka said with guilt in her heart to make her hug Shasa tightly.

Raka took off her embrace and looked at Shasa with her reddened eyes and still unstoppable tears on her eyelids, despite trying to hold her back, but those tears kept flowing, Shasa who always did not want to show her sadness turned back and turned her back to Raka.

"I'm fine! Lord Raka I want to rest, can you leave me alone?" Said Shasa who was still trying to sound calm.

But Raka did not move from where she was standing, even though Shasa had intended to expel her.

Raka remained standing behind the shasa and did not hesitate to keep looking at him.

In the room became silent and silent Tampa there was a voice from the two of them.

***

And Outside of the room, Romi who was feeling petulant restlessly sat on the sofa while occasionally looking towards the room, where Raka went inside there, and occasionally look at the clock on his wrist.

"Hmmm..." Romi sighed

" What are they doing inside?" Ask in the heart

" It's late but the boss hasn't come out of there yet, am I just going there to ask for permission to go home, or am I just going home Tampa asking for permission" Romi told himself

Romi, who could not help but stand up from the sofa, bored from sitting alone and feeling his sense of panic, made him dare to walk closer to the door of the guest room in Shasa.

When you want to knock on the door

"Ehhem suddenly heard a dehumanizing voice that made him turn his head quickly.

Romi became misbehaved and smiled to himself looking at Surti who was staring intently at him.

"Why are you still here?" Surti asked with a flat face

"It's late and you don't have any more work you should go home" he said, sneering at his annoyed lips at Romi

"I really intend to go home, now I just want to ask permission before leaving" he explained to Surti who always never liked him

"You don't have to ask permission, now you go" he said coldly

Romi just obediently and stepped his feet to walk out from inside the house while continuing to move his lips and face intended to bully Surti from behind.

After Romi had already left Surti looked towards Shasa's room door and smiled happily.

**

For a while later Raka began to lift her legs walking towards Shasa who was sitting and standing in front of her.

Raka held her chin and raised her head, looking at her face which still looked sad

"Are you angry with me?" Raka asked who could not see Shasa inhabiting her.

Shasa simply shook his head, in response to Raka's question

"Shasa I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to make you sad at all" explained Raka who tried to persuade her

"No, I'm really okay. Now I just feel a little tired, and want to rest! Can you leave me to rest for a while" said Shasa who tried to turn her eyes away.

Raka shook her head

"No, I will never leave you, until you have truly forgiven me" said Raka

Shasa who had always wanted to turn her eyes away was now staring intently at Raka, her teary eyes looking at her with anger in them