Between Love and Love

Between Love and Love
I'm sleepy


However it was not as he thought, cold sweat started to come out, his eyes started to blur, making him stop again from his steps and take off his embrace on Raka's arm, and crouch down


Shasa blinked his eyes and shook his head, trying to make his feelings improve


"Shasa..." Raka quickly put her knees on the ground and held Shasa's face with both hands, looking at her with worry, upon seeing Shasa being so suddenly strange


"Are you okay?" Tanya Raka who was starting to look worried


Shasa raised his head, looking at Raka with eyes that started to blur, Shasa Holding Raka's hand that touched her face


"My feet, my feet are weak! I'm tired of walking, Raka... Do you want to carry me on your back?" Said Shasa with a spoiled smile


Raka did not reply, she continued to look at Shasa with anxiety


"If you don't want to be okay, I will walk alone" Shasa said as she removed Raka's handrails from her face and tried to stand up


Raka Smiled and again held Shasa's hand and turned to her back


"Aliklah" said Raka while pointing at his back


Shasa smiled and quickly wrapped his hands around Raka's neck, climbed onto Raka's back and leaned his head on Raka's shoulder


"Thank you." said Shasa as she kissed Raka's cheek


Raka stood up slowly, in her heart feeling unsettled


"Shasa.. Are you sure you're okay?" Raka asked while stepping her feet


" Hem." replied Shasa limply


Raka felt something bad happen to Shasa, Raka's footsteps felt heavy! he keeps thinking with Shasa's disease


"Shasa, why shut up, say something" said Raka


Shasa simply moved his head and returned to kiss Raka's cheek and tightened the circumference of his hand on Raka's neck


For a moment Raka did not ask any more, Raka held Shasa's hand that was coiled around her neck with one hand, and rubbed Shasa's face with her other hand and continued to move her legs, leaving her feet, walk to go home to their picnic spot


"Davis.." Raka tries to look at Shasa who rests her head on her shoulder


"Why silence?" Ask Raka


"I'm sleepy, very sleepy! I want to sleep! My eyes are so heavy" Shasa muttered


Raka shook her head


"No. You can't sleep, now that we're almost there, they've already prepared lunch! we will have lunch with them" Raka said, but she did not get a response from Shasa,


"Shasa... Don't just shut up! Say Raka again


"Stay talking to me, don't inhabit me like this!"


Shasa heard every word from Raka, but he was hard pressed to reply! Shasa was in so much pain, the tightness in his chest made him tormented, as he tried to endure it


Shasa's tears now began to flow, making the clothes on Raka's shoulder wet. Feeling that fear in Raka's heart suddenly haunts her


"Shasa..." Said, but still Shasa did not reply


"Shasa.. Shasa. talk to me I beg you" Raka asked.


Shasa moved his head, and remained leaning on Raka's shoulder


"Don't be noisy I'm so sleepy, don't bother me" Shasa said in a weak tone


"I'm not pegging you to sleep, just stay awake" Raka said quickly


"Shasa I still have many tourist attractions that I want to show you, and they are all very beautiful, I want to take you there." Said Raka trying to always invite Shasa to talk


"Tomorrow we go there and the day after we go somewhere else again, we will go there together" said Raka again


"Shasa, Shasa.."


"Yes.." Shasa replied in a voice so lethargic


Raka raised her hand rubbing Shasa's hair that was on top of her shoulder


"Stay like this, don't sleep! look there everything is so happy to see us


"Hey.Where have you two been? Get over here" Rita shouted loudly as she looked at Shasa and Raka


Andra is seen walking towards them, carrying a wheelchair for Shasa, when she sees Shasa being carried by Raka on her back


"Shasa. look Andra's approaching us! open your eyes, and endure not to sleep


Raka relentlessly, continues to invite Shasa to Talk but Shasa just listens to him and is speechless


"Shasa what do you think Aunt Rita cooked? That must be so good! And you must have missed eating his cooking, right?"


Shasa nodded and smiled, and tightened his circumference around Raka's neck


"Raka I love you!" Shasa's whisper in Raka's ear


"I know, I love you too" replied Raka


"I love you so much. But I think everything might just get here, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm no longer strong enough to hold it in, I'm suffering so much it's tormenting me" Shasa whispered again, her tears flowing


"No, no, no, don't say that, no, you can't say that "Raka shook her head constantly shaking her head


the word ended the remark from Shasa, his hand grip detached. His entire body was squeezing without the slightest energy.


Raka stopped her steps and stood up sculpting, as it happened


"Shasa.." a hoarse voice sounded from the mouth of the raka. Raka's legs were trembling, her whole body was trembling


"Shasa.." his call once again, Raka's tears flowed so fast, Raka Holding both of Shasa's hands hanging from her neck


"I've forbidden you to sleep, Shasa wakes up, otherwise I'll get angry!" Said Raka with a trembling voice


Raka Smiled, yet in her heart cried,


"i know you're pranking me, this is no good! Stop and answer me"


Raka still continued to stand up without moving from her place, and continued to speak


"Shasa are you cold? Your hands are cold, what if we sit here to light a fire and warm your hands" asked Raka


Raka took off Shasa's hand, and it returned to hang around her neck


"Shasa don't be like this, don't scare me, open your eyes and talk to me" Raka held Shasa's hands back and tried to move her legs, which were so heavy


Raka could no longer hide her sadness, she cried and came back to stop her steps


Raka stood there and continued to cry and let go of Shasa's hand, letting him hang around her neck


Andra took off the wheel chair she was pushing and ran towards Raka and Shasa, when she was already facing Raka, Andra stopped to run!His feet are trembling


"What's going on?" Ask Andra


But Raka was silent


Andra approached Shasa, seeing him motionless and so pale, Andra brought the index finger closer in front of Shasa's nostril.


Andra shook her head, her tears began to drip, as she no longer felt Shasa's breath


"Davis.." Andra touches Shasa's body, Making it, Shasa's body almost falls off Raka's back, and quickly Andra catches it, Andra sits on the ground and makes Shasa lie on her lap


Raka turned her head and saw Shasa's lifeless body make her fall and kneel on the ground


Ratna stood up when she saw the situation


"What are they doing there?" Ratna asked, Making everything turn and look in the direction yes I mean


***


Everyone gathers and cries! crying over Shasa who really left


Ratna drew closer to Raka who from earlier was just speechless and continued to kneel, Ratna placed her hand on Raka's shoulder and stood beside her


("I will not let you go alone, as I promised you, I will accompany you wherever you go" Raka said in her heart")


Raka quietly put a hand in her pants pocket, and took out something that looked like a medicine and swallowed it, after the medicine was swallowed, Raka stood up and put her feet on the ground and held Shasa's hand with a smile


("Wait for me") he said in his heart


Raka fell down and lay on the ground holding Shasa's hand.


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