Between Love and Love
I'm still alive

Doctor Antoni's statement, making Raka almost crazy, he smiled but in fact he was crying, there were no more words he could say but to continue shaking his head

Andra who was outside the room stepped foot, walked towards her private room, she could not bear to have an unconscious Shasa.

Andra has not been able to prepare to accept the reality if she has to lose Shasa

"Shasa, wake up this aunty. Look here too there is Rendi and Antoni, do you have the heart to see us sad like this? Shasa wakes up. Auntie promises after you wake up that aunt will often give you a day off, aunt will not always tell you to keep the stall, auntie please wake up" Rita who near Shasa tries to keep puffing

"Shasa if you don't listen to auntie, if you don't wake up aunt will be mad at you, aunt will be really angry and won't forgive you."

Antoni and Rendi can only see and hear Rita, constantly trying to make Shasa aware, they both can't do anything that makes her feel disappointed in herself, they could only shed tears of sadness, which would not be able to help anything.

("Shasa if you're really going to leave then take me with you, I love you and will always be with you, my love and affection will never let you go alone, she said, in this world we cannot be together and happy, so I look forward to our happiness in another world") Raka said in her heart

Raka stood up, and set her foot toward the door of the room, without turning to look at Shasa who was still lying, not seeing Rita, Antoni or Rendi

Rita who holds Shasa's hand feels that Shasa is moving her fingers

"Shasa," said Rita and looked at Shasa's fingers, making sure that what she felt was real.

Not waiting for long, Shasa's fingers moved again, Rita Smiled

"Shasa.." said Rita loudly

"Are you awake?" Rita said again very happily, Rendi and Antoni quickly approached, and confirmed it.

Raka who was already outside the room stopped her steps, upon hearing Rita say Shasa's name out loud, with tears constantly dripping down she smiled

David, who was standing by the door, found out that Shasa had regained consciousness, quickly walked into Andra's study. He continued walking regardless of Raka who was standing pecking outside the room

Shasa slowly opened his eyes, blinked his eyes, rubbed his eyes after a long sleep and when he began to realize that Rita, Rendi and Antoni were already nearby, The weak Shasa slowly tried to get up

"No, don't get up and lie down" says Antoni

Shasa according to what Antoni's doctor said

"Aunt you crying?" Shasa asked as she looked at Rita's still wet cheeks.

"No," Rita shook her head

"it's just water that hasn't dried up after aunty has washed her face" Rita replied, wiping away her tears

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Tok..

Andra who continued to stand staring at the photo of Rossa (her mother) turned her head when she heard the door of her room

Kleek... The door opened from the outside and David entered without waiting for permission from Andra

"Miss Shasa is conscious" David said

Hearing the news brought by David made Andra so happy, she looked back at her mother's photo and smiled

"Thank you" he said as he walked out of his private room

Raka, who was still standing outside the room, saw Andra who was walking past him, entering Shasa's room.

"Sister Andra" Shasa said as she watched Andra walk into her room, trying to get up and helped by Rita and Rendi

Andra Smiled happily to see her sister awake

"Are you awake?" Said Andra and immediately hugged Shasa

Shasa nodded

"What's wrong? Did something happen?" Shasa asked who was already astonished by the behavior of those nearby.

while still in Andra's arms, Shasa saw Raka who was already standing in the doorway, Shasa quickly took off Andra's embrace from her

"Raka, are you here too?" Shasa who saw Raka, already understood what happened exactly.

Everyone turned their heads when they heard Shasa say Raka's name

"What happened to you?" Shasa asked again, when he saw the look of Raka who was battered by the blow from Andra's subordinates

Raka did not answer the question from Shasa, she continued to show a happy smile on her lips, despite trying to hide her sadness, but it could not do so, her tears kept flowing, Even though the smile on her lips looked so happy

"Shasa," a hoarse and trembling voice sounded out from his mouth.

Shasa, knowing that Raka already knew of her illness, did not make her look cold again to her, Smiling Shasa welcomed her arrival

"Can I talk to you?" Tanya Raka, who continued to move her legs that felt heavy

Hearing Raka's question, Shasa did not immediately reply, he saw Andra, Rita, Rendi and doctor Antoni.

Andra nodded, hinting that she would agree.

Besides Shasa and Raka everything in the room came out but still left the door open

After everything had gone out, Raka who was already standing near Shasa sat down by the side of the bed facing Shasa and directly hugged her, and was accompanied by tears

Shasa Smiled

"Don't cry? I'm still alive.I don't want to see your tears fall because of me, that's what makes me always want to get away from you, I don't want to see you sad after knowing everything, but.. it's inevitable you keep knowing everything before I go"

Hearing the words from Shasa Raka tightened her embrace

"Don't say anything more, you'll be fine, everything will be fine, nothing will happen to you," Raka continued to hug Shasa

Shasa smiled back

"I always wanted death to come to me, I felt that I had enough to suffer with a disease that tormented me every day, I had to keep pretending to be happy and being a jolly girl" Shasa sighed

"but after meeting you, I fell in love with you! And just then I started to get scared" and now Shasa's crying voice was heard, Raka took off her arms, and looked into Shasa's eyes with Holding her face with both hands

"Raka.I also want to live longer, I also want to feel a happy life with the people I love, I am afraid.

"The doctor always suggested that I would have surgery but even though I always wanted death back then, I was still afraid" Shasa started to let out all the thoughts he had in his head

"If I knew it would be like this, I would have surgery, death or life it would make no difference